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                                    INTO THE UNKNOWN !

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i’m feeling loving so like this for positivity !     i have so many nice things to say to my mutuals & i want to spread that love.

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          Eʟɪᴏᴛ ɪꜱ ᴀ ɴᴀᴜɢʜᴛʏ﹐ ʀᴇʙᴇʟʟɪᴏᴜꜱ﹐ ᴀʟᴘʜᴀ﹐ ʟᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ﹐ ᴛʀᴏᴜʙʟᴇᴍᴀᴋᴇʀ﹐ ꜱᴏᴘʜɪꜱᴛɪᴄᴀᴛᴇ﹐ ᴅᴀɴᴅʏ﹐ ᴇꜱᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ﹐ ɢᴇɴɪᴜꜱ.     Hᴇ’ꜱ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙɪᴛ ᴏғ ᴀ ʀᴇʙᴇʟ.     Hᴇ’ꜱ ꜱᴏʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴜɴᴏғғɪᴄɪᴀʟ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ᴏғ ʙʀᴀᴋᴇʙɪʟʟꜱ.     Hᴇ ᴘᴜᴛꜱ ᴏɴ ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴘᴀʀᴛʏ﹐ ʜᴇ ᴘᴜᴛꜱ ᴏɴ ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ꜱʜᴏᴡ.     Hᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ɪᴍᴘʀᴇꜱꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ ᴄᴏᴄᴋᴛᴀɪʟ ᴏʀ ᴀ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ.     ﹠ ʜᴇ’ꜱ ʜɪᴅɪɴɢ ᴀɴ ɪᴍᴍᴇɴꜱᴇ ᴀᴍᴏᴜɴᴛ ᴏғ ʟᴏɴᴇʟɪɴᴇꜱꜱ ﹠ ᴠᴜʟɴᴇʀᴀʙɪʟɪᴛʏ.

                         independent & private eliot waugh from syfy’s the magicians

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like for meme spam ! xoxo gossip girl

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i drunk also love you xoxo gossip girl

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“maybe if it wasn’t for the ongoing drug addiction & your obsession with fashion trends i can only assume come out of a magicians who care about the environment magazine —– you would have real potential. “  @blamedyou  calling out forty for his style 

it’s quotes like this that make me think about how i am a santana lopez writer first & every other character second

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Betrayal & Regret Sentence Starters || accepting @quinnsparency​ asked: “ I wish I had known when we met that you were such a vile person. ”

THAT HURTS.          it shouldn’t, but it does. coming from you, forty, probably the most unstable man on the planet ----- it should not hurt as much as it does. i know that i’ve done some bad things, trust me. i regret the times when it’s gone too far, but it was always necessary. i did what i did for love. for LOVE. would you understand if i pitched it to you that way ? you always did love a good ( bad ) pitch.

“ forty- ” i don’t even know what i’m trying to say. i’m searching for the words but for some reason they’re just not there. why is that ? you’re normally the easiest person to talk to. not that it’s not sometimes painful to go through the topics you deem as conversation worthy. you’re just ----- what’s the word ? wow, it’s not often i’m found speechless, but when it comes to this situation, to you ? i’m stumped.

maybe it’s because when i first met you, i was certain about who you were. some la moron with a dream & the cash to fulfil it, if only you weren’t such a simpleton. only you’re not simple, are you ? you’re a lot smarter than people realize. so much more complex than even i perceived. maybe if it wasn’t for the ongoing drug addiction & your obsession with fashion trends i can only assume come out of a magicians who care about the environment magazine ----- you would have real potential.

i guess you’re the closest thing i have right now to a FRIEND. that must be why i’m so angry that you’d say this. i can argue with insults when they come from bad people, or ones that threaten or don’t understand what i’m working so hard for, but you’re different. you’ve done bad things, & you’ve threatened LOVE & i’s relationship more than once ( whether or not you were trying to ). & yet i care about what you think. i care about YOU. somehow you’ve managed to make me give a shit about you & your infuriating opinions. why the fuck would you do that ?

“ i can explain. ” i can’t. not in a way i think you’d understand. i can’t tell you anything you don’t already know without making myself sound worse. i think i’m just buying time. or maybe a part of me feels a kinship with you. there’s this strange connection between us that as much as it hurts me to say, is REAL. i don’t know what your family did to me on that healing horror trip, but i think i can literally feel the connection between us & it’s not going to be easy to sever. if it was, i’d be long gone by now.     but LOVE.

that’s right, LOVE. she cares about you, probably more than anyone ever could. & i can handle that. i can understand the love she feels for the only family that even tries to treat her right. that being said, i don’t trust you. i can’t let you to ruin this. i’ve given you so many chances, despite my first judgements. so can’t you please do me a favor, & FUCK OFF ?

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i’m feeling loving so like this for positivity !     i have so many nice things to say to my mutuals & i want to spread that love.

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Betrayal & Regret Sentence Starters

“I told you not to get too close to me.” “From the day we met, I knew I’d hurt you eventually.” “I wish you never had trusted me.” “I told you to leave, but you didn’t. I gave you the chance!” “We were never friends. I’m so sorry.” “I did something terrible.” “It was inevitable, but I regretted it every step of the way.” “I’m mainly sorry that somewhere along the way, I started to care about you.” “I guess this is a lesson in not trusting people, right?” “How long?…Since the beginning.” “I wish I could just make a wish and become a better person.” “None if it was real, but I wish it was.” “Do you think I liked hurting you?” “I hurt people. It’s all I’m good at.” “I did it because I had to, not because I ever wanted to.” “I -did- care about you, I just had no other choice.” “You should have walked away when you had the chance.” “If we had never met, it would have saved us both some grief.” “I know it hurts, but I’m still glad we had the chance to know each other.” “Hurting you was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do.” “I didn’t want it to be like this, but I had no control!” “I guess I’ve just never been a trustworthy person.” “I don’t blame you. I wouldn’t want to forgive me either.” “So? Aren’t you going to say something?” “If I tell you what I did, we’ll probably never see one another again.”

“When were you going to tell me about this?” “Why me? Of all people, why me?” “You planned this all from the beginning?” “I wanted so badly to think you were different.” “How could you lead me along like that?” “None of what we had was ever real, was it?” “So, our friendship didn’t mean anything to you?” “I would have done anything for you, but you’ve ruined all of that.” “All of the things I sacrificed for you didn’t mean a thing?” “I wish I had known when we met that you were such a vile person.” “If I could go back, I would just walk away.” “I forgive you, but I’m not going to forget what you did.” “No. I don’t accept your apology.” “After all your lies, how do I know you mean it when you say you’re sorry?” “I hope you realized what you did was cruel.” “I still care about you.” “Just tell me that your feelings towards me were genuine.” “What on earth is worth betraying someone who loves you?” “If you want to regain my trust, you have to earn it.” “Don’t just say you’re sorry. Show me that you’re sorry.”

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open starter for anyone joe has killed ( or had something to do with the death of, can be canon or otherwise just have fun with it ) to haunt him in his new home ( can be shared with love or can be on his own up to you, she can even be one of them or just a loving wife who thinks he’s going more nuts )

WHAT THE FUCK.          what is going on & why the hell am i seeing you ? you of all people… i don’t even know if i should be asking, when this is clearly an unexplainable situation in which i either wake up in a cold sweat, or star in my own fucking horror movie. please don’t let it be the latter. “ what are you doing here ? ” & how ?

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reversedrole‌:

THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE MAKES THIS ALMOST WORTH IT . almost . but , the fact of the matter is that i’m still dead . i’m dead and here you are , miles away and still hurting people .  ❝  why do you think i’m here , joe ?  ❞

COME ON, BECK.          this isn’t fair. i know what i did to you wasn’t right. i have to live with that knowledge every. single. day. that is my punishment. so i’ll repeat myself ----- what are you doing here ?     “ beck... ”     that wasn’t what i wanted to say. “ i’m sorry ” really not what i wanted to say. am i tearing up ? no, no this isn’t good. she’s getting to me. i could be looking at a figment of my imagination & it’s already reducing me to tears. is this more punishment ? but why ? why now ? what more could you possibly do to me, beck ?

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reverse jealous / possessive meme

“he / she wasn’t flirting with me, calm down.”

“they’re just a friend, i swear.”

“you’re being really irrational about all this.”

“you can’t tell me what to do.”

“you can’t tell me who i can and can’t hang out with.”

“there’s no reason for you to be jealous.”

“who cares if they were flirting with me? it doesn’t mean anything.”

“stop treating me like a piece of property.”

“i wasn’t flirting, i was being friendly.”

“i don’t belong to you.”

“calm down. i’m yours, nothing’s gonna change that.”

“are you seriously jealous right now?”

“why does it matter who i was with?”

“i only have eyes for you, you know that.”

“you have nothing to worry about.”

“you need to stop being so controlling.”

“you have no reason to be jealous!”

“why are you acting like this?”

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i’m feeling loving so like this for positivity !     i have so many nice things to say to my mutuals & i want to spread that love.

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beckaleash replied to your post: @harmodia: #a not good boy but a good blog tea

[jean raIphio voice] the woooooorst

ok mona lisa, ok.

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Also, sorry for the typos in my last ask - I just saw them and am deeply ashamed lmao

i’m drinking wine in the morning so let’s be real i don’t mind at all lol

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ngl. Half the reason I followed was to watch you drag Joe. Like Joe is an interesting character and I love you're writing, but he's a POS and it's cool that you don't sugarcoat that

honestly i love that ! thank you. it’s really fun for me & it’s what he deserves let’s be real. making fun of him is just as fun as writing him if not more. & thank you also for complimenting my writing, it means a lot. writing somebody who i shamelessly drag makes me occasionally question my portrayal but this is the exact vibe i’m going for so i’m glad !

to quote jake peralta: cool motive, still murder.

i think that applies here

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three word starters pt. 2 || accepting @lovedquinn​​ asked: “I’m not mad”

YOU’RE NOT ?          i’m not gonna lie, that’s a surprise.     i’m not often surprised anymore. especially around here. people are so predictable it’s basically a joke to sell them books ( as if those contain the material they require to add to their already lacking personalities ). so for you to surprise me, to take me off guard & render any plan i could come up with to control our situation useless ----- i have to say i’m impressed. enamoured even.

it’s one of the things i love about you, LOVE. it’s what makes you so unique. you’re not like anyone i’ve ever met before... you see me, the real me.     it makes me think that even if we met under different circumstances, where i didn’t have to work so hard to make a new life for myself, we’d still find one another. & that’s what real love is, isn’t it ? maybe it’s true that i’ve never truly felt it before. beck never understood me the way you do, & candace... you’re basically her polar opposite. every time she fought me & tried to convince me i was some kind of monster, you would have lifted me back up. told me what i needed to hear to feel okay again, & cooked me something that only my lips were permitted to touch. you actually care about me, & i’m so grateful.

because of that i can’t keep putting us in jeopardy. everything i’ve done for love, has not been what’s best for you, LOVE. & i want to be what’s best for you. i want to be the man you deserve, the man you’ve shown such passionate, real love to. it’s only fair that i return the favor. if you can make me feel more wanted, more safe, like nobody ever has before ----- that’s exactly what i intend to do for you. i will make you happy, LOVE. i will be better, & i will make sure your kindness doesn’t go unappreciated.

“ thank you. ” is all he can muster after the monologue in his mind.     he hopes he’s managed to tell her the what’s important through his gaze. he wanted to show her in every gentle touch what he was thinking. he imagines she could read his mind if she tried, but she’s too good for that. too smart to be unaware, but too loyal to judge. LOVE does what she has to in order to make him feel safe & loved. it’s exactly what he’d do for her. he’s fully convinced, she is his SOULMATE.

“ i wolf you. ”