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fuck fuck fuck I got another weird skin thing and now im feeling the paranoid spiral coming on i don't know what to do

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ew i can't pull up these scabs damn you short nails

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My drawing, photo, and edit. Leave credit thank you.

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i wanna cut i rly wanna

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I don’t even want me. 🔫 op We Heart It

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300 calorie workout

- 150 jumping jacks - 100 crunches - 50 leg lifts - 100 jumping jacks - 75 crunches - 30 leg lifts - 30 jumping jacks - 25 crunches - 20 leg lifts

reminders: -take breaks if you need to -stay safe ••• I use this on 300 cal days with the 100 cal workout to get a negative calorie intake, and it helps with getting toned ♡

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all that ive got - the used

lover dearest - marianas trench

nightmare - natewantstobattle

hmm i feel like  astranger in my own skin? and like my family doesnt like me anymore. i dont think i like me anymore. my mom hasnt talked to me in a few days but she lives out of town so its understandable that shes probably just busy. i wish i didnt have to live with my dad, i hate it here. i hate everything about this house and it feels like nothing else is real, so i cant get out. i feel like my friends all have better friends than me. i think they dont like me very much anymore and normally im not too concerned with that but i was just waiting until they left me, and here we are. im really scared theyll forget me. i used to have four best friends and now i think i have 2.5. because my best friend is always here for me and i love her so much and i dont want to drive her away or hurt her or annoy her because i love her and i need her because shes my best friend and basically the only constant in my life. the other best friend rarely talks to me and i feel like shes better friends with her and her gf’s skype group and like im all for my friends having other friends but like. god it hurts being replaced and forgotten. my other best friend doesnt talk to me very often but ive known him for 5+ years and hes not leaving anytime soon im jsut not a priority rn, hes kinda really struggling with stuff and i dont wanna impose on him but hes a good dude and i love him. the other one has basically faded out of my life entirely and i dont know what to do but i dont think i want to do anything because she seems to be content in her own little world but i hate when people get distant it feels like im not good enough and reminds me of being with my ex. i just. dont know what to do nd it feels like im not here and im not myself and i dont know what to do. something is terribly wrong.

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Can you?

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thanks

We’re concerned about you too, dude.

minusthenegative.com

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This needs to be known..👏🏼

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hah letter to my past self it gets fucking worse it's been more than 6 months now since this all happened and u posted this and while I'm worse off mentally I can literally guarantee that everything about this post is because your girlfriend is an actual piece of shit and getting out of ur relationship if u can even call it that is like gonna help you out in the long run also shut the fuck uppppppp ur uglie get a personality and not just a polysyllabic label ur a dude ur a bi dude stop all of this ur not making anything better by vagueing your gf right in front of it it's clearly not working that's probably a sign that its not going to change and honestly im glad I have this information now but I still wanna die lmao like. Depression is Real but Instead Of Bad Gay Jokes We Just Do Drugs Now

ew why do I feel so f u ckin g d e ad rn?? I Really Should Not I’m doing so well what th f uck but no apparently even with everything going so nicely and a gf tht makes me super duper happy (uwu) im still f u cki n g d e ad n I rlly don’t wanna b I wanna be as happy as I am but idk how and its g ro ss I wanna b better I wanna not b dead anymore and!! im not!! dead anymore! im so alive i can fucking feel again im doing v well! but there’s still some of me thats more empty than the rest n it wins sometimes and,, Fu ck,,,

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oh my god I remember when I was using like everything but he/him pronouns because I thought I was more likeable if I didn't id as a guy

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my man you have a mental illness this is not unexpected don't act like you didn't see this coming

f uck what happened i wanna di e why i wasnt having a bad day why am i so empty and dissociating and emotionless all o f asudden

i wanna cut bt im. not going to i dont think

not for a while @ least but?? probably not today

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it liked this or replied or something like 5 days before breaking up w me talk about fake

fuck staying clean no one cares anymore I drove everyone away im. alone this is great i want to c u t