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to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

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How beautiful it is to discover a new love song to replace all the ones I can't listen to anymore. And how more lovely still to hear a new love song and feel hopeful for the first time in forever. I can't wait to meet my forever lover, and slow dance to it. Maybe it'll be our song.

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You aren't making it up. Yes, it was that bad.

You don't deserve to invalidate yourself.

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you are not unloveable just because people have treated you poorly

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im so scared the rest of my life is gonna feel like this

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I feel like I'm doing everything right to get over this break up, but even after how good a day yesterday was I'm dreaming of them. I can't stop thinking about them and what we could've been.

Im so deeply heartbroken and cannot believe that it's come to this. I never thought there would be a time where they were out of my life forever. I wish their ghost would just leave me alone. Can I please just cut this cord already? This is killing me.

I loved them so much. And they utterly betrayed me. Three confirmed people they cheated on me with. They cheated on me while I was miscarrying our child. Who does that to a person?

I guess I never actually knew them.

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i’m proud of you for facing the days you really don’t want to face

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They fucking cheated on me.

They cheated 4 months into the relationship and fucking lied for the last two years about it.

I want fucking INSANE thinking I was too suspicious, or over thinking and paranoid. NO!

THEY WERE LYING AND GASLIGHTING ME THE ENTIRE TIME. AND THEY LET ME SPIRAL OUT AND BLAME MYSELF. OH MY GODDD.

I wanna hate them so much but I still feel connected and like I still love them. It's such a mind fuuuuccckkkk. I have to walk away from someone I still love. This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. I hate this I hate this I hate this

I'm so broken and pathetic and weak. I hate I hate

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Yes adrian chase is a vigilante, a sociopathic killer. But he is also just a dumb, smiley, soft and sweet guy. God forbid a man has more than one profession.

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Me: I can't afford groceries. I'm gonna have to go hungry this week.

My "mutual aid" "communist" "Anti-Capitalist" "We must build community and be there for eachother" who makes 10× what I do and has constant play money:

That's rough bud 🫂

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