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Wish I could have protected my mom when she was a girl

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Issa ✨️pharmacy✨️

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i’ve gotten worse. i’m so tired. but i’m scared to end it all because ill feel more disappointed in myself

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*sigh*

Ok i have to put this out there because keeping it to myself is driving me up the wall.

So,

It finally dawned on me that I am insecure and use sex as a means of external validation.

I've spent the past week trying to swallow this pill and accept it.

K bye

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I feel like a psycho

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Im starting to think that my life is just a simulation where I just unlock new traumas each year.

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Calling it "self loafing" instead of "self loathing"

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It's nice to finally feel like a real person.

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Rose

What good she is

A rose in full bloom

Thorns ignored

She is plucked and cut

Placed into a vase

To be adorned

Until her petals fell

and stem died

She was a glimmer of beauty

A breathless sight

For sore

sore Eyes.

What good is she?

A rose of wilt.

For she has no say

She is plucked and dumped

From her vase,

Cast into darkness, of everlong decay.

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