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Saw the “There’s no offical evidence that people can have 100+ alters!!1!!1!1!” And laughed. They obviously don’t know anything about Jeni Haynes, a person with over 2500 alters, where some of them testified in court against her father. But yeah guys no offical evidence. (Tw for severe CSA if anyone does decide to look her up <3 )

Her story looks to be so bad. That’s crazy that different parts were able to testify in court though. I’ll definitely have to read up on her more

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HEY SO FUCKING BLOCK THIS PERSON

I DONT WANT THEM TRYING TO BEFRIEND SYSTEMS IF THEYRE LIKE THIS

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sure

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I think when you correctly identify a trauma that is the base of a woe of yours it should just disappear. It should be like "aaahh. you got me" and vanish and leave 100 dollars behind

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Dating in-sys is perfectly normal and ok. Syscringe likes to say that it increases dissociative barriers because the person is thinking of their alters as different people.

In reality, it decreases dissociative barriers because the alters that are dating get to know each other better. And getting to know alters better is what lots of therapists encourage people to do in order to decrease dissociative barriers.

Not to mention that each system can view their alters in whatever way they like so long as it isn’t harming them. “We are all parts of one person” is fine. “We are separate individuals” is fine. “We are separate individuals that make up a person” is fine. Just so long as it doesn’t harm you.

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something about systems that people dont understand is that alters are not the disorder. alters are a RESULT of the disorder. the disorder is the brain not having a solid sense of self because trauma interrupted it. alters are simply a result of this. the dissociation and cptsd are in fact the main thing, and having multiple people in your head is just what sometimes happens because of it.

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Reminder that DID, like every mental illness, is on a very wide spectrum. There's such a strange emphasis in the community on stuff being a "DID thing" vs an "OSDD thing" or it's "P-DID actually". People get wrapped up trying to catagorize themselves when it really actually has no tangible benefit to you. Therapists make the distinction to formulate their therapy approach, but to you, the system, it makes no difference. Going "oh but I just have OSDD not DID" does nothing to help you cope, recover, or process your symptoms. Your symptoms are your symptoms regardless of if they're following these arbitrary lines in the sand. You and your system should be focused on healing, not on what checkbox in a book you fit best.

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Can we stop with the "DID ruins your life" narrative. It's the way people treat those with DID that ruins lives. This is FIXABLE it's not some universal law.

Abuse and trauma are hard to live with and overcome but not impossible. I know it's hard but jfc you people are professionals at making yourselves and everyone around you even more miserable tbh. Go outside.

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if I hear "did is rare" [as an argument to why "you can't possibly have it !!"] one more time im going to start fakeclaiming redheads. I swear to god.

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people never taking your amnesia seriously.

it's genuinely so hurtful to get labeled as stupid or "difficult" because i can't remember. also they say "you just don't want to remember" NO I LITERALLY CAN'T REMEMBER WHY WOULD I NOT WANT TO REMEMBER.

I HATE THE "YOU DON'T WANT TO REMMEBER" ARGUMENT LIKE WHY TF

How would that work

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The host thinks we have PDID cause he’s co-con most of the time.

The rest of us think OSDD because we have moderate - slightly strong amnesia when he’s not co-con as well as us acting similar (looking at text convos or written stories). Also he doesn’t always remember being co con.

Funny how systems can think of their disorders

-🩸🪽, who should be asleep

Heya! Suspecting PDID is so real and yeah for me personally it is a CONSTANT state of being around even if you're 1% there you are still present and constant

Good luck on that and go to bed lolll

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Having a good day where dissociation isn’t as bad etc. and immediately thinking you’re faking having your disorder and everything else you’ve ever done was just faking.

Us when quiet days fr

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Alter tangential - Feeling like a hypocrite bc you know the system is bound to contradict ourselves due to differing opinions internally and being worried people will view you as “two-faced”

Ong omlll

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Hello! And Welcome To Falter Your Alter!

This blog is dedicated to sharing symptoms and stories about DID that aren't entirely about alters!

DID is NOT an alter disorder, so let's talk about it in a way less discussed.

Noting Now That We Are Anti Pro/Neu/Non-Traumagenic

We Know We Cannot Prevent Such Users From Sending Asks But Any Discovered To Be By Non-Traumagenics Will Be Blocked

Honestly, if you relate to a lot of these things, maybe consider questioning your origin...

You May Send Asks Including

Dissociation

Converging Disorder(s) Symptoms

Amnesia/Memory Gaps

False Memory/Psudomemories

Mistaking Symptoms

Symptom Masking

Trauma responses/coping

Diagnosis Journey Highs And Lows

Realizing ThingsFrom The Past Were DID Symptoms

And Whatever Else I Forgot To Add Lol

We suggest you do not share details of/from your trauma unless you are in a safe situation to do so!!! If you do, please add a little TW: at the top :) Stay safe

You can, of course, mention alters, but it's requested it not be the prominent topic!

Thanks For Reading!!!

Note: Banner OC Belongs To US Their name is Sklight for Sketch-Light

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Headspace but its just:

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Who up dissociating their...

What was i typing again ?

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shoutout to systems with tons of amnesia

shoutout to systems with barely any amnesia

shoutout to systems with only emotional amnesia

shoutout to systems without amnesia

the amount of amnesia you experience doesn’t discredit your experience as a system. you are seen and you are valid.