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Heyy!! It's been a while since I last posted. I got busy with school, but the good news is it's finally my term break! YAY!!! So, what better way to celebrate than to show what I learned in my digital photography class!! :DD I'm pretty proud about how this picture turned out! I also included the raw image for comparison :))

I really like @aliceoseman 's works. I can't really explain why, but I just really like them. I hope to meet them someday and get her autograph! She's now part of the people who inspire me. I really hope that when I make art, they'd be able to see it.

#7 of my Alice Oseman book collection

[PSA: The number does not mean anything! It's just the order of when I bought/received the book.]

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My Alice Oseman collection (close-up shots)

A close-up of my Alice Oseman collection! I'm still waiting on a handful of books, so I'm super excited to put them on the shelf! Speaking of, I should buy a bigger shelf 👀

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title: temporary happiness

Emptying your pockets till there's nothing left

Rotting teeth never saved you from yourself

Packs of cigarrettes passed through your mouth

Filled with love, now it's filled with doubt

Playing rough till your mind's content

Delicate fingers dancing around your neck

Gripping tight, your eyes roll back

Succumbing to the needs you lack

Can't stop the feeling of euphoria

The temporary high makes you feel alive

Pour another round of tequila

Getting drunk till your eyes turn white

The sun is shining, but your mind is elsewhere

You showed them signs, but they don't seem to care

Erasing a part of yourself was only fair

They like it better when you're not there

How much longer can you take this?

You think everybody has their phases

Maybe this is one of those times

Reassuring yourself that everything's fine

All you do is lie, lie, lie to yourself

Hands reached out, but you never take them

Blame yourself for what comes next

It's not pretty to have a victim complex

Playing rough till your mind's content

Delicate fingers dancing around your neck

Gripping tight, your eyes roll back

Succumbing to the needs you lack

Can't stop the feeling of euphoria

The temporary high makes you feel alive

Pour another round of tequila

Swearing to god this would be the last time

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title: coffee makes my mind go brrr

Visible coffee stains on my bed sheets

Recollection of last night came rushing in

My mouth was left with a bitter taste

And it was coupled with a bit of shame

I'm okay, I'm alright

I keep repeating these words last night

Reassurance never hurt

Lest they all become just empty words

I swore I'd never drink again

But I guess it will never end

This whole d*mn cycle of pain and release

What could be worse than this?

Silent promises I can't keep

It's getting harder to breathe

Drinking coffee fucks with my head

I didn't know it would get this bad

Pull me out of this state

I'm starting to lose all hope

Catch me smiling in vain

When I'm feeling all alone

I'm okay, I'm alright

I keep repeating these words all night

Reassurance never hurt

Lest they all become just empty words

I swore I'd never drink again

But I guess it will never end

This whole d*mn cycle of pain and release

Anything would be better than this

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Your daily dose of cat memes

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Can we talk how heartstopper was Joe's first actual official acting job??? And now he's mega superstar Joe Locke?? Like he sent in a self tape while he was in still in sixth form on the Isle of man, didn't even have an agent and got choosen from 10 thousand people, like can we take a moment to realise how actually fucking insane that is. Some of heavy scenes, I'm like bloody hell, Joe is is an incredible actor, and it's his first time ever acting in front of a camera on a set!!!

I just hope being catapulted into fame has been kind on him. pls protect joe locke at all costs.

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I feel like we don't talk about the line "Charlie really liked me until you came along and stole him from me" enough. Since, essentially what Ben means by this is "Charlie really liked me until you came along and showed him what it's like to be in a relationship where the other person actually cares about you, likes being seen with you and doesn't have all the control of the relationship"

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title: conditional love f*cks me up

[tw: depressing, s**c*d*l ideation, s**c*d*l thoughts]

Loud whispers on the street

I know you've been watching me

I'm your prey, there's no denying

I have no chance of escaping

Sing me praises like a melody

Only when you approve of me

Not worth my time, but I'll give it a try

I can't say no to your predatory smile

Your kiss, so poisonous

Can't help myself in front of you

Love me more as I die

In your arms, everything's alright

String me up, my puppeteer

Shape me into your silhouette

Take responsibility, my dear

If a cord hangs around my neck

Sinking deeper into the sheets

I feel it burn underneath my skin

Held my breath and count to three

Till bubbles rise up from my teeth

Thinking of ways to watch the ending

Oh how I wish it could be this easy

Diving in, swallow me whole

Make me forget what I was here for

Your kiss, so poisonous

Can't help myself in front of you

Love me more as I die

In your arms, everything's alright

String me up, my puppeteer

Shape me into your silhouette

Take responsibility, my dear

If a cord hangs around my neck

The red marks on my skin

It's not something to be proud of

You made me think it's what I need

But I'm a fool for your conditional love

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Heartstopper, Volumes 1-3 (FairyLoot SIGNED Exclusive Edition)

I just wanna share just how beautiful these FairyLoot exclusive editions of @aliceoseman 's Heartstopper graphic novels are! The intricate drawing behind the sleeves and the spine of the book!! *chef's kiss* It's perfection!!

I'm looking forward to the 4th volume! If FairyLoot ever decides to release one in the future 👀

#10, #11 & #12 of my Alice Oseman book collection

[PSA: The number does not mean anything! It's just the order of when I bought/received the book.]

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My Alice Oseman Book Collection (as of 11 Oct. 2023)

As of October 11, 2023 :)

This is my Alice Oseman collection so far! I still have many books coming this December, and I'm so excited to unbox them when they get here!! ^^ I'll do another unboxing when I receive them :)

I'll be posting these books individually soon when I start or when I've finished reading them! Or just to let you see how beautiful these books are!

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A Heartstopper Novella: Nick and Charlie (Paperback UK Edition)

#9 of my Alice Oseman book collection

[PSA: The number does not mean anything! It's just the order of when I bought/received the book.]

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Radio Silence (Paperback U.S. Edition)

#6 of my Alice Oseman book collection

[PSA: The number does not mean anything! It's just the order of when I bought/received the book.]

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Heartstopper, Volumes 1 & 2 (FairyLoot SIGNED Exclusive Edition)

#10 & #11 of my Alice Oseman book collection

[PSA: The number does not mean anything! It's just the order of when I bought/received the book.]

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i also found this cute 💚🍃🌱🌿

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cute 🌸 🌺 🍃

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the fact that Nick and Charlie get closer to each other as their relationship grows with them in each volume ❤️‍🩹

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HOME

The Small Friends aren't just friends. They're family.

They're each other's home.

SMALL FRIENDS IN NATURE

Photography by @bloomingraine

Year 2023

THE START

Meet the Small Friends: Little Miss Chichi the Mushroom, Quite Angelic Lacy the Duck, and Somehow Cheeky Veron the Frog! They're preparing to go off to an adventure in nature.

Let's see how it goes!

HIKING

Quite Angelic Lacy the Duck seems to be regretting this idea. How about we cheer him on?

Let's go, Quite Angelic Lacy! You're almost at the top!

MOUNTAIN ROCK

It looks like Little Miss Chichi the Mushroom was the first one to reach the top of Mountain Rock!

Good job, Little Miss Chichi!

TREE

Somehow Cheeky Veron the Frog found a tree! Don't they look cute standing next to it?

You're doing great, Somehow Cheeky Veron!

HIDE & SEEK

It seems like the Small Friends are playing hide and seek! How adorable!

...But who's the seeker?