bl0wie-j4germ4n

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

Huh-? I thought this would be your thing... but thats fine, we can hang out later, I guess...

Why is she talking like that..? Is she mad at me?

Weird...

Elle. ELLIE. This is so important listen.

I know I havent talked to you in like 2 and a half months but there is a CAT on our roof outside my window. And i have a full pack of cigarettes.

So what im SAYING is, please come hang out with me on the roof and pet this cat and smoke cigarettes with me maybe please.

Im so lonely right now.

( @bl0wie-j4germ4n )

shit, are you kidding?! that sounds like so much fun!

however, i need some alone time. i cannot risk wrecking my body with such activities.

wait, what? no-

i’ll be in my room, if you wish to speak further.

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

Fucking tummy ache is back and killing me again. Why is it here? What vengeance do you seek?!

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

hey bowie, i hear being a girl is going good

[@nora-the-nighthawks-cheerleader]

Yyyyeah... its good. Im fantastic. But also now im waiting for the school year to start in two weeks. Like uhh no, im not ready to be a senior junior.

... that was weird.

Anyway. Yeah. Junior year. So not ready.

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

Also its a crime that i have a stomach ache rn. Pissed off. Its probably like i need a snack??? But at this point im over it. Just give me a terminal disease so i have a better reason to have just. Pain.

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

Man i get back on tumblr after months and now i wanna post all of my thoughts and feelings and shit. Ok maybe not all of them. You guys dont need my intrusive thoughts, trust me.

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

Being a girl is going great. Like surprisingly.

Idk I just thought id be a bit more discriminated against?? But i have like full strangers correcting other people on my new pronouns??? Which, idk how they know that.

They dont know me.

They shouldnt, anyway.

But hey, its going great. Besides, yknow, the existential dread of eventually having to tell my dad.

But that's for future me to deal with.

I need a cigarette.

Under the cut for my new pfp

Wow its me!!

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

Hey guys its been a few months. Here's a photo of my brother at, like.... 6 years old? Maybe 7.

Thought people might like it. Also I feel like causing issues.

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

NOOO HE TOLD ME ON UHHH.

Fuck i cant think of any more. Pretend i said something mean. Or like cool. Or something.

Max stop asking me if i wanna join SPORTS YOU FREAK I DONT EVER WANNA DO SPORTS!!! STOP IT!!!!!!

Im a junior joining a sport now would be weird. AND I DONT WANNA DO YOUR FUCKING SHIT.

I mean SHIT i dont go around asking if you wanna make friendship bracelets and doing eyeliner!! Because i know you dont want to! Fuck off!!!!!!!!

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

Yeeeh mammamiaaa i loe v abba

M an. I. Highsc hopl. Im gonnaa graduat e next yer. Idk what ill do wity my liiifeew heeeelp

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

hey how was being a girl

Its. Good.

Still going with that one.

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

M an. I. Highsc hopl. Im gonnaa graduat e next yer. Idk what ill do wity my liiifeew heeeelp

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

7 cigarettes?

Good lord, are your lungs okay???

Definitely not, but im gonna die someday anyway!!

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

You g uys ever do smth reeeeaaaalllll scary.

I told my science teacher who hates me that i changed my pronouns and ooooooweeeeee i skipped the rest of class to smoke 7 cigarettes in the bathrooommmmm

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

YOU'RE LYING ACTUALLY!!!

I'M MAX'S FAVORITE HE TOLD ME!!!

Max stop asking me if i wanna join SPORTS YOU FREAK I DONT EVER WANNA DO SPORTS!!! STOP IT!!!!!!

Im a junior joining a sport now would be weird. AND I DONT WANNA DO YOUR FUCKING SHIT.

I mean SHIT i dont go around asking if you wanna make friendship bracelets and doing eyeliner!! Because i know you dont want to! Fuck off!!!!!!!!

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

WHAT!!

Oh YEAH?? WELL..

Max said he thinks your jewelry combos are tacky and NERDY!!

Max stop asking me if i wanna join SPORTS YOU FREAK I DONT EVER WANNA DO SPORTS!!! STOP IT!!!!!!

Im a junior joining a sport now would be weird. AND I DONT WANNA DO YOUR FUCKING SHIT.

I mean SHIT i dont go around asking if you wanna make friendship bracelets and doing eyeliner!! Because i know you dont want to! Fuck off!!!!!!!!

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

... My... shoes.

Well, he thinks your, uhh...

...

He thinks the way you mismatch your socks sometimes is stupid!

Max stop asking me if i wanna join SPORTS YOU FREAK I DONT EVER WANNA DO SPORTS!!! STOP IT!!!!!!

Im a junior joining a sport now would be weird. AND I DONT WANNA DO YOUR FUCKING SHIT.

I mean SHIT i dont go around asking if you wanna make friendship bracelets and doing eyeliner!! Because i know you dont want to! Fuck off!!!!!!!!

[bl0wie-j4germ4n]

Yeah. I am a girl, I think.