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After much thinking, I’ve decided to make a new blog. I’m going to leave this one up because it’s special to me and I don’t want to repost all my writings. I want to start completely fresh. Also, I might want to come back to it one day. This blog used to be my safe space. But over time I feel that it’s just become more and more of a negative space for me where I feel unsafe and anxious. I’m not running away, but I do need a space that doesn’t feel surrounded by negativity. I don’t want to leave tumblr entirely. I love the friends I’ve made, I love reading your fics, I love writing and thirsting after my fictional men.

I might come back to this blog one day, but for now, I think this is what’s best for me. It’s something I’ve been considering back and forth for a while now. This account just feels tainted for a multitude of reasons that I don’t feel the need to go into detail about. I always said I’d never get pushed off my blog, and this isn’t that. I just need something new, that I can build from scratch again. I was unsure if I wanted to share my new account publicly or just have people find me naturally, but not for the sake of hiding, but I think for my own piece of mind, please message me (off anon) if you’d like my new user. I’ll be honest about it if people ask if it’s me, and eventually I’ll probably link my old masterlists on my new blog. For now though, while I’m getting my bearings, I think this is the best choice for me.

This blog has meant so much to me. I’ve put blood, sweat, and tears into building this space and it’s been through a number of changes over the last two years. But there was always people who stuck with me through it. Read my works even if they weren’t in that fandom, just because they like my writing. The support and love I’ve received here has made every single ounce of negativity worth it. All the friends I’ve made along the way, have forever changed my life. This blog gave me the courage to write a real novel, which I had convinced myself I could never do years ago. Even if it’s always been my dream. So thank you, for everything. I love you all immensely. Goodbye for now.

-Dolly

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This is the absolute last time I will be speaking on this. I have already stated that I apologized to the person involved in this, and then proceeded to make a post telling people to stop sending them hate. Which I NEVER TOLD ANYONE TO DO. I never “sent anyone after them” and after I spoke to them privately me and anyone who reblogged the post with their name in it, deleted it. 

Any posts that came after that were in support of me in a GENERAL SENSE, because this is something that has actually been happening to me. And I’ve been taking a lot of hits on here in general. I also stated several times that this was never just about that person. Anything said about them beyond the original post was in response to reactions to this situation. A situation that didn’t need to become what it was. Nobody in this situation deserved to receive hate  thrown their way. 

In my mind, apologizing and asking people to leave this person alone, was the end of it. But then a post name dropping all my friends was made. Which, to me, is a bit hypocritical considering the entire reason this situation happened was because of name dropping. Now we are all getting hate. My friends never insulted them once. Never attacked THEM AS A PERSON. But now we are getting death threats and excessive hate, being called nasty names. Everyone is entitled to their feelings and to post whatever they want but I feel it only lit a fire on something that could’ve ended between me and this person. 

I’m not going to sit here and defend myself and hash out the entire situation publicly again, even though thats what some of you want. The only person that I owed an apology in this situation, received one privately. I apologize for all the drama that came out of this situation, I’m not a messy person and I’m not confrontational. Even if to some of you it seems like it. The people who know me, know who I am. And the people who don’t, you can form whatever opinion you’d like of me after this. I’m not “running away” I just said all I had to say about the situation and I needed a break from being attacked over something I assumed was solved. 

That being said, I have been considering taking a hiatus previous to this. I’ve just been feeling really negative about a lot of the things I’ve been seeing lately and I think I just need to take a step back for a bit. I’m not sure how long it will be for. I just need a break. To my mutuals, my readers, my friends, thank you for always supporting me and my work. You’ve made this journey a wonderful one through the ups and downs. I’ve loved writing for you all, I loved creating weird!girl and all my different little worlds and I’m hoping I can find that love again through taking a break from it. I love you all. 

-Dolly. 

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I don’t have a dick but I do think with it

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HEY I FUCKING LOVE YOU, WE ALL LOVE YOU AND HAVE YOUR BACK!! SENDING YOU BIG HUGS!! 🫂

I LOVE YOU SM BB!!🥺💞

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I LOVE YOOOUUU💞💞

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RAAAHHHH OH MY GODDDDD

Reader sucking off rafe giving him a sloppy blowjob and rafe making jj watch without touching himself until he asks him to come closer he start jerking him off telling him how needy and pathetic he is letting a guy touch him and jj get turned on more by his degrading words hiding in the crook of his neck. When the both reach out their orgasms rafe come in your mouth and jj in rafe hand. Rafe will tell you to clean it then make you kiss jj then the three of you make out

😮🙏🏻🫡 your wish is my command bc HOLY FUUUCK.

CW: smut! 18+ only! dom!rafe, sub!reader, sub!jj, male receiving oral, mxm, degrading.

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“That’s it baby, swallow my cock. Fuuuuck, see how good she’s doin’, J? Suckin’ my cock like the good little slut she is.”

Rafe wraps his large hand in your hair, thrusting his cock all the way down your throat, keeping your face pressed into his groin. You move your tongue, softly licking at the vein that runs up the underside of his shaft, whimpering and gagging around him. He pulls your head back, strings of spit attached to your lips and Rafe’s cock flying to the floor.

You chance a look at JJ, who stands silently in the corner of the room, watching you suck Rafe off, his hard cock pressing painfully against the zipper of his dark-wash jeans. Rafe snaps his fingers in your face, and you quickly put your eyes back on him. “Eyes on me, baby.” he rasps as he runs his thumb across your bottom lip.

He pushes his thumb past the seam of your lips, and you unconsciously suck it into your mouth, swirling your tongue around it and moaning. Rafe’s cock twitches, quickly pulling his thumb from your mouth and shoving his dick back down your throat. You press your palms firmly against his muscular thighs, grounding yourself as you begin sloppily sucking him again.

Rafe throws his head back, groaning at the pleasure you were giving him. He slowly lifts his head, eyes finding JJ’s, “Come here, JJ.” he demands, and JJ quickly makes his way toward the two of you.

Rafe groans again as you continue to sloppily suck his cock. “Take your pants off, JJ.” Rafe demands and JJ gives him a confused look.

“What? I don’t-”

“Do you want to cum or not, Maybank? If you do, just fucking listen! Take. Off. Your. Pants.”

Rafe’s loud voice has you flinching, but you quickly shake it away, gripping the base of his dick in one hand and stroking him as your mouth sucks on his swollen tip. You slide Rafe’s cock all the way down your throat, eyes shifting to the side to watch as JJ calmly works the button and zipper on his jeans, shoving them down his legs and stepping out of them.

Rafe quickly grips JJ’s hand, tugging him closer before he slips his hand into the waistband of JJ’s black boxers. He grips his dick, squeezing at it softly and pulling a small groan from JJ. “God you’re pathetic. You really gonna let me jerk you off?”

JJ whimpers, his eyes wide and lips slightly parted as he watches you suck Rafe off. Rafe snaps his fingers in his face, tangling his fingers in your hair and pushing himself down your throat, holding you there as he speaks.

“Don’t look at her, look at me. You wanna cum? Let me know, JJ, my patience is limited.”

“Y-Yes… Please?” JJ says softly, his eyes never leaving Rafe’s.

Rafe smiles, his bottom lip pulled between his teeth. “Pathetic. But I’ll help you out.”

Rafe releases your hair, allowing you to pull back for a breath of air. “Keep goin’ baby, you know how I like it.”

Your lips wrap around his cock again, sucking him down deep as you watch his movements. Rafe tugs at JJ’s boxers, allowing them to fall and pool around his ankles. JJ’s hard cock springs free, precum already leaking from his swollen tip. Rafe grips him in his hand, giving a harsh squeeze before he begins slowly moving his hand up and down JJ’s length, his thumb smearing the precum around the tip.

JJ lets out a breathy sigh, his head falling forward onto Rafe’s shoulder. Rafe lets out a dark laugh, continuing to squeeze and jerk at JJ’s cock. You watch the entire interaction, continuing to suck Rafe. Your clit pulses, and you shift on your knees, taking Rafe in and out of your mouth slowly, moaning around him when you watch JJ’s cock twitch in Rafe’s hand.

It was all so erotic, so hot… And the way Rafe was degrading JJ, the way his large hand was wrapped around JJ’s thick cock, slowly stroking at him, it had your pussy soaked.

“I feel your cock twitching in my hand, Maybank, you’re close aren’t you?” Rafe rasps, his hand picking up in pace. JJ groans, lifting his head from Rafe’s shoulder and staring into his eyes. You feel Rafe’s cock twitch in your mouth, pushing him all the way down your throat and swallowing, allowing your throat to squeeze at his thick length.

“Goddamnit, baby… M’gonna cum if you keep that up.”

You pull your head back, letting Rafe’s cock slip from your mouth. You softly grip him in your hand, giving his cock a tight squeeze before twisting your wrist, stroking him slowly. Rafe’s eyes find yours, and you give him a small smirk, “Wanna taste you, daddy. Please?” you beg, wrapping your lips around him again.

“Shit… Hear that, Maybank? The little slut wants to taste my cum, should I give it to her?”

JJ groans, his eyes squeezed shut, chest heaving as he tried to stave off his orgasm. Rafe slows the movements of his hand, squeezing JJ’s shaft tightly, “Answer me, J. Should I give my little slut my cum?”

“Y-Yes..” JJ stutters out, his cock pulsing in Rafe’s hand. He was so close it was almost painful.

Rafe smirks, gripping the back of your head with his free hand, “Good boy, you’re learning to use your words.”

Keeping his hand tightly wrapped in your hair, Rafe holds your head steady and begins thrusting his hips forward, brutally fucking himself into your throat. His other hand is still wrapped tightly around JJ’s shaft, quick strokes of his hand sliding up and down his length. JJ and Rafe both groan, JJ’s head falling into Rafe’s neck again to muffle his whimpers.

You feel Rafe’s cock throb, his thrusts growing sloppy as your name spills past his lips. He slows his pace on JJ’s cock, thrusting forward one final time before you taste him on your tongue, his cum spilling down your throat in long, slow spurts. Rafe continues stroking JJ as he rides out his high, his hand slowly curling around the head and stroking it gently. JJ lets out a muffled whine, his legs wobbling slightly as his own orgasm reaches him, sticky cum spilling into Rafe’s hand.

Rafe pulls his cock from your mouth, releasing JJ’s cock and bringing his sticky, cum-covered hand in front of your face. “Lick it clean, baby.”

You quickly obey, your tongue darting out and licking at the cum that covered Rafe’s palm and fingers. Rafe breathes out a laugh, pulling you to stand once you’ve cleaned his hand thoroughly. “Such a good fucking girl, aren’t you?”

You smile softly, nodding your head and stepping toward Rafe. He steps to the side, grabbing JJ’s arm and placing him in front of you. “Let Maybank have a taste baby, we can’t be greedy now can we?”

You nod in agreement, stepping into JJ’s body and lifting on your toes, cupping his face in your hands. You slowly pull his head down, eyes flitting from his beautiful blue ones down to his lips. You slowly lean in, pressing your lips again JJ’s. The kiss starts out slow, but you quickly pick up the pace, slipping your tongue into his mouth. JJ groans against your lips, the taste of his and Rafe’s cum on your tongue making his cock grow hard again.

Rafe steps forward, pulling the two of you apart before smirking at JJ, “Enjoy what I let you have of her, because that’ll be the only time you get her, understood?”

JJ nods, “Understood.”

Rafe grins, pulling the two of you into his sides, his lips pressing into yours first before moving over to JJ’s, leaving the blonde more confused than he was when he’d first arrived.

tagging some moots: @starkeysbabygirl @rafesthroatbaby @rafescvntyclubgf @rafesheaven @rafesbabygirlx @nemesyaaa @cherrygirlfriend @oceandriveab @bloodibambiidoll @cameronwillow @moon-in-nostalgia @httpsdrewstarkey @sarahsangelicdoll

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love my boy

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Why do you keep bringing it up and reblogging stuff about this situation if it’s solved? The person all of you attacked for no reason is quitting because you decided to call her out instead of being mature and just messaging her. We should all do better as a fandom and not pretty much bully someone out of the fandom.

I’m literally not bringing it up anymore???????? I’m responding to my friends being supportive?? I’m not BULLYING anyone be so for real. You’re in my inbox on anon talking about bullying. I already apologized. I said what I said. And I’m done repeating myself. She’s the one that’s continuing to talk about it. I’m done with it. I’m not responding to anything else about the situation.

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IM UNWELL

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Licking my screen

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​thank you baby🥺

I want to make a point about the @bloodibambiidoll situation and I’m dropping it also cause the problem has been solved. But it’s not just dolly or @cameronwillow who noticed something was off. I saw that persons post WEEKS ago, way before dolly or willow said anything, and I remember texting dolly about how I found another blog who seemed to have copied or at least taken her au without credit. And I thought this on content alone. Dolly and I didn’t even know this blog. But neither of us said anything then to avoid drama. The fact that me and others noticed the pattern speaks volumes. So can we stop coming for dolly? She’s allowed to feel uncomfortable when multiple of her mutuals keep bringing up the same issue. And especially because it keeps happening with multiple different blogs. I get it, not one person owns an idea, and we all bounce ideas off each other, but a little acknowledgment and accountability is not a big ask.

I want to hope the situation has been solved by both parties. For dollys sake because she doesn’t deserve to feel this way. I understand we all make mistakes. I’ve made this mistake too. And it feels awful. But the least we can do is learn and do better and not attack anyone anymore.

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yikes you don’t have job or something ?? unemployment rate is crazy these days

I mean you’re in my inbox on anon so you tell me.

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Hiii I love you and i literally will always defend you.

PERIODDD!!! I love you so fucking much!! TILL THE END AND THEN BEYOND THAT POOKIE!!!!

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I fucking love you baby girl.

Here’s my take my beloved @bloodibambiidoll 🖤 everyone wants a strong woman and someone to stand up for themselves until they actually do it. Then it’s “not that big of a deal” or “you’re overreacting”. You have every right to feel the way you do and please don’t apologize for speaking up for something that bothers you. You know I always have your back and I love you so so much. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤