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Koss QZ Adam Lanza Headphones

a picture of your real headset and another from the internet.

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im so bad at being active hdhejgh

How tccblr feels now :

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his smile is so sweet

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12 years ago///14/12/12

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~Adam Lanza’s talking about fear of babies attacking~

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Adam Lanza's Car

Videos:

https://youtu.be/m4dAj57_OCo?si=XvT-Et4U9Tp7nX_O

https://youtu.be/vRlpTevGui4?si=8B4hs0EOIyA2r2_L

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vwksvfliuebwbdlvkek

the things i would let this man do to me

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his smile ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️💔

Howdy!

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Caution!

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where my hug at? 😂

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“I don’t want my dreams to become a reality, I want my dreams to be sprayed all over the wall.”

One of my favorites (artist unknown)

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question, cause i’ve seen this so many times- andrew blaze is trans?? i honestly didn’t know that, that’s really fucking cool (coming from a trans man), did she like say anything about it, post about it or something? i’d like a source (if possible) simply cause i just wanna read about it, that’s actually so awesome sauce

yes

before she died, she preferred to be called Andrew and a girl, she called herself Andrew online and referred to herself as a girl.

unfortunately she had a lot of internalized transphobia and claimed she was NOT trans and that her situation was different, but at the same time she basically defined being trans while explaining her situation

here's a clip of one of her videos (got it from estes.epiphany on tiktok)

there's more of her videos where she talks about her gender and stuff (especially her last few videos) but i don't have them on hand right now

here's things from her journal (click to read, date + transcript in alt text)

some other journal entries that I couldn't fit because of the 30 image limit:

March 20th, 2017

I close my eyes and become who I truly am and have a sinister evil smile on my face; people are dying all around me as I’m the dead girl floating and standing victorious.

March 26th, 2017

I am in fact from a deceased army (community) of Female ghosts.

April 6th, 2017

I’m tired of having a penis. I’m tired of being a boy. (...) I’m tired of having to shave my face, arms, and legs every 3–4 days.

April 24rd, 2017

I’m one girl, I did what I could.

May 13th, 2017

I'm a very impatient girl.....

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If any of you committed a shooting I’d create a video such as this in your memory

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This girl in my class found my drawing on the floor

What if I do it

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that should be me….. starts crying

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"We're going downstairs, come downstairs, alright"