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✨I’ve found another gem.✨This vid’s apparently 11 years old. How it missed my radar is beyond me because holy smokes, the rarity of genuine expressions of nausea caught on camera, on an attractive man, at that 👀

I have a thing for hiccups associated with nausea. Even if I hear audios of hiccups that don’t pertain to any sickness whatsoever, I will imagine it is, and it just does it for me. Especially when there’s burps involved.

So a routine scroll through hiccup videos on YouTube landed me a playlist full of hiccup videos linked to spicy pepper challenges 🌶️, which brought me to this video here. I quickly learned these types of challenges usually involves a good bit of suffering paired with deep and fast hiccups and clear nausea.

The poor guy is clearly going through it, and he even vomits, but the sound gets cut out for it (😩). The watch is still so worth it for the whump alone. And for that back arch after a violent projectile stream into the trash can. I could go on about this clip, but imma stop here. Woo boy, why am I like this? 🥸🫢

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The video with the asmr where you thought it was motion sickness just shortly down on YouTube I was wondering if you still had the link to that? I can’t find the video anywhere but I loved listening to it and made the mistake of not saving it-

Ugh, I knowwww! 😩 I check every now and then to see if it came back too, but no luck. Out of most of them, that was one of my favorites, but I try to keep an eye out for more good ones like that one.

It will be missed. I’m sad I didn’t save it myself :(

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Yo. This one right here? The build up in his nauseated voice? 👌🏽👌🏽 wish it was longer, but great quality voice acting either way. I wish he had more scenarios like this—looks like this is the only one of his that is sick related.

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The quiet breaths, swallows, and mouth sounds after each hiccup is just—-I’m a mess. . . the scenarios I attach this to is endless lol

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Are you still lurking in this account :)

☺️ I sure am. Pretty much everyday 🤓🤓💜

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Not sure how exaggerated this may sound to some, and I don’t know a lick of Japanese, but if you have an imagination like mine, you’ll take his breathy distressed voice and create a scenario out of it.

I wish I had subs, but basically, I searched the word for “vomit” in Japanese on yt and it eventually brought me to these asmr voice acting gems. Most of them seem like situations where your partner is sick with some sort of relation to their stomach. I just look at the comments and see the translations for those to get more context lol

For this one, it seems like the situation is “your boyfriend” is motion sick and fighting nausea, holding it back until it gets bad enough that he has to grab a bag and get sick in it. Or at least that’s what I’d like to think is happening. His embarrassed whimpers at the end was also too too cute 🥺 The image in my head made this a little too enjoyable for me, so I had to share.

I’ve fallen down a rabbit hole here lol …

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Binge-watched this new series that I just only found out about today, and it was 👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽. Very interesting take on mpreg—very well executed. LOVED the kind of discussion this brings too, exploring the possibility and the equality of it.

The male lead is so handsome, omg.

The morning/day/night sickness bits were worth replaying 👀 (only displayed throughout episodes 1&2, but the character’s consistent struggle with nausea made it well worth it)

This series was so precious. Ended too quickly though! 8 25 minute episodes, like, come on! I need more high quality mpreg tv shows/movies like this one 🥺.

Nevertheless , this a very enjoyable watch for today’s rainy day ☺️💜

Anyways, carry on, loves!

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Hiii 🥺 I was just wondering if you are still active in this account? Are you still accepting asks or requests?

Hi!! I haven’t posted in ages, but I’m always on my main account (this account) to lurk, at least lol I haven’t been as active as I’d want to be, but I do love receiving asks and requests, so please do! 💜☺️

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Are you and sickiebangtan the same person? I see the "Rub My Back" series written on both blogs and I've always been confused about it haha xx

Haha, yes, those two blogs are both run by me ☺️💖

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you're still active right? ): i see you lurking sometimes but i don't know if you're still up for asks

I have been more active lately, yes ☺️ I’m always down to receive asks but I just can’t promise it will be filled. But please ask away! 💖

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This is me and my boyfriend on the regular 🥺 I just love it. My nurturing heart lives for it. 💖

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These doodles are so 🥺🥺

Follow this cute bean 💖💖💖

When the hair gets in the way...

Im too lazy to draw the caretakers haha

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Earlier this evening, I left work and stopped by my boyfriend’s to say hi and spend some time with him for a little while before he goes in for work (he works overnight). It usually consists of me curled in his recliner chair, him chattering away about a podcast or a music artist or, currently, educating me on the stock market. And him pausing to kneel on the ground at my lap and rest his head there.

Well that’s just what happened today, with me cozy in his comfy chair and him with his forehead pressed into my lap. I run fingers through his hair and trail my hands down his back—I even pat it a few times. He hums and I rock, and he lifts big ole grey/green eyes to look at me and then pushes his face into my stomach (where I’m learning is one of his favorite places to be lol).

He seems a bit restless. We still rock in silence and I’m still petting him and grazing his back, and then he gets up suddenly, paces a little before a heady burp bursts out of him. He groans in relief afterward. “Ohff, god, eugh—that was a nasty one, it kinda hurt too.” He sounds a little puzzled, because he feels fine, but the burp sounded pretty sick.

How could I not have????

“Man, I needed that—that thing was moving around in me for a while. I was about to need someone to treat me like a baby and pat my back or something.”

In my head I was screaming YOU HAVE ME THOUGH!!! I’m right here!! But instead I simply said, “well next time don’t be afraid to ask me to help you. That’s what I’m here for, babe!”

Had to share because I needed to remember the moment lol I have a feeling a future with this guy definitely includes taking care of that gassy belly of his. I still think he’s completely obvious to the sensitivity of his stomach, but he just lives with it and moves forward. That’s the military mentality for you ....

:p

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hi there ♡ i remember reading rub his back almost immediately after joining the fandom, and i remember the day you posted your double chapter update nearly two years ago and i had always wanted to reach out to say thank you for putting your writing out there for everyone, and thank you thank you thank you for the hidden gem that is the podfic version you created. i was wondering if you would ever make another one? it can be less than a minute long and i would still love it. ♡

Hello, sweet thang!! You are just the sweetest for taking the time to tell me this—I saw it right as I was rushing to my car for work one morning and it put the biggest smile on my face. Getting feedback like this NEVER gets old. In fact, it ignites inspiration in me instantly! So thank you so much. I’m just super happy there are people like you who enjoy the things I write. I thoroughly enjoy writing them ☺️💖

As for the pod fic, it’s been long overdue (I say the same for the next chapter, my gawddd), and I wish I had a date for you, but it’ll just have to be a surprise ;). But even as I’ve been working on the same fic for years now, updates are still coming, just haven’t been as timely. :p I sound like a broken record but I work 45 hours a week from 7-5pm ( none of it is spent sedentary ) and I’m still trying to work out having enough energy to do things after work without sitting down and falling asleep lol

But such is life! Not a bad one, just a busy one ☺️

I hope to have something for you some time soon, sweet anon! You’re a treasure! 💖 thank you thank you! :)

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My boyfriend has a sensitive stomach (or maybe just a nervous one, actually), I’m sure of it. It’s not something he admits to—I think he’s probably self conscious about it, or he just doesn’t want to bring attention to it, but he’s confessed to me of his stomach acting up and bothering him on multiple occasions. Ironically, as I try to hide my fixations, he has an affinity for my tummy (always poking and tickling and pressing his face into it 🥰), funny...

The first few months we dated, he was particularly burpy around me. If we were cuddling, he’d suddenly stiffen, grimace, and lift himself up a little just so he could blow the sour air in another direction. “Sorry,” he’d say. “I just didn’t want to burp in your face.” Sometimes, he’d get up to disappear in the bathroom, come back and try to seem as casual about it as he can even though he was in there for a long enough time.

Now that I think about it, the nerves must’ve really messed him up then. Poor baby. I wish he’d know I’m not the one to mind those kinds of things. I think he’s just starting to let on that I looove taking care of him lol 😂

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“belch”

mmm. what a word. 

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BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award, you’re supposed to paste in in the ask of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it’s sweet to know someone thinks you’re beautiful inside and out ♥️♥️♥️

why y’all so nice????!!!!!! ;___; <3