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// even if rain comes or not, i will stay here together with you //

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MUSE BODY LANGUAGE.

Bold/Italicise what you apply to your muse. REPOST, DO NOT REBLOG!

Tagged by: @sethokai

Tagging: Anyone!

DEFENSIVENESS:

arms crossed on chest // crossing legs // fist-like gestures // pointing index finger // karate chops // stiffening of shoulders // tense posture // curling of lip/baring of teeth

 REFLECTIVE:

hand-to-face gestures // head tilted // stroking chin // peering over glasses // taking glasses off — cleaning // putting earpiece of glasses in mouth // pipe smoker gestures // putting hand to the bridge of the nose //pursed lips // knitted brows

 SUSPICION:

arms crossed // sideways glance // touching or rubbing nose // rubbing eyes // hands resting on weapon //brows raising // lips pressing into a thin line // strict, unwavering eye contact // wrinkling of nose

 OPENNESS & COOPERATION:

open hands // upper body in sprinters position // sitting on the edge of a chair // hand-to-face gestures // unbuttoned coat // tilted head // slacked shoulders // droopy posture // feet pointed outward // palms flat and facing outward

 CONFIDENCE:

hands behind back // hands on lapels of coat // steepled hands // baring teeth in a grin // rolling shoulders // tipping head back but maintaining eye contact // chest puffed up/shoulders back // arms folded just above navel

 INSECURITY & ANXIETY:

chewing pen or pencil // rubbing thumb over opposite thumb // biting fingernails // hands in pockets // elbow bent/closed gestures // clearing throat // “whew” sound // picking or pinching flesh // fidgeting in chair // hand covering mouth whilst speaking // poor eye contact // tugging at pants whilst seated // jingling money in pockets // tugging at ear // perspiring hands // playing with hair // swaying // playing with pointer/marker // smacking lips // sighing // rocking on balls of feet // flexing fingers sporadically

 FRUSTRATION:

short breaths // “tsk” sounds // tightly-clenched hands // fist-like gestures // pointing index finger // running hand through hair // rubbing back of neck // snarling // revealing teeth/grimacing // sharp-eyed glowers with notable tension in the brows // shoulders back, head up - defensive posturing //clenching of jaw/grinding teeth // nostrils flaring // heavy exhales

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Hello to everyone who still follows me and has been patiently waiting for my return. I wanted to let everyone know that I am feeling a bit better and have been grateful for the time to sort out all of my feelings and what-not.

I want to give a special shout out to Katsuya’s mun over @firstratebxtch. She has been wonderful to me during my absence from this blog. I appreciated all you have done for me, love. The check-ins and the daily memes and convos were nice to have.

I’m hoping to get back into the full swing of things again. I really missed all of you and of course, Kaiba.  Let me know via a like of this post or a DM if you’re still interested in rping with me. :3

- Sincerely,

A Grateful Kaiba Mun

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I know I said this about a month ago... But that relationship that had ended? It didn’t really end until last night. My boyfriend told me I was a burden and that I basically wasn’t worth fighting for.  He would rather bury his head in the sand than work with me to make things ok... Another 4 years of my life gone... I’ve spent a grand total of 8 years on 2 people who found it easier to leave than to take my hand and work with me... I don’t know if I’ll ever be loved...  For now Kaiba is on hiatus.  But I am happy to give anyone my discord, you can find me at  LittleMissRikku#6168. Please feel free to add me. Anyway, hopefully after I get my feelings sorted in the next week or so I can start working on Kaiba again.

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I stayed pretty busy today which is what I needed after my downward spiral last night. I was able to get some supplies bought for my Queen Zelda cosplay (Hyrule Warriors) and got my outlines ready for my new hobby horse prop for my Alice: Madness Returns cosplay, and for my Funtime Freddy Gijinka cosplay. My Freddy head and Bon Bon puppet will be sculpted out of insulation foam.  I have 6 weeks in which to finish all 3 of these props so if my activity drops lower than it already has been that’s why. But yeah, I would say I had a productive day. 

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hey, hey, hey hey. hey. hey. hey. I love you, mun.

Thank you for the kind words you sweet, sweet, sweet face. <3 

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I’m super depressed tonight. I can’t focus and I’m feeling really cooped up in this house. I wish had someone in town to talk to, a friend I could just go hang out with.

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The opportunity was too great to miss, as Katsuya moaned, Kaiba was quick to slide his tongue passed her parted lips selfishly indulging in the surprise delight the blonde seemed to be.  He could taste the faint flavor of the whisky they had been sharing.  Feeling the bed shift as the blonde rose her hips Kaiba broke the kiss so that he might be able to watch what would unfold beneath him next.  Pressing his palm flush to the front of the woman’s denim shorts he applied a little bit of pressure and slowly forced her hips back down.  He traced his fingers up the article of clothing and over her flat tummy, pushing the hem of her shirt up passed her bellybutton. Flattening his hand again just under the front of Katsuya’s rib cage the brunet brushed his hand back down over her stomach and gently eased down into the front her shorts.  His fingertips pressed passed the top band of her soft underwear and were soon met with a familiar heat.

The left corner of Kaiba’s mouth turned up in a smirk and a short, chuckle emitted from deep in his chest.  For many years he’d known in which respect Katsuya held feelings for him but to see her now, to have her now the way she was, ready to give herself to him it became very real, it even intimidated him a little and the only way he could handle that reality was to battle it with his normal Kaiba ‘charm’. “If you even for a second believe that I’m going to let you top me, you’re wrong. I’m the alpha here so press any thoughts of dominance from your mind. The battlefield is mine, always.”  He pressed his right middle finger to the blonde’s clitoris and rubbed in a steady circular motion.

And The Thunder Rolls--;

Katsuya bit her bottom lip and felt her skin prickle with rising goosebumps over the entirety her body as Seto touched her. The sensation was unlike anything she could have ever imagined. For many years she had dreamed of a moment just like this one, but it was more overwhelming than she had originally believed it would be. There was a lot of pressure to do things perfectly since she would be under the scrutiny of Seto Kaiba the entire time.

Without much acknowledgement to his threat, Katsuya shifted in the brunette’s lap again and finally decided to reach for the remaining buttons on his shirt, carefully popping them open so that their integrity wouldn’t be compromised.  She was certain that Kaiba was the kind of guy to bitch about a missing button.

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Today I wanted to draw some bae with glasses, and Seto was the choosen one haha 

practicing with reference ♥

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➣Headcanon: A Very Happy Unbirthday

Since the passing of his 25th Birthday Kaiba has loathed the arrival of October.  It’s an annual reminder that he isn’t getting any younger and that another 365 days has slipped through his fingers.  His body hurts in ways that he never thought it could, it objects to stress and his workaholism often. His shoulders and back haven’t stopped aching for a couple years now.  His eyesight isn’t what it used to be either as he is forced to wear glasses for reading, night driving, and while working on his computer.  He struggles with the fact that he’s gotten older, opting to ignore the numerical representation of how many years he’s been alive.  He has even gone as far to skip celebrating his birthday; just recently it became a violation of Kaiba Corp. policy to send him any well wishes through the entirety of October.  Kaiba just doesn’t want to be reminded that he’ll be 30 in just a couple short years.

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Get to know the mun

¯\_(ツ)_/¯:  do you have any tumblr friends? if so, who are they?

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°):  relationship status?

ಠ_ಠ:  what is your biggest pet peeve?

(ಥ_ಥ):  finish this: i hate it when…

ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ:  what is your favorite animal?

(☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞ ☜(ﾟヮﾟ☜):  who is someone you can tell everything to?

(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ:  are you a hugger?

(╯°□°)╯︵ ʞooqǝɔɐɟ:  besides tumblr, do you have any other social media?

﴾͡๏̯͡๏﴿?:  how old are you?

(╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻:  what are your thoughts on school?

| (• ◡•)| (❍ᴥ❍ʋ):  favorite tv show?

(ง'̀-‘́)ง:  are you okay?

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:  ･ﾟ✧: sexual orientation?

┬┴┬┴┤(･_├┬┴┬┴:  are you a people person or a loner?

ლ(ಠ益ಠლ):  do you have any siblings?

ಠ╭╮ಠ:  have you ever self harmed?

(づ￣ ³￣)づ:  have you ever been in love?

(☞ﾟ∀ﾟ)☞:  would you rather be hugged by a bunny or kissed by a doe?

(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻:  how do you let your anger out?

ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ:  are you active?

ヾ(⌐■_■)ノ♪:  what are your favorite band(s)/artist(s)?

（╯°□°）╯︵(\ .o.)\:  who is your least favorite person?

♥‿♥:  tell us about your crush!

◔̯◔:  what time is it?

◕‿◕:  what is your guilty pleasure?

◔ ⌣ ◔:  are you a virgin?

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Luka eyes.

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Lets change the subject. How is Blue doing?

“She’s doing as well as expected for a dog that has had little socialization all her life. She doesn’t play with her toys, she doesn’t like her collar, and she sleeps a lot. I took her for a walk today around the gardens but it took forever because she doesn’t know how to actually go for walks. She often froze and just stared at me.”

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m0kuba replied to your post:"...You're not like Gozaburo. You know that,...

“…I’m not asking you, idiot, I’m telling you. You’re not like Gozaburo. You never will be. You can fall down the deepest hole and come armed with a shovel and a pick, and you still would never manage to reach his depths of depravity. You’re not Gozaburo. Heavily flawed, perhaps, but still not Gozaburo. ”

There were no words to describe how reassurance from his brother made him feel.  It didn’t take all the pain away but they acted like a buffer and kept him from sinking any lower into himself.  He knew that he probably wasn’t the greatest guy on the earth but dammit he’s been working hard and pouring himself into everything he ever did since he was just a boy.  Something had to give!

He chuckled softly at Mokuba’s comment about him being ‘heavily flawed’ and boy was he right.  “I’m glad that I have you to be completely honest with me. But...” The brunet trailed off.  “If I may be honest with you. I want you to know that you have no obligation to put me before your own life. Mokuba, you have the world in front of you and I want nothing but your happiness.”

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The force is strong with these anons tonight. I wonder if they’re one in the same?

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You’re doing your best. You’re stronger than you think.

“My best? What honestly do I have to show for my success? Behind all the fame and the fortune and even all the duel monsters tournaments… I’m nothing. Nothing but a slowly aging man who’ll die alone between four walls.I appreciate the veil of niceties, but I see the truth.”