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I have returned to tell anon that I’ve been exposed to people who tested positive for COVID at least 4 times and tested negative for all of them. I wish anon here a very pleasant evening  😘

Don’t worry you’ll get coronavirus

Anon, this is a serious fucking issue. I used to play like that months ago and now this shit is getting more serious that I could kill my loved ones without even knowing it. I recommend that you learn to think before you speak during quarantine. 

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Damn I really can’t be good enough at art to start commissions and I can’t improve unless I draw art. Can you see why I’m conflicted. 

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I am once again asking you for some wholesome content

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✨Daily Affirmation✨

“I am a strong individual who attracts success, prosperity and happiness.”

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Musicologists teamed up with machine learning experts to train a computer to make viral Tik Tok songs. This is what it came up with.

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Happiness Will Come To You.

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People just don’t understand…(via)

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😇

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I am once again asking you for some wholesome content

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Hey, I just want everyone to know that what the world is going through is a legitimate trauma. Full on. It fits the “official” definition and everything. This is a traumatic event.

That means that it’s normal and expected to find yourself using coping mechanisms that you thought you were done with, to find yourself numbed out, to be on the verge of constant panic attacks, to be acting impulsively and compulsively, to engage in very old patterns, to have wide swings of every behaviour especially regarding sleep, food, and sex.

The research shows that people in a traumatic situation who most often develop PTSD (which I would say we are all at risk of) or have their existing PTSD/C-PTSD intensified are folks who cannot or believe they cannot do anything about it the trauma event.

So, if you are able, look for a place in all of this where you can feel that you can do something. Harass a company not doing enough for its employees, sign a petition, check in on a neighbour, set alarms to remind yourself to eat (it’s on my own to do list for today), intentionally spend time every day doing straw breathing to shift your sympathetic nervous system response. You don’t have to become some social media hero, or spend all your time improving yourself. But if you can find something that makes you feel like you can do something for yourself that decreases the trauma load on you, it will greatly benefit you going forward.

If anyone has any questions about this, my asks are open, or you can message me. (I cannot do any online therapy, I am happy to share information about trauma itself and any tools that I know)

It is okay to reblog this.

- Registered Clinical Counsellor, with 10+ years specifically working with trauma

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tumblr is onlyenemies >:(

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I desperately wish my paras were real...

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in case no one has told you today- i'm proud of you, you're doing great. you haven't eaten yet today? that's okay, take your time, maybe try to have a snack or some water. you haven't showered or cleaned up yet today? that's okay, i know it's difficult, maybe try to wash your hands and run some water over your face. you haven't gotten out of bed yet? that's alright, you're alive, that's all that matters, i'm proud of you. keep holding on for me.

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Sometimes i wonder if my followers have their own “headcanon voice” for me

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Thank God for the Universe being all up on my grill. Bitch I'd be stuck with Josh from middle school. He now has an OnlyFans. Like eww, what was kid me thinking?

I can't.

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yeah hey how you doin

I’ll post proof but don’t expect the full thing anytime soon