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I'm too tired to fake happiness

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Para sa mga manloloko: Nakakapagod kayo pota.

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How ironic it is to feel heavy and empty at the same time.

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For you

Hey!

It’s me.

Remember when we were happy?

You don’t remember?

Oh! It was way back December.

All those memories we have built together

That I thought would last forever;

 Anyways, I have things to say

And I hope that even for a moment you’d stay

To listen to the thoughts I have in mind

So that I can unwind.

 I’m still holding on to the promises you told me

Even though you proclaimed yourself free,

That you want to leave through that door

Because you don’t care anymore

 I wanted to fight for you,

But what’s the point if you’re meeting someone new?

Hiding behind those smiles are tears that fell

Because things didn’t end well

I became lonely and melancholic

And it later turned me alcoholic.

How tragic it is for me to still love you

But I’m learning to love the shades of blue

 I have many questions unanswered

Even though you’re not concerned

I pray that the day comes

That all these thoughts calms.

That’s all I have

I wish I can accept that it ended, my love.

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I’ve missed you really, I miss how your stories let me know you a little better, I miss how you tell those words I’ve never used but it comes natural to you, I miss how you disclose events that has happened on your day. It’s fun really, to read and love both your updates and you. I really missed you. 

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I’m not going to shy away from love just to avoid getting hurt.

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Akala ko sa paglipas ng mga araw ako'y nakalimot at naka-ahon na, ngunit sa tuwing makikita kitang kasama siya ganun padin pala. Putangina.

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All these shits keep me up all night.

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Good shit.

paano mo malalaman na bumitaw na pala siya?

Sana nga ay alam ko rin. Dahil mahirap talagang malaman. Magkakaiba tayo ng mga natakbo sa isipan. Maaaring magbigay sa atin ng senyales ang kanilang kilos at pananalita, pero hindi natin malalaman ang nasa isip nila hanggat hindi nila pinipiling ibukas ito para sa atin. Marahil ay subukan nating magtanong at makinig. At higit sa lahat, magpatuloy lamang tayo sa pagmamahal nang tapat upang ano’t ano pa man, kahit tuluyan man tayong bitawan, alam mong ikaw ay lumaban.

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Ayaw ko lang naman magbigay ng assurance kung alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ako sigurado.

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It hurts but...

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My Annoying Brother (2016)

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You were my love, but ever since you left, you became my sorrow.

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Alam kong sa pagtatapos ng araw at sem na ito ay puyat at pagod tayo, pero alam kong kinaya ko lahat at naging masaya ko ,kahit papano, dahil kasama ko kayo. 💟

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Self-concept

-The set of assumptions a person has about himself/herself. Presumably, what you believe to be true about yourself will strongly affect your behavior.

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The blood running through my veins are made up of mistakes.

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Pilit sasabihin sa sarili na kalimutan ka,  uulit-ulitin na hindi na pwede pa sapagkat ako sa iyo’y wala ng halaga. Nagbabakasakali na sa pagpilit ako’y matapos na  sa pagbalik ng mga bagay na nakalipas na.