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It’s been about 500 years since I’ve posted on here.

Hope everyone is doing well. I’m going to be at the same ‘ol pharmacy job going on 10 years very soon!! Kind of crazy how quickly time is flying by.

Still dating that same guy from the last post I made forever ago. Been together 2 1/2 years now. He’s kind of great.

Life is definitely something right now. Things really haven’t gone the way I could have ever anticipated but we’re working through it.

I hope 2025 is a good one for me and you.

💖💖

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Sabrina Carpenter performing Juno – Short n' Sweet Tour

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Hi.

Its been a very long time since I’ve been on here. I hope everyone is doing well.

Still working my crazy pharmacy job. Now dating a pretty great guy for almost 7 months. Have been talking for well over a year and a half. Made him wait almost a year to officially date.

Otherwise life is life. Just making it through one day at a time.

I hope you’re all having a great 2023.

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You are the one who must stop. Before– // Before what? Before we both finally do something for ourselves?

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“Stop checking in on people who left you alone with problems they caused.”

— Unknown

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ʕっ ᵔᴥᵔʔっ💕 that doesn’t mean you’re stupid. They don’t deserve you. I wish I could bubble wrap your heart :/

I appreciate it. There's nothing I can do about things, but I do feel bad for the person who is falling for their shit and I really hope the same result doesn't happen to them. Part of me wants to warn them to be careful but I need to just not care about anything dealing with them because it's not my problem. I learned my lessons. Big time.

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ʕっ ᵔᴥᵔʔっ💕 you’re not stupid!

Oh I am. And this person who hurt me so fucking much is probably followed by half the people who will see this and no one will ever know who I’m talking about.

But I hope to god they don’t get hurt the way that I did. I hope no one does. Because no one deserves to spend their days crying wanting to know why they weren’t good enough for the person they loved or why they weren’t worth the effort they could give to anyone and anything else.

And I spent almost 2 years of my life wondering that and wasted almost 3 years on someone who threw me away like I was nothing more than trash.

So yeah, I’m really stupid for caring so much about someone who didn’t give a shit about me.

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Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be

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Do you ever just laugh because you spent literal years of your life wanting someone and begging them to talk to you or spend time with you or do anything with you, but you realize that they never cared or wanted anything to do with you because it was just you that they didn’t want any of those things with? They had no problem making time for anyone else or doing things with anyone else or literally anything with anyone else? And you were so fucking stupid for wasting so much fucking time on them.

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if we were villains, m.l. rio

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“There’s a corner of my heart that is yours. And I don’t mean for now, or until I’ve found somebody else, I mean forever. I mean to say that whether I fall in love a thousand times over or once or never again, there’ll always be a small quiet place in my heart that belongs only to you.”

— Beau Taplin

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“But what if I never get over you? What if I continue to wake up every day of my fucking life and want you so badly that my bones shake so much that they feel like they’re going to break? What if I keep waiting for a call or a text or a sign from God that never comes? What if you were the one, but I wasn’t?”

— Unknown (via omnipotentbibliophile)

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i’m tired™

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Just because you have a lot of love to give doesn’t mean you should give it to someone that doesn’t deserve it.

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