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my heart is heavy with disappointment.

i shouldn't have to drag answers out of you.

it wasn't about who was right (usually me) or wrong (usually you).

it was all about the context of it all...

the context of how it happened, why it happened, what lead up to it, the thoughts leading up to it, the "whys" the "hows" the "what the fuck"s, the repeated offenses, the repeated offenses, the repeated reminders, the reminding of the repeated reminders, the repeating of the reminders repeating, the vitriol we both spat at each other to hurt or to understand (we couldn't tell the difference).

i hate everything about you. but i don't hate you.

as much as i want to, and as much as you yearn for it,

i can't hate you, and neither can you.

so we suffer together in this tangle of misplaced love.

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just tower prince things

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oo, ouchie, this one's got a little kick to it :'))

her, who wears the face of someone I used to know

small bonus and details below :)

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omg this is so fucking cute!!

was thinking that maybe Anastasia had to make Samael's chain from regenerating bone, the same that Harrow used with making the arm, so if it breaks in fighting it comes back again

so here's mom Anastasia content

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let me live in your ruins, so that I may know what you were like when you breathed

let me lick from the same spoon and see if we don't share the same tastes

i'll shake the dust off your old clothes and patch them up into something new

i stare at the stars and wonder how many others are doing the same

i wonder how many generations have pleaded with, admired, and sang to these same stars

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Spire shenanigans

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whoa look who just appeared in my hades 2 playthrough... crazy

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ninth house trying to make some normal food

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something very important to understand about coronabeth tridentarius is that she's not Cool. she's hot, she's audacious, she's intoxicating, but she isn't Cool.

she likes the worst fucking puns in the entire world so much. she isn't good at comebacks. she's obsessively codependent with her creepy and wet twin sister. she has the fucking audacity to call someone else a nepo baby and think she made a point. she wants anyone who doesn't want her. she wants camilla to hug her and hold her the way camilla hugs and holds nona. she asks people's opinions about her and then gets upset if they say anything too honest. she wears such gaudy jewelry with everyday outfits that she bypasses "fancy" and wraps straight back around into "playing dress-up." she cried when her sister didn't kill and eat her. she's not good at pretending to be a necromancer, but her true love is the sword, but she's not particularly good at that either. she's down bad for judith fucking deuteros.

if everyone wasn't so distracted by how hot she is then the truth would be more obvious, and the truth is that coronabeth tridentarius is deeply lame (affectionate).

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my darling, it sounds like you're screaming when you're trying to sing

your face is painted for war when i come around and ring

you can never love gently, for it is not your nature

and your scathing remarks leave me craving danger.

though i love you more than life itself,

you leave me hanging on a dusty shelf.

i wait for your love, waiting for patience's sake.

waiting for you to realize i'm not a snake.

waiting for you to realize that i don't care if your love cuts like a knife,

darling, i was born a soldier.

and i love you like a soldier loves war.

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I thought gideon would do this at some point!

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harrow soup comic! harrow soup comic!

took some creative liberties with the structure of it all otherwise it would've been 20 pages long... love u tazmuir and all your words but i removed some for my sake... enjoy...

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Bisan was reporting live in Khan Younis just a few hours ago. The IOF is carpet bombing EVERYWHERE. Nasser Hospital is the LAST functioning hospital in Gaza. These are WAR CRIMES. Don't stop talking about Gaza!! The IOF are monsters. I don't even wonder about how depraved they can continue to get. This is despicable.

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'Don't you dare look at me'

Commission for @kurisus

commission info

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omg 3 & 5 bestie??? 👀👀👀

hi beloved!! already answered number 3 so!

number 5 🅱️one surprise is a tlt doodle that’s been languishing there since i’ve read the books and i might finish in the next 10 years if someone asks real niceys

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get yourself a sword so big the artist has to plan the whole composition around it

commission for some lovely email clients!

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How many times can the same thing break your heart?