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Gone, and Prolly forgotten

Ok peeps, I'm out, the site has lost its oomp, so I'm looking for the next generation of tumblr. C'ya people!!

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I'm down.

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Amen to this!

you CANNOT give another human being the responsibility of your happiness.

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Don't get me wrong, but, imho, Milla pulled off the look better. Just saying.

playboy playmate sara jean underwood instagram babe

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Yea, I would be that guy too!

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Idk on that,don't get me wrong, it's all kindanhot,butnyou my get some flak from the good two shoes, not that you'd give 'em a minute, but they'd still get all rightous and shit. And the pants look good on the booty too. Just sayin. 🤔

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Yea Brother,got those problems myself,but mine are New Years,the 4th. Just about crawl in under a table,or whatever's available. Be strong, and push threw. God Bless.

conflicted

I both love and hate this time of year.

I love it because Autumn is full of wonder, the beautiful colours and falling leaves, sweaters, boots, chill breeze, the cute side of Halloween, family birthdays and happy days.  The bright lights and colours of fireworks on Guy Fawkes night, the crackle and crunch of the bonfire and the warm bonfire night food.

I hate it because there are so many Halloween images that trigger my PTSD, the darker evenings make me afraid to be alone, the bad memories and ongoing fear, the nightmares and sadness that still follows me after many years.  The fear of what the future holds.  The loud bangs and cracks of the fireworks triggering PTSD and memories.  The hurt and on going pain both physical and mental.

It is only with the love and support of my darling husband and daughter and the care and concern of my friends both in real life and on tumblr that I can learn to cope, to feel safe, to feel loved, to feel protected.

It is hard to share my feelings so publicly, the fear of other peoples reactions, the fear of letting people see I am vulnerable and the fear of being mocked, but I need to speak out.  I need to tell people that it is okay to have these fears and feelings, that it is okay to still allow your trauma to affect you, that it is okay to ask for help.  But most of all that it is okay to look forward to the days when you can enjoy life without fear.

Thank you for reading this.

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Would stick my face in that!

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Yes,I would love to hit that! God Bless Amsterdam!!!!

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Gotta give this one,some love,cuz that shit was funny!

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Good to be prepared!

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Oh,look at that sassy ass!

Ho Have Sex with Naughty Teens Now !!!

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Very.

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Getting skull fucked by an octopus? Don't see that every day!

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Waste of perfectly good peanut butter.

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Why?

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Nooo! It’s my turn to lay down!