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Had a dream but upon waking, completely couldn't remember what I just dreamed about

Had a dream but upon waking, completely couldn't remember what I just dreamed about

Moon conjunct Lilith: Emotions and shadow aspects highly integrated, personality may carry strong intuitive power and mystique, but may also struggle to control inner impulses.

The 12th house is called the "Subconscious House," governing dreams, subconsciousness, spirituality, intuition, hidden things, and the inner psychological world. Dreams usually reflect a person's subconscious state, and the 12th house is precisely the domain for exploring these deep psychological and spiritual dimensions.

12th House in Virgo, ruled by Mercury: Virgo in the 12th house indicates your subconscious tends toward analysis and detail-orientation. You may process trivial daily matters in dreams or attempt to organize inner chaos. Dreams may carry practical or critical themes, but Virgo's logical nature may cause dreams to appear fragmented or hard to grasp.

Mercury as ruler: Mercury as the 12th house ruler emphasizes the role of thinking, communication, and information processing in your subconscious. You may attempt to "analyze" certain problems in dreams, but Mercury's aspects (especially tense aspects) may make this information vague or difficult to retain.

1st House ruler Venus opposing Moon: Venus as the 1st house ruler (self, personality) opposing the Moon (emotions, subconscious) shows tension between your self-expression and inner emotions. This opposition may cause you to experience conflict between emotions and self-identity in dreams, but struggle to recall specifics upon waking, as the emotional tug-of-war from the opposition may make dreams appear chaotic or contradictory.

Moon in fall: Moon in fall (possibly in Virgo, Scorpio, or Capricorn) further weakens emotional clarity, potentially making the emotional content of dreams difficult for consciousness to capture.

Mercury trine Moon: The trine between Mercury and Moon is a harmonious aspect, showing a certain fluid connection between your subconscious (Moon) and thinking (Mercury). This means your dreams may carry intuitive insights or messages, but due to Moon's fall, these messages may be difficult to "translate" into clear memories.

Mercury trine Lilith: Lilith (Black Moon Lilith) represents hidden desires or shadow aspects of the subconscious. Mercury trine Lilith indicates your dreams may touch upon deep desires or repressed emotions, but this content may be too cryptic or symbolic to be captured by the conscious mind. Lilith's influence may give dreams a mysterious or elusive quality.

Mercury square Saturn: Mercury square Saturn brings mental limitations or pressure. Saturn may cause your mind to attempt to "filter" or suppress dream content upon waking, leading to blocked memories. You may try to solve certain real-world problems in dreams, but Saturn's serious energy makes this content feel heavy or difficult to retain.

Mercury square Neptune: Mercury square Neptune is the key factor causing you to "completely not remember your dreams." Neptune governs dreams, illusions, and vagueness. The square creates conflict between your thinking (Mercury) and dream content (Neptune), causing dreams to appear chaotic, vague, or elusive. Neptune's influence may fill dreams with symbolic or surreal imagery that quickly dissipates upon waking.

Drew three tarot cards for verification.

Message from the Cards: This dream experience reflects your deep inner emotional state and changes in your life. 

The past Three of Cups brought you social joy. 

The current Reversed Queen of Pentacles shows challenges and unease you may be facing in life. This unstable emotional state prevents you from clearly recalling dream content upon waking. 

The future Hanged Man suggests you need to reflect and understand your inner world from a new perspective. This series of cards shows your emotional and psychological exploration process, ultimately leading you toward deeper self-knowledge and understanding.

Cards Drawn:

Past: Three of Cups - In the past period, Three of Cups represents a time filled with joy and celebration. This card suggests you experienced deep connections with friends and family, possibly attending gatherings, celebrations, or sharing wonderful moments with close friends. This experience brought you social happiness and support, and may have influenced your dream perception to some degree. These pleasant emotions may have caused you to experience beautiful memories in dreams, but you couldn't clearly recall specific content upon waking. These past happy times, while not directly explaining your dream's vagueness, provided an emotional background that left you confused when facing dreams.

Present: Reversed Queen of Pentacles - Your current state is symbolized by Reversed Queen of Pentacles, showing you may be facing unstable situations in life. This could mean you feel lacking in material or emotional support, or are struggling with caring for yourself and others. This imbalanced state may prevent you from obtaining clear imagery in dreams, as your heart may be in an anxious or uneasy state. When you wake, this emotional influence may prevent you from remembering specific dream content, as your attention is occupied by current troubles. This card emphasizes parts of current life needing reevaluation and may suggest you need to better attend to your own needs and emotions.

Future: The Hanged Man - Future prospects are represented by The Hanged Man, suggesting a state of pause and reflection. Future you may face situations requiring reevaluation and understanding, possibly related to your understanding of dreams. This card emphasizes the necessity of releasing past concepts and viewing things from new perspectives. You may discover that through this reflective process, you can understand your inner world more deeply and may gain new insights into dream meanings. This transformation may take time, but will ultimately bring clearer recognition, enabling you to better understand the emotions and imagery you experience in dreams.

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Sigil Method:

One sigil per day:

The Lesser Key of Solomon. 

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The Vineyard Man - CLOSE TO YOU :

Lenormand deck divination

When I have watched the Korean Drama "The Vineyard Man" and try to play the song "CLOSE TO YOU" with a recorder G tone.

This is a love story. I also used Lenormand deck divination once for it, and by chance, I got this deck of cards, a man and a woman looking at each other.

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This day, I keep dropping food on the floor-what’s going on?

One day, I kept dropping food on the floor—what happened?

Today, you keep dropping food on the floor, and this is tied to the confidence and charisma you've shown in the past. In a previous period, you displayed a strong personality, making you very active in social settings. However, this confidence sometimes caused you to overlook your surroundings, leading to today's slip-ups. The current situation suggests disharmony in your relationships with others, which is making you emotionally unsettled, affecting your focus and causing you to mishandle food. Future challenges may relate to your ability to manage daily life, potentially leaving you more anxious and further impacting your behavior and habits.

Past: Queen of Wands In a past period, you exhibited strong confidence and charm, making you highly popular in social situations. You likely took on a leadership role in certain activities and inspired those around you. This positive energy brought you fulfillment and joy in life. However, this intense self-expression may have also led to overconfidence in some situations, causing you to overlook your surroundings and details. This could be one reason why you're carelessly dropping food on the floor today—your focus might have been elsewhere, missing what was in your hands.

Present: Reversed Two of Cups The current situation reveals a state of disharmony in your interactions with others. This could stem from a strained relationship with someone, leaving you emotionally unsettled. This disharmony might be affecting your focus, leading to mistakes in daily life, like repeatedly dropping food on the floor today. You might feel tense or uneasy when communicating with others, making you less careful with objects and contributing to these accidents.

Future: Reversed Queen of Pentacles The future suggests you may face challenges related to material and practical aspects of life. This reversed card indicates potential difficulties in managing daily tasks and meeting your own needs. This could leave you feeling unsettled in life, possibly even affecting your eating habits and lifestyle. You might find yourself growing clumsier with food or other routine matters, perhaps due to emotional instability that prevents you from staying present. This state could persist for a while, impacting your quality of life and relationships.

Moon conjunct Lilith: Emotions and shadow aspects are deeply fused, potentially giving you a strong intuitive and mysterious nature, though it may also make it hard to control inner impulses.

Moon opposite Lilith: A tug-of-war between inner needs and hidden desires, possibly manifesting in relationships as a conflict between craving closeness and seeking freedom.

In your chart, it's the first scenario—Moon conjunct Lilith—or at least the Moon and Lilith are very close.

Moon ☽ square (90°) Pluto ♇, and the Moon ☽ is in fall. Mars ♂ and Uranus ♅ are both in fall. Moon ☽ and Mars ♂ are in mutual reception.

Looking at the chart at the bottom: Mars ♂ rules the 11th house cusp – social networks and relationships.

Uranus ♅ or Saturn ♄ rules the 2nd house cusp – resources (food counts as a resource, right?).

Moon ☽ rules the 7th house cusp – not sure who "the other person" refers to?

Saturn ♄, though not in fall, is a day planet in a night chart, so it's out of sect.

Moon ☽ is struggling, Uranus ♅ is struggling, Mars ♂ is struggling, and Saturn ♄ is out of sync.

Mars ♂ and Uranus ♅ echo the second tarot card: Disharmony in interactions with others leads to emotional unease. This emotional disharmony might affect your focus, causing mistakes in daily life—like constantly dropping food on the floor.

Moon ☽ in the bound of Mars ♂ term. Mars ♂ in the bound of Jupiter ♃ term. Jupiter ♃ in the bound of Venus ♀ term. Venus ♀ in the bound of Venus ♀ term. Uranus ♅ in the bound of Saturn ♄ term. Saturn ♄ in the bound of Mars ♂ term.

Check which planets are tied together and see how they align with the tarot's immediate guidance.

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Bloating Is Acting Up

Looking at Tarot cards, ☽ appears multiple times. ♍, however, doesn't show up.

It's probably just the parts represented by ☽ that are having issues, but it shouldn’t be a big deal.

The Moon ☽ can represent the stomach and intestines. Mercury ☿ also represents the intestines.

<1 house, 6 house>

Looking at the ruller stars: ♄ (Saturn), ☿ (Mercury), ☽ (Moon)

Inner chart: ☽ in ☿'s term

Outer chart: ☽ in ♄'s term

Inner chart: ♄ in ♀(Venus)'s term

Outer chart: ♄ in ♂(Mars)'s term

Inner chart: ☿ in ♀'s term

Outer chart: ☿ in ☿'s term

Concentrated in ☿'s term and ♀'s term

♄ (Saturn) is fine, no issues.

Inner chart: ☽ - square (90°) - Inner chart ♀, conjunct (Arabic unhealthy point - inner)

Inner chart: ☽ - conjunct - Inner chart ♄

Inner chart: ☽ - conjunct - Outer chart ♀

Outer chart: ☽ - near - Outer chart Pluto, conjunct (Arabic unhealthy point - outer)

Outer chart: ☽ - sextile (60°) - Outer chart ♄, ☿, Inner chart ♂

Inner and outer chart ☿ are actually quite close.  

☽, ☿, ♀ - Detriment, weak

♂ - Fall, debilitated

♂ rules ♐ (Sagittarius), that part of me is fine.

♀ rules ♉ (Taurus) and ♎ (Libra), those two parts of me are also fine; if something were wrong, it’d turn into a cold.

☿ rules ♊ (Gemini) and ♍ (Virgo), ♊ is fine because that's the lungs, ♍ has some issues because that's the intestines.  

☽ rules the stomach and digestive tract, and indeed there's a bit of an issue—because of bloating, perhaps!

But it shouldn't be a big problem; it'll probably go away with time.  

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Divining My New Year’s Fortune

On that day, on a whim, I divined my New Year's fortune.

Tarot Cards Drawn: Past, Present, Future:

All are major arcana with no reversals.

Past — The Devil: Escaping the confinement and negative emotions of Capricorn ♑ and its challenges.

Present — The Fool: A new exploration begins in Aquarius ♒, an air sign.

Future — Temperance: Looking towards the future ♐���, envisioning a state of harmony and balance, representing moderation and integration.

Astrological Chart:

1st House ♏♐, Ruling Planets ♂ ♃

2nd House ♐♑, Ruling Planets ♃ ♄

3rd House ♒, Ruling Planets ♄ ♅, ♒ Air Sign, the 3rd House represents learning.

4th House ♓, Ruling Planets ♃ ♆, the 4th House represents family.

The Sun is in the 3rd House♒.

The Moon is in the 2nd House ♑. ☽ The Moon is in Capricorn, approaching Mercury, Pluto, and the Sun, preparing to enter Aquarius♒, an air sign.

9th House ♌, Ruling Planet ☉, the 9th House represents higher spiritual learning.

10th House ♍, Ruling Planet ☿, the 10th House represents career.

The opposite of the 1st House ♐ is the 7th House, where Jupiter ♃ is in Gemini♊.

Look at how ☉ the Sun is meeting Pluto and trining (120 degrees) Jupiter ♃. The belief in pursuing the highest spiritual realm is about to be liberated and reborn, aligning with the future vision of ♐. The Tarot cards drawn afterward will reveal this.

♃ ☉ The detriment and retrograde are only temporary.

When divining, your current thoughts and intentions are closely related to the results. Write down the good, leave out the bad.

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雷諾曼卡牌大藍圖的時間流

第一次使用 Lenormand 大藍圖牌陣時，就乖乖的遵照書上所寫使用從左至右的時間流方式。

注意這36張牌扣掉下面4張提示牌剛好是32張牌 每一列8個宮位，這真的有點類似 易經的京房八宮卦，只不過京房是八純卦，而雷諾曼牌是 火宮，風宮，水宮，土宮。每一列你可以用西方四元素解釋，也可以不用。

另外注意 [28 紳士] [29 淑女] 的臉他們都面朝向右方，所以這類 雷諾曼牌 時間從左至右是可以確定的。而且 男人 女人 主題牌是要環繞著主題用 九宮格解牌就可以了。

另外一種時間流解法還有如下這一種。

[28 紳士] [29 淑女] 臉朝向相反方向。如圖，女人向右看，所以時間流從左至右。

男人朝左看，所以所以時間流從右至左。在以下這個 雷諾曼牌解讀網站中，它用的剛好是男人女人面朝向相左。

其實主要的時間流不僅是男女分開看而且還是從上朝下流動，下面這個Lenormand網站就敘述了這個解法。

以最下面4張指示牌作目標，它的解法剛好就是從上到下的時間流動，女人朝左下看未來的時間越遠。男人朝右下看未來的時間越遠。這和之前從書上讀的解法有一點不同，看你高興怎麼玩就怎麼玩，反正占卜方法都是人定出來的。

女人面向左:

女人上方的牌代表了她目前的存在狀態，什麼讓她感動，什麼占據了她的思緒。

女人下方或左上對角線的牌指向不久的將來。

女人左側水平的牌指向接下來6個月的事情。

女人左下對角線指向更遙遠的未來，可以多達1年，可能觸及下方4張指示牌。

同樣的男人面向右:

男人上方的牌代表了他目前的存在狀態，什麼讓他感動，什麼占據了他的思緒。

男人下方或右上對角線的牌指向不久的將來。

男人右側水平的牌指向接下來6個月的事情。

男人右下對角線指向更遙遠的未來，可以多達1年，可能觸及下方4張指示牌。

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塔羅-雷諾曼占卜的短期心得

照著塔羅和雷諾曼牌的書教的方式，幾乎是每天抽牌一次，似乎是悟出祂教我目前什麼事是應該要做的。

還是一樣，簡單的從左至右（過去，現在，未來）時間流，不要複雜，簡單就好，運用的太雜，也沒有什麼大幫助。

托特１：

過去 – Sword 5 – defeat : 強取豪奪或被打敗，真的是混亂。

現在 – Prince of Disks : 駕著牛戰車的王子，勤奮，穩定，實際。

未來－Disk 2 – change : 靈機應變，適應彈性。

韋特１：

想像力太豐富，欠缺執行力。切記啊！想做的事情太多會分散你的精神，到最後一事無成，不可啊！一定要專心做對努力於幾件重要的事，自我成長。

韋特2：

還是和韋特１組一樣，注意力集中於幾件事即可，不要分心到最後無法集中精神。計劃的進行要懂得變通，要有彈性，和托特１組教得一樣。

塔羅真的是律法。

雷諾曼九宮格１組：

(34)魚 – 目前資源是充足的，沒有太多擔憂。

(33)未來是一把鑰匙，我需要更多的提示與解決方法。

未來將走到一個十字路口，面臨著抉擇，可能分離分裂是所擔心的，不能再像孩子一樣玩樂下去。　

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11-6卜H女士雷諾曼大藍圖牌陣

<11月6日排 雷諾曼 大藍圖牌陣>

得 [(29)淑女] 牌進入 [(23)老鼠]宮，象徵運籌帷幄的女性，但我怎麼感覺她將失去重要的事物。

<以 [(29)淑女]為中心的九宮格>

** 過去(左縱行):

— [(32)月亮] [(26)書] [(15)熊]

夢想，名聲，智慧，權力。

** 現在(中間行):

— [(23)老鼠] [(29)淑女] [(33)鑰匙]

運籌帷幄的女性將遇到決定她命運的契機。

** 未來(右縱行):

— [(1)騎士] [(8)棺材] [(36)十字架]

棺材見騎士 : 發生不祥的事情。

棺材見十字架 : 遇見大麻煩。

** 掌握中的事(下橫列):

— [(15)熊] [(33)鑰匙] [(36)十字架]

對於掌握權力地位的契機有著很高的使命，進而開創新的命運。

** 主要的問題(中橫列):

— [(26)書] [(29)淑女] [(8)棺材]

淑女加上書本，她是一位學問高超的女性。

這位女士遇見棺材，感覺她所關注的事物將會被終結。

** 擔憂的事(上橫列):

— [(32)月亮] [(23)老鼠] [(1)騎士]

名聲，人氣，支持都將失去，這個消息很快的將被傳達到。

<大藍圖陣最下面4張指示牌>

— [(11)鞭子] [(28)紳士] [(27)信件] [(6)雲]

一個愛批判的男士將帶來迷惘混亂不安的消息。

<以[(28)紳士] 為中心，圍繞著男士的牌>

— [(19)塔] [(34)魚] [(31)太陽]

— [(11)鞭子] [(28)紳士] [(27)信件]

紳士遇到魚 : 富有的男士。

紳士 遇到 塔，紳士 遇到 太陽 : 保守成功的男士。

<大藍圖陣以 [(29)淑女]為出發點的鎖鏈>

事件繞了幾圈再回到[(29)淑女]牌

當天沒看得太明白，其實就是 H女士的命運已定，要敗在那位成功的 T先生手下。

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5張牌牌陣

塔羅牌牌陣何其之多，

除了一張牌卜是否，

三張牌卜 過去，現在，未來。

再來學複雜一點的，學了個 凱爾特十字牌陣，大致共10張牌位置。

再學一種5張牌十字陣。先學這些就夠了，別學得太複雜，抽牌跟卜卦一樣，都是採集不同時間點的資訊。

牌位置和涵義都是人事先定義好的，��根據事先定義好的涵義來判斷事情發生的走向和重複性來評斷事物，所以別把牌陣搞得太複雜。

5張牌十字陣，凱爾特十字牌陣，用5用10，簡單好用。

<5張牌十字陣>

......㈠......

㈣...㈢...㈡

......㈤....

1）The potential within the situation. - 情境中的潛力。

2）The Future. - 未來。

3）The Present. - 現在。

4）Past influences still having effect. - 過去的影響仍然有效。

5）The reason behind the question. - 問題背後的原因。

1）願望。

2）未來。

3）現在。

4）過去。

5）根本原因。

1）建議。

2）未來。

3）現在。

4）過去。

5）挑戰。

......㈠......

㈣...㈢...㈡

......㈤....

1）願望( 情境中的潛力): 死亡

結束，正向改變，轉變，更新，重生，新想法，新機會。

2）未來: 權杖 7

是一張英勇的牌，表面上看，6張牌在攻擊1張牌，然而，1張牌在有利的位置。在智力層面上，它代表討論，冗長的衝突。在商業談判，貿易競爭中這也是一張成功的牌，因為戰鬥者位於頂部，他的敵人可能無法到達他的位置。

3）現在: 聖杯 5

這是一張失去的牌，但有些東西仍在，3個杯子拿走，留下2個。這是一張繼承，傳承，遺產的牌，但與期望不符。

4）過去: 寶劍 6

路線，道路，使者，委託，權宜之計。旅途會很愉快。

5）根本原因(背後的原因): 聖杯 9

和諧，滿足，身體平衡 還有 勝利，成功，優勢。

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問: 買這三種貓塔羅牌好不好 ?

問: 買這三種貓塔羅牌好不好 ?

是否的問題，用了5張十字牌陣，顯得太複雜。

雖然結果好像不對，但是我最後還是要買，因為已經起心動念了。

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隨機凱爾特十字牌陣解讀，沒問特定問題。

雖然不是每日一牌，心血來潮，試作解讀。

排此陣為電腦盤，沒有逆位。

.........(3)............(10)

...........................(9)

(5)...(1)(2)...(6)

...........................(8)

.........(4).............(7)

(1) 現況

(2) 助力或阻力

(3) 顯意識 - 願望

(4) 潛意識 - 基本情況

(5) 過去

(6) 未來

(7) 態度 - 自我形象 看法

(8) 環境

(9) 希望或恐懼

(10) 結果

(1) 現況 - 聖杯四

正位：冷漠、沉思、感覺與世隔絕、憂鬱、無聊、不滿。

我只有感覺 與世隔絕，冷漠，或者稍稍的不滿。

(2) 助力或阻力 - 寶劍侍從

正位：好奇、詼諧、健談、善於交際、有靈感、警惕、警覺、思維敏捷。

我只有感覺 好奇，有靈感、警惕、警覺。

(3) 顯意識 - 節制

正位：平衡、和平、耐心、適度、平靜、安寧、和諧、寧靜。

我感覺 平衡、稍稍和平、耐心、適度、一些平靜、一些安寧。

(4) 淺意識 - 皇帝

正位：穩定性、結構���保護、權威、控制、實用性、重點、紀律。

我感覺 穩定性、結構、 實用性、重點、紀律。

(5) 過去 - 寶劍皇后

正位：誠實、獨立、有原則、公平、建設性批評、客觀、有洞察力。

我感覺有 獨立、有原則、或許主觀、有洞察力。

(6) 未來 - 聖杯騎士

正位：理想主義者、迷人藝術的、優雅的、委婉的、外交的、調解人、��判者。

我感覺到 理想主義的、迷人藝術的、優雅的。

(7) 態度 - 寶劍七

正位：謊言、詭計、策略、足智多謀、偷偷摸摸、狡猾。

我感覺 ，我沒有這些感覺，或者有一點偷偷摸摸。

(8) 環境 - 權杖國王

正位：領導力、遠見、大局、掌控、大膽的決定、大膽、樂觀。

我感覺到 一點點遠見。

(9) 希望或恐懼 - 權杖四

正位：社區、家庭、慶典、聚會、穩定、歸屬感。

我感覺 社區、家庭、聚會、穩定、歸屬感，這真的是我的希望也是擔憂。

(10) 結果 - 聖杯七

正位：選擇、尋找目標、幻想、白日夢、一廂情願、優柔寡斷。

我感覺 選擇、尋找目標、幻想。這是結果嗎 ?

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我所看到的能量矩陣，在此作一個分類。以此為據，方便我學習塔羅的基礎理論。

(1)<神聖幾何>

神聖幾何是開放式迴路

Kristal 螺旋

Kathara 生命之樹 (從下數到上數到12，地球在3號星門)

Yunasai，Flower of Lotus 永恆的活蓮花

Yan-Yun 神聖蝴蝶燕雲

Yan-Yun 燕雲流 對我而言還是相當陌生的觀念，暫且放上相關的圖。

26556 年週期 Euiago

(2)<生死幾何>

生死幾何是封閉式迴路，所以生生死死不斷循環(輪迴?)

Fibonacci 費布那契螺旋

Kabbalah 卡巴拉生命之樹 (從上數到下數到10，地球在10號)

Flower of Life 生命之花 (天網矩陣 ?)

Yin-Yang 陰陽八卦圖

易的運作原理雖然是各家各派，但還是可以找到一脈相傳的方法，視各人的修為學習程度而定。

25920 年週期 Yugas

我知道Yuga 應該是歲差週期，但我不曉得 Yuga 和 Euiago 差在那裏。

塔羅的基礎理論是根據後者的生死幾何。卡巴拉生命之樹。

如果是神聖幾何，那不就得永生了，變成神 !

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第一次塔羅po文

用聖三角排陣，明天能不能心想事成 ?

<過去>

<現在>

<未來>

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以後會中英文夾雜。