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the worst memories of being bullied is when ppl would pretend not to be bullying you and ask you questions and u thought they were just asking u stuff but they were actually laughing at you the entire time and u had no idea bcos you were young and you didnt understand why people would be mean to you when you didnt do anything wrong. 

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if you’re reading this i’m beautiful

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crushes are terrible

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help a black trans girl survive w/o help from her bullshit dad

hi im sugar and i made a post prior to this about my situation. Long story short, my dad (a black man) finally had his long-awaited mixed baby casey (here she is my lil sis 💕)

and has decided that he longer wants to talk to, support or acknowledge me (his fully black, dark skinned, trans daughter) and refuses to help me and my mother pay for college. and ive always noticed that he was off about me, that he was kinda distant and deeply and vocally dissatisfied w me as a whole but who woulda thought huh lmao.

heres what he said to me (i blurred out the deadnaming and misgendering bc i hear it enough from him on the rare occasions i have to talk to him):

heres what he said to my mother about me and what my mom said to him:

and yes my mom saying we dont need help is so freaking untrue. we’re poor and my dad is the one making bank and im so freaking worried that i may have to drop out of school but if i do im worried i might never go back and honestly waking up these days is really really fucking hard lol.

my dad is keeping my sister from me, left me n my mother to struggle w paying for school and on top of that hes no longer going half for my hormones w my mom so really everything is effed lmaooo!

i’ve raised about 650 on tumblr with the help of everyone that that helped finish covering my room and meal plan and the bill is halfway paid.

heres what my bill looks like for this semester.

here what we paid and what we owe:

im trying to get a job on campus so i can help pay alongside my mom but my full time status may make it hard. at the very least i just wanna pay off this semester and if i have to drop out then ig i will so ty for anything anyone can do to help.

if you can please please donate or reblog or send me some nice messages bc at this point anything helps me stay grounded and hopeful

ty for ur time.

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when you overhear your name in a conversation

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does anyone ever do the opposite of dissociate?? where youre just suddenly and uncomfortably aware of your situation and reality 

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Edgar Allen poe is like ur sad alcoholic aunt whilst William Shakespeare is like ur uncle who thinks he’s cool & “down with the kids”

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being called baby?????? holding hands????!? being KISSED?!!!?!???????

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It’s always a hole in one when you have a puppy to help. 13/10  great job

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“HOW DARE YOU DISOBEY YOUR MOTHER!”

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when jason try hard to know how color is the piper’s eyes

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“I thought you were a top.”

“I thought YOU were a top.”

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A typical HP fic where Harry shows up at Hogwarts and acts just like Tom Riddle, the same cold voice, the same grace, the same interests. This goes on for weeks all while Dumbledore goes through a series of heart-attacks.

Turns out Sirius and Remus rescued Harry from the Dursleys and the three thought it would be a hilarious prank (and they were right).

“Yeah, that’s for tossing him at the door of an abusive household, y’ git!” Sirius bellows at a fainted Dumbledore as Remus buys Harry a milkshake.

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if you’re a gay/bi man you should feel empathy and concern for lesbian experience and liberation. if you’re cis and LGB you should feel empathy and concern for trans experience and liberation. if you’re a trans man you should feel empathy and concern for trans women’s experience and liberation. if you’re white and LGBT you should feel empathy and concern for LGBT POC experience and liberation. if you’re financially comfortable and LGBT you should feel empathy and concern for poor LGBT experience and liberation. i could go on all day. if you don’t, what does community mean to you?

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Hayley Kiyoko out there singing about being in relationships with women, Harry Styles out there singing about sucking dick, Janelle Monae out there singing about licking pussy. This is truly #20gayteen, #blessed.