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Hello....we miss you on A03?!

Hi! i miss myself on ao3 as well 😭 but life is just really fucking hectic rn. every minute of spare time I have, I spend on studying for job exams and when I can't do that anymore, my brain is usually too fried to get any words out. i still do write sometimes but not enough to be able to put it out. hopefully tho, these little bits will start to add up and I'll be able to update at least one of my works. i hope you'll be able to wait until then. sorry!

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THE VERY FIRST STAR TREK SLASH FIC PUBLISHED

“A Fragment out of Time”, published in 1974. Kirk / Spock. page 1 page 2

I had to share it with you because I can’t stop laughing, and every time I reread it it just gets funnier and fUNNIER

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when she says she doesn’t send nudes

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this scene has everything

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Hi, i just wanted to say I love all your fic. I read them all and can't stop thinking about them, the finished ones and the WIPs.

This is the first thing I saw when I woke up and I have been floating about since then. wdym you mean you read everything and you liked everything????? you can't stop thinking about them???? this is like the best compliment ever. I've been in a writing stump for quite a while but i feel so motivated right now. Thank you!

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So as Dumbledore once said, "Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry Great/Thyme, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?"

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anyone else feel like it is Thyme rewriting the narrative instead of Great? because right now the vibe is more of Thyme feeling regret towards the naive boy who became a collateral than of Great trying to do better.

also the relationship status doesn't really add up to what we have seen so far. we've seen visions of them holding hands in the car and of that alternate writing on the cup and there was literally no possibility of either of those things happening in the version of the story we were given today

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Let me just start off by saying that I am a devout follower of everything you write. I love your stories. They are are always so poetic, almost like a movie in words, especially the way you describe your characters and their feelings. Having said that, I'm here to talk about your recent work. I had read the little snippet you posted before so I thought 'okay, she has already hurt me in all the ways she can hurt. what could she do more? the story is surely going uphill from here'. But No! I was wrong. This chapter hurt. This chapter is still hurting so bad. Even knowing that Porsche came back in time, that it is going to be a happy ending, you have ruined me Bleaks! and I didn't even make it to the end of the chapter yet! It was already so sad and heartbreaking to read about Porsche's thoughts but the image that is going to stay with me forever is of an older version of him, beard and ruined suit and salt-pepper hair, his hands red from blood, smoking cigarette after cigarette as he holds vigil over Kinn's dead body. I bawled reading that paragraph and then you just went ahead and wrote “Promise me that next time too, you’ll crash into my life just like you did in this one and that you’ll be just as easy to love as you were in this one.” and “I really wanted to grow old with you, you know.”, he whispers, finally voicing the deepest wishes he had kept in his heart for so long.' No care, no consideration for us poor souls out there. I am a little bit crazed from grief here so forgive me but I really had to come here to complain 'cause wtf. I think I need to take a break before I go back and read the rest of it. Thank you for writing this but honestly, how dare you do this to me?!

see. . . when i initially wrote it for gta, it was a trial to see if i can write angst or not. turns out i can. so then i wanted to see how much of it i could write so i tried writing more of it and turns out i enjoy it immensely and am addicted to the genre now, so much so that fluff is a bit hard at the moment. so yeah. loads of crying ahead until you can laugh again. buckle up and grab an extra pack of tissues for good measure.

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ancient greek word of the day: κακοθερής (kakotherēs), unfitted to endure summer heat

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Dear author i just discovered "You were written in the stars" I just wanted to tell you how beautifully written it is. I found myself sighing and smiling like a lunatic in some. Very well written and I love the original storyline. I cant wait to read more of their love story and I hope they find their happily ever after especially after what they've experienced in life. Thank you for taking the time write this little gem.

I'm so happy that you liked the fic! that story is really close to my heart and it honestly makes my day whenever i get these little messages from you guys. just know that I'm smiling like a lunatic rn as well and don't worry they'll get there eventually even if there is one last twist yet to come 😅

thank you for taking your time to read the fic!

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Anyone what happened to the author of Contact Allergy?

https://www.google.com/url?q=https://www.google.com/url?q%3Dhttps://archiveofourown.org/works/40284051%26amp;sa%3DD%26amp;source%3Deditors%26amp;ust%3D1717756630614286%26amp;usg%3DAOvVaw16XNFCxVRRptNyHsqaPfB0&sa=D&source=docs&ust=1717756630901258&usg=AOvVaw00Qzp3OwXL1oKMM7-YCiCo

nope. no idea. i know the profile's still up on ao3 but all the works been deleted. i don't know if they have a tumblr or not and sadly, I don't know them personally either. sorry i couldn't be of more help to you.

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the first chapter is everything i want in a storyline, like the rest of your work.... Superb...My only worry is ....will you complete it?! I've followed your work because I'm a big fan but my heart would be broken if you don't complete it.

The plan so far is that. see, I won't lie. I take a lot of time to upload chapters but because i have left stories unfinished before, I don't post stuff anymore where I don't already have a clear outline of the plot or am not feeling enough motivation to finish it. it might be a bit slow but rn, i am working on the next chapter to crimson hues so it will probably be up after i post ch 10 of written in the stars

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Chapters: 1/? Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun Characters: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat, Korn Theerapanyakun Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Time Travel Fix-It, Angst, Heavy Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Suicide, Suicidal Thoughts, Major character death - Freeform, but that's pre-time travel don't worry, BAMF Porsche Summary:

Only time will tell if you will learn from your mistakes or not because once is a tragedy but twice is a farce.

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Chapters: 9/12 Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Tae Taechin Lerttravinont/Time Thaweewat Ratanapakorn, Tawan/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun Characters: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Arm (KinnPorsche: The Series), Tae Taechin Lerttravinont, Time Thaweewat Ratanapakorn, Tawan (KinnPorsche: the Series), Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham, Khun Tankhun Theerapanyakun, Pol (KinnPorsche: The Series), Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat, Original Characters, Yok (KinnPorsche: The Series), Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun Additional Tags: listen take the kinn/tawan tag with a grain of salt, it is there as a caution: a bitch is in sight, kinn and tawan are not yet together and they won't be as well, Not on my watch, just wanted to clarify that, now unlike that bitch, for the actually useful tags, Alternate Universe - College/University, Friends to Lovers, BAMF Porsche, Rating May Change, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Canon-Typical Violence, what even is Vegas's role in a kp story if not to make them fuck?, Smut, don't be like them, use a condom folks

Mind your personal belongings. Tawan’s here.

Summary:

Kinn is your everyday, ordinary guy. Well, as ordinary as the heir to the country’s underworld can be. But the point still stands. Kinn goes to school, helps his Pa with his work, hangs out with his friends and has a huge crush on his ‘good friend’ whom he is ‘not-dating’ (yet).

Enter Porsche Pachara Kittisawat with all the grace and stubbornness of a class 5 hurricane. And Kinn is lost, lost, lost . . . caught up in the winds never to emerge again.

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Any plans on updating " you were written in the stars"?

well I have the chapter. but what I don't have is a significant chunk of uninterrupted time to edit it out and upload it. there's a lot to edit this time around and doing it only when I have bits of free time available has been slow going. I can't give an exact date as to when it will be finished but it should be pretty soon.

thanks for still being interested in the story and sorry for being so late. in the meanwhile, if you want, you can give my other stories a read in case you haven't yet.

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Chapters: 1/6 Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun Characters: Porsche Pachara Kittisawat, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Original Characters Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Established Relationship, Fluff and Angst, 5+1 Things, Crack Treated Seriously, but like not too crack and not too serious, Pre-Wedding Shenanigans Series: Part 2 of Of Handcuffs and Marriage Threads Summary:

“I’m going to marry you.”, he tells Kinn. "I'm gonna put you in white and it's going to be grand and everyone will know."

Or, 5 times Porsche misses the point of a wedding and the one time Kinn takes matters into his own hands.