bklynn93-blog

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haven't been on here in awhile..

want to dump a load.

so my bf of 6 years has been talking about marriage lately..

something I have wanted for. along time but not that it seem more real. im not sure what I want. 

I know I want love along with respect in my relationship and understanding three things I need. not sure if I have them. or im afraid to admit. maybe we aren't there yet or im not.

he says he loves me and would not bring ne one else around both sides of his family which I feel blessed. 

but im just feeling hesitant and unsure lately maybe of myself. and what I want 

[bklynn93-blog]

i am not a hotel room i am home i am not the whiskey you want i am the water you need don’t come here with expectations and try to make a vacation out of me.

Rupi Kaur, Milk and Honey (via thelovejournals)

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spread love the bk way

so I'm going to start blogging now :D.

I'm a Cali girl living in the real sunshine state the devils pit I heard it called. AZ. so far I love it. my anxiety is a different high right now. but its manageable. I use to be a stoner chick. still am but with my new job I literally have no time to get stoned lmao. but its ok I smoke my cannabis to sleep so its alright. after a long day its nice to be so lifted. meeting so many different people everyday. Certainly affects my energy. I work for an outreach program. we help so many people in need. me being an empathies it takes a tole on me. 

its pretty interesting seeing what everyone thinks about the world and its transition in to social distancing. its nice to be in the groove of the real world. but I definitely miss my comfort zone. 

I'm growing for sure as a person a women a mother a lover all of that.

any ways until tomorrow.

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Goals lmbo