bleedingheats

[bleedingheats]

A walk in the park will lighten your mood if a once loved one did something to you. Take care.

[bleedingheats]

A sad notes app. I came across a text that should have never been composed. He is gone I’m glad I let go.

I ask you if you like me is not because I think that you don’t it’s because I wasnt feeling likable or beautiful In that moment . It’s not all the time but it’s definitely a struggle I have. Only reason I say it is for reassurance. I know I don’t feel that way but the little voice in the back of my head is trying to convince me. She’s mostly always wrong and I know that. I just have to say it out loud so i can hear how crazy it sounds . Usually these feeling arise when I’m anxious or having a bad day and today was one of those days. I just wanted some support. I wasn’t trying to bother you I was honestly just trying to connect on an emotional level because I was feeling sad and wanted to feel wanted and cuddled and loved. Sometime I feel it’s better to tell you when I’m having those thoughts so I can move past them and not internalize them. I honestly didn’t expect for you to get so upset and say u were going to stop doing nice things for me. I appreciate all that you do but when you weapons actions that should be of love and threaten to take that away when you’riie mad. That hurts my feelings. Anyway I’m messaging you this so I don’t wake I up and I can sleep knowing I explained myself but that really did make me sad. I never say things to purposely hurt u.

[bleedingheats]

The moth and the flame. Divine emblems. 1867.

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