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gonna write a fic where tony writes peter a letter every day after the dusting. Nothing special. talking about his day, once he’s on earth again. He writes them to pretend that he’ll see Peter again, that he didn’t fuck up in a way that he can’t resolve. He writes them halfway as penance - for Strange trading tony’s life for the stone. He feels like he deserves to explain to peter what he died for.

and peter gets the letters after tony dies. He reads them all. he keeps them safe, reading over his favorites at times, trying to convince himself that Tony was happy with his sacrifice.

it’s only after the NWH spell that peter starts writing letters back. Tony’s day 1 letter gets folded neatly with peter’s day one.

only, tony’s letters end. Peter tries not to think about what happens when there are no letters to write back to anymore.

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Giving the birthday boy a good day off 💕

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Don't worry Dazai, there's no need to panic! I'm sure you've been on lots of dates with girls where it was their first date. The only difference is that Chuuya is someone you actually know and care about and who knows where you live and everything about you. So you can't ghost him and he might kill you if you mess up really badly.

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Dazai: "Why is Chuuya acting so calm?"

Chuuya: "We did everything I planned we were gonna do. Everything turned out fine."

Chuuya: "You're overthinking about stuff again."

Chuuya: "Seriously."

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help

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So, I don't know how many Bsd fans are also Fate/Stay Night fans...... BUT I AM and this is the only reason this exists Fate is one of my favorite series and I was listening to the Fate/Zero ost one day because it's one of my fav ost ever... and I started thinking about a possible crossover and it kinda snowballed from there lol Explanations and ramblings under the cut!

For who doesn't know what Fate/Stay Night is about: the gist of it is there's a recurring event where seven mages (masters) summon seven heroic spirits (servants) who fight between each other to win the Holy Grail. Basic things to know are: servants are divided in classes and each has a Noble Phantasm, aka a servant's ultimate weapon/ability; each master has three command spells which compel the servant to obey to three absolute orders; servants need mana to keep existing. said mana is usually provided by the master, but can also be transferred with bodily fluids (that includes sex) The pairs I had thought of for this au are: - berserker!Chuuya + Dazai (in this case the berserker's typical madness happens only with Corruption, which is Chuuya's Noble Phantasm and can be stopped only using a command spell) - saber!Akutagawa + Atsushi - caster!Nikolai + Fyodor - lancer!Bram + Aya - assassin!Nathaniel + Margareth - archer!Mark Twain + Lucy I have absolutely NO idea who to cast as rider lol Kunikida is the Church's overseer though (an impartial judge for the Holy War) I've thought about these combinations for fun since I don't have an overarching plot or anything, just some little disconnected scenes, but I liked the possible interactions with these pairs. I wanted to have characters from the main factions in the series (so like, the Port Mafia, the Agency, the Guild...) but since servants are heroic spirits of the past (and in this au they're not their irl literary counterparts, but characters on their own. Chuuya's real identity would be Arahabaki, etc) I wanted to pick characters who also could have a particular design while fitting the role........... I wanted to put Lovecraft in there too but he's definitely a berserker and I'm not giving up Chuuya for it lol This wip has been eating my brain for literal months, so here it is!! It got me back into doodling just for fun so it was a good time. I actually have more sketches but I feel like these are already a lot lol...... so I'll post those at a later time (also because I'm rewatching ubw now so I might end up doing more....)

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SOUKOKUUUUUU

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SOUKOKUUUUUU

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Kenji: So….are we still enemies with the port mafia?

Kunikida: Of course we are. What kind of question is that?

Kenji: Well— I’m confused because enemies don’t hang out with each other. Or do they? Is that a city thing?

Dazai: Wait what—

Kenji: Yesterday, I saw Yosano and Kouyou at a cafe sharing tea and cake.

Yosano dropping her scalpel.

Yosano: Uh—

Kenji: Atsushi and Akutagawa were feeding ducks—

Atsushi freezes with horror

Atsushi: Wha—

Dazai: oh? Isn’t that inter—

Kenji: And Dazai, last night, you and Mr. Fancy Hat were at a graveyard dancing— or— trying to dance—And were also laughing. Like— really laughing— like you two haven’t done it in years and have missed doing it.

Dazai froze.

Dazai: How did you—

Atsushi giving him a sarcastic smile

Atsushi: Fucking hypocrite.

Kunikida: What the hell—

Dazai horrified and internally screaming.

Yosano turning her—extremely—pink—faced—head away.

Atsushi rolling his eyes, admitting defeat and frankly not giving a shit anymore.

Atsushi: Honestly, after everything, I don’t really care. If it means less fighting, I’m all for it.

Kenji: I also saw Mori and Fukuzawa toget—

Everyone: WHAT?!

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Hm...

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No thoughts. Just the idea of Leon finding out about Merlin’s magic post canon and not giving a single fuck, but absolutely crashing out when he realizes that: No, Merlin and Arthur weren’t fucking, they were just being complete and utter idiots that were oblivious to their EXTREMELY OBVIOUS FEELINGS for one another.

Leon: “Screw your Magic. Because the fuck you mean “No Arthur is just my King” YOU SAID HE WAS UR DESTINY??? THE FUCKING DRAGON (BECAUSE APPARENTLY THAT’S A THING NOW) SAID HE’S LITERALLY YOUR OTHER HALF? HOW ELSE ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO TAKE THAT AS OTHER THAN HES UR SOULMATE??? “

Merlin: *thoughtful* “… huh”

Leon *in tears* : “FUCKING P O E T R Y! DO YOU COMPREHEND THE KIND OF MENTAL DISTRESS YOU TWO CAUSED ME? AND IT WASN’T FUCKING CANON???”

Merlin: “… tbf the Dragon was really cryptic”

Leon: *incoherent screaming*

(Leon is tired. Leon is also unfortunately immortal. Leon wants a vacation. Spoiler: he will not get one. #LetLeonSleep2025)

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This is probably my personal favorite Chuuya practice I’ve done yet.

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Arthur, or what little Merlin can still remember of him

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earlier my friend said to me “somewhere out there, in an alternate universe, there’s an all female rock band called ‘king’” and I’m STILL recovering from that mental image and how gay it made me feel

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Words from On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong

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Gwen isn't even mad because she knows how it is when you give Merlin a lil' smooch on reflex.

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Wizard Installer🧙✨

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I goooooot a lil excited while vibing to Columbina’s lullaby 😭😭