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remember when cat told jean that they loved him, and jean couldn’t handle it and had to leave? and jeremy followed him and told jean he could relate, that he didn’t like it either the first time she said it to him: “felt like i’d been waiting forever, so it wasn’t at all fair to come from her first”.

meaning, how could it be fair that cat would be the first to say “i love you” when he’d been waiting so long to hear it from his family to no avail? jean thinking maybe he misunderstood what jeremy meant until he saw how unwelcoming and cold jeremy’s home was, and then he knew for sure that he hadn’t misunderstood. jeremy had never been loved there the way he craved so desperately. and then comes along his trojans teammates, loving him so openly like it’s the easiest thing in the world. telling jeremy they loved him like it hadn’t been so impossible all that time.

felt like i’d been waiting forever, so it wasn’t at all fair to come from her first. isn’t that ridiculous? for someone so generally sunshiney jeremy is a really heartbreaking character.

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oh it was so over when he said that. like WHO needs a HEART ANYWAY right hahahahahaha (sobbing)

"i don't want to burn again."

right pack it up

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sleepy gaang >>>> everyone else

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something so moving about jeremy and jean watching the fireworks on the 4th and jeremy being so transfixed by jean he ends up watching the light reflecting off jean’s face instead because he can’t bring himself to look away. jean marvelling at how beautiful the fireworks are and jeremy marvelling at how beautiful jean is watching them. something so poetic and soft about it give me a minute

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my vision

jean is honestly pretty reliable though slightly in denial so that’s why he’s there. jeremy on the other hand… 

do you all see my vision here

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sometimes staying in one place actually takes more energy than allowing yourself to move forward

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oh my GOD. you have bewitched me body and soul et cetera what the fuck this is insane

i remember saying then, "this is the best cigarette of my life"

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i love him

neil speaking!

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CRYING AAAKSKSKXJCJD i love this fandom

happy pride month to the foxes

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“the only error is not walking forth”

Joy Sullivan, from “Culpable”, Instructions for Traveling West

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enneagram type six | the loyalist, the skeptic, the truth-seeker

Sixes are reliable, hard-working, responsible, and trustworthy. Excellent “troubleshooters,” they foresee problems and foster cooperation, but can also become defensive, evasive, and anxious. They can be cautious and indecisive, but also reactive, defiant and rebellious.

fear won’t go away, but i can keep it at bay these invisible walls just might keep us safe

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oh my GOD???????

i just know the broken cage is going to destroy us all emotionally

>>> the perfect court the foxhole court the raven king the king's men the sunshine court the golden raven the broken cage >>> the queen's game

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andreil my beloved

inner thoughts :>

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most important part of the writing process actually is when you loop a single song on max volume and stare at the word document and imagine the characters doing things for 14 hours. this is known as getting in the zone

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kevin is the fakest idgafer of all time this scene made me want to kms it hurt so bad

can’t believe people call kevin heartless when this literally happened

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I love personalization. I love stickers on water bottles and on laptops. I love shitty marker drawing on the toes of converse. I love hand embroidered doodles on jeans. I love posters on walls. I love knick knacks on shelves. I love jewelry with goofy charms. I love when people take things and make them theirs.

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something about jean having to live under the ground in the nest for so long but the people he loves are from the sky

renee is a rainbow. kevin is a star. jeremy is the sun.