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𝐀𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠.

Could be seen as a continuation to All of It, but the idea came from @tenkomura, bc when am i ever not thinking about something she said

Maybe you hate your younger self for being so naive.

Perhaps its because you cling to the memories of before, when everything was so much simpler and All For One was commanding Shigaraki to act. When he messed up, or when you messed up, All For One simply caressed your heads in such a comforting way that the loss felt like nothing.

Oh, how you loved him. Everything was so much easier when it was him. Yes he was the future, yes you were the symbols of fear, but to you he was just Tomura. Its the silent understanding that you both had, that even though the entire world was against you and the cause it was okay because you were together.

He loved you, it didn't need to be said. Even when the league expanded, it was still just you and him. Not to say he doesnt care for the league, because that would be a lie. But the love he has for them pales in comparison to the love he holds for you in the crevices of his heart. Its heard in the blood pumping in his veins and its sung in the whispers of his calm breathing when he's with you.

But you're villains. Villains don't get an ounce of peace. So when the league has ended Overhaul's short lived reign, and everyone's stopped and caught their breath. You sit with him in silence on the side of a bare highway that you'd been walking.

Maybe its foolish, but you follow him like a dog. You watch as Shigaraki opens the case of quirk erasing bullets. He stares. Almost like he wants to test if it works.

You sit next to him, sat shoulder to shoulder now. He simply says "If I erased my quirk, we could be normal." And you don't need to be a genius to know what he means, he means if he didn't have decay he would have a home. If he didn't have decay he wouldn't be All for One's subject of interest, id he didn't have this damn quirk he could be normal with you.

Would there even be a you though?

"Hm, maybe." you supply "You wouldn't have met me though, and I would trade any chances of being normal if it meant i got to be with you." you say, and Shigaraki stills.

"I... I think I would too." he smiles, its a crackly smile that makes blood speck on his lips that you just want to kiss already.

"When this is all over, lets go on a date. Okay?" you ask, your eyes now gazing up at him with hope.

Shigaraki's eyes widen, and looks to the quirk erasing bullets and quickly shuts them. "You promise?" he asks almost eagerly, and you hold up your pinky "pinky swear!"

Oh you fools.

Which is what's left you to stare at Shigaraki's tube. His body floating in the liquid endlessly for whats felt like years, but you know its only been a month or two. You feel so naive for ever thinking it would just be over, because of course its never over.

He would be the new holder of all for one. Because fate stops for nothing and no one, not even love. You hate yourself for being naive enough to hope that you would ever get to love him peacefully. You hate him for not realizing when you did that All for One was using you both. You hate All for One for taking your lives away from you.

This would never be over, Shigaraki will never give pinky promise kisses again, and he'll never build redstone farms for you when you get too frustrated and rage quit. He's never going to reach out for you again, and you're going to spend the rest of your life reaching for someone who's never going to reach back.

You press your head to the glass and cry. The doctor is used to your sobs though ans has grown to ignoring them, which you suppose is a win. But it still doesn't soothe the ache in your chest as you wish for everything to be different, and you pray every night that this is a bad dream. You pray that this is a nightmare and that night Shigaraki did use that quirk erasing bullet. You pray for this to be a bad dream of his and he never developed decay.

Because you would never trade your life with Shigaraki for normalcy, but you love him too much to watch him do this. You wished he would trade you for normalcy because loving him through this and always is simply too much.

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How am I coping with chapter 418? Good question

cw: pregnancy

“What about me, what about us,” your voice not nearly as strong as you hoped it would be, just barely above a whisper. You don’t think you could manage anything more than that as you watched the man you’d fallen in love with fall apart at the seams.

Splinters and cracks spidering along alabaster skin, the very same expanse the tips of your fingers grazed over the night before he left for war. The same ones your lips mapped out every beauty mark in parts nary another soul has seen before between the sheets of whatever bed you both claimed as your own.

Your eyes well with the familiar sting of tears, you’re not sure when you’d stopped crying before, you were sure you’d become a leaking fountain in his absence. Watching Tomura put his body through unimaginable pain and unmitigated stress. He’s so tired, you see the exhaustion weigh on his bones and spirit, you want him to rest. You’ve done what you could to lessen the burden but Shigaraki’s always been a driven man.

“For the league, for the ones that society forgot about, for you, for us,” Tomura often whispered, gravel in his tone but it lacks any of the usual bite behind closed doors with you.

You’ve never believed in a single hero in your life, only the villain that extended his hand out to you with a pinky raised and a warning for your safety. A promise that unknowingly held more weight than to just deliver you retribution to the society that discarded you both.

Tomura had given you far more than the hope and acceptance he extended to the members of the League that now felt more like family. He gave you love, something you’re sure you gave first and unrestrained in its amount but he’s a man of equality. A man of rough exterior but a gentleness only a kind soul could create, you know him better than anyone. Better than the lies the world or news try to paint in order to demonize your lover to validate destroying him.

He’s just a man, far from the monster the heroes created; far from the one Tomura said he would become for you.

You’ve never believed in anyone as much as you believed in him. Rallied behind, supported, encouraged, simple things you had no issue doing. From sharing a twin sized mattress in a too small room as he gathered members for his cause and nothing to either of your names but the promises you’d made with intertwined pinkies.

To a king sized mattress outfitted with a full bedroom set. Egyptian cotton sheets, crushed velvet curtains imported mahogany all thanks to Tomura’s tenacity and Re-Destro’s cooperation.

Tomura kept every last one of the promises he made you; all but one so far that you fear he’ll break as he battles the hopeful little hero that screams about saving the man you love.

The only hero you find yourself wanting to believe in now, hoping and praying the battered boy with emerald locks can achieve what you’re steadily fearing may be unrealistic.

The thought makes you sick to your stomach, a different sort than the kind that’s turned it every morning for the last month. Hand resting on the lower part of your abdomen as soft flesh grows tight and taut with the life that expands it by the day.

You broke your own promise, one to yourself, the one to tell him but you wanted it to be good news atop the ashes of his victory.

A child, yours and his, a physical manifestation of the culmination of your affections for one another.

Neither of you like to go back on your word, to break a promise especially the ones you’d made over pinkies sealed with a kiss. You hope the little hero, Izuku Midoriya could help Tomura keep his; the only fucking one you want to be kept out of any other.

“Please just come home to us.”

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Shigaraki would definitely love to play with your hair while he’s gaming during a cold and rainy night, he has his back against the bed frame while one hand is on the controller and the other is carefully brushing through your hair. You’re laying on top of him, cuddled up to him to search for some warmth. 🥀

I hc that your presence and playing with your hair would comfort him and make him feel safe. I saw your post and had to drop a stupid little thought. <3

Pretty boy. He always looks at you with his soft smile and with eyes full of adoration, you're his safe space.

Maaaaaaaaaars!! I'm -- holy shit, I'm yearning so bad tonight, this hit me so hard.

Imagine crawling into his lap and he raises his arms to accommodate you, taking a moment to pause his game until you're properly settled in. Tomura full on curls his legs and arms around you, clamping his thighs to keep you still. It's a full-body hug and you feel so goddamn safe. You rest your head against his chest, physically feeling the wear and tear of the day's events dissipate with every passing second. He doesn't say much but he doesn't have to: he understands. You're tired and need some peace and quiet.

The only sounds that fill the silence are his heartbeat and the soft bleep-bloops of the game in the background as he continues to play. After a moment of this, his fingers tangle into your hair and gently begin dragging against your scalp. You let out a quiet whine and lean into the touch, closing your eyes as you enjoy the soothing feeling. Tomura admires the look on your face as it fades from frustrated and tired to content and serene.

"There you go, that's right...just relax. I gotchu. Always."

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I did this lil silly off screen event between Tomura and Rochelle where basically he fucking spends so much money on buying her new clothes and sweets

Not just because Rochelle literally begged him to buy them but also because Tomura knew that he never really got to celebrate Rochelle’s birthday* properly (due to mostly focus on machia) so this was sorta his way of making up for it

*rochelle’s birthday is on November 2

I love how after Shigaraki beat Re-Destro and the dude’s bowing him on the ground with his feet torn off, offering him his army, the first thing that comes to Shiggy’s mind is Mr. Compress pointing out that if they would’ve worked together with Shie Hassaikai, they would have money for sushi.

Then Shigaraki realizes Re-Destro has money and proceeds to treat the LOV with some sushi.

My heart is like💘 Can he stop being so adorable😭

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Can I request headcanons for Boothill react to his gn s/o telling him that they can't sleep in the same bed as him because they will cling onto him like a koala bear in their sleep?

‘Don’t be ridiculous sugar, I’d love me a clingy koala bear.’ Boothill said cheekily before his face became a somber. ‘And besides I won’t be able to feel you clinging onto me anyway.’ He adds with a shrug but you could tell it was something that deeply affected him.

If Boothill could make a deal with the gods to allow his body to feel the slightest touch, he’d do it in a heartbeat if it meant he could feel you cling on to him like you claim you would.

But he wasn’t blessed with that opportunity just yet and until then he’d had to make do with the fact that the only part of his body that could feel was his face.

Only in his wildest dreams could it be achieved where he would be able to feel you pressed up against his side, face pressed against his chest as your limbs went whether they felt and locking him in, but he wouldn’t care because he could feel you.

He hated everything about his body and its inability to feel but you loved him nonetheless and made sure to express your affection however you could and he loved you all the more for it.

‘Well I’ll just have to sleep like this then.’ You said as you cupped his cheeks in your hands and pulled his forehead so that it was pressed against your own and your noses were touching. ‘If that’s okay with you.’ You added in a whisper, looking into his eyes.

‘It’s more than okay with me sweetheart.’ He tells you softly, pressing his face further into your hold the moment your thumbs caressed under his eyes. ‘It’s more than okay.’ He repeats, feeling himself melt further into your touch when your fingers ran through his hair, nails scratching his scalp.

He was in heaven, he must be. Was all he think as he drifted of to sleep, the lingering warmth of your hands guided him to the land of dreams where you would be there, waiting for him with outstretched arms.

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was thinking about how affection would work with boothill if you were in a relationship and… since he can’t feel anything in his body & limbs i’m thinking of head / cheek nuzzles with him.

just pressing your cheek to his and peppering him with kisses so he can touch you and feel your warmth.. he always bends down and finds a way to touch his face to yours or takes your hands into his and puts them against his cheeks. it gets him weak to the knees <3

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How to give proper affection; guide by Y/n

˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆. Boothill x gn!reader

˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆. Lots of fluff ♪⁠～ a bit crack ♪⁠～ not edited yet-

Step 1 : locate the boothill

Today will be a special day, a really special day. A day where you are going to learn how to give affection to Boothill. The proper way of course. So whoever needs to know this. It's our special day of teaching! Well you already have a good prepared plan and it will work for 100%. It's bullet proof, you tested it. How you may ask yourself, you don't know yourself. Great. So-

Cough.

To start this operation you first need to check your weapon. Your hands and lips, what else? Perhaps a pokeba-

Whatever. Your eyes scan the surroundings, the area where boothill should linger around. His favorite place to be alone at sometimes. But today will be different.

And mhm! There he is, you spotted the innocent Boothill who has no clue about all this. He was relaxing on a field eyes closed, letting the sun tickle his face. The only part where he could actually feel touches.

Crouching down between the bushes and carefully moving towards the galaxy ranger without making any noises.

"no one can hide from my sight." you whispered before you leapt forward to attack him. Boothill was now pressed against the grass, his eyes opened and a chuckle escaped his lips. Making you feel the vibration on his chest. His Cowboy hat has fallen off from your attack.

"whoa there! Watcha up to again pumpkin? Tryna trick me with yer sly games again?" Boothill caressed your hair and gave you one of his sharp smiles.

Now it's the right time to begin the second operation! You completed step 1 successfully what a proud feeling.

Step 2 : touch the face of boothill

Moving on to step 2. It is time to get serious, sit down on his stomach so there is no chance to escape at all for him. Boothill blushes slightly from your action and as you refused to let him go but that doesn't matter right now. What matters is that you show him the love he deserves!

"a successful hunt! It's time to move to plan b." You whisper yelled to yourself and let boothill pick up on that you really are playing your games.

"y/n sweet pie I should be the hunter not yer-"

Before he could finish his tricking sentences, you cup his face with your hands and start touching it. Sto

Stroking his cheeks with your thumbs in a rhythmic motion. His cheeky grin faded into a comfortable soft smile and let you do your little plans. He leaned into your touches and moved his head to the side grabbing you by the wrist and placing a kiss on it.

Your face slightly heats up from his affection towards you. This is failing, he should be the one to blush and not the other way around.

"hold still or I have to take stricter measures!"

Boothill furrowed his eyebrows and looked at you a little confused but plays along with you.

"is that so y/n darling? Watcha got in petto." And here he started grinning again and giving your wrist more kisses. You gasped "the prey is trying to charm me, im repeating the prey is trying to charm me I need to move to step 3!"

Boothill let out a deep chuckle again and buries his face deeper in your hands.

"mhm and what is yer step 3?"

"a secret! A full missionary secret!"

Step 3: face cuddles and kisses

You almost failed the operation but you planned everything of course and this next step will totally make him flustered. He won't take the advantage anymore this is your guide and attack of how to give boothill proper affection.

You are slowly using your secret weapon for this. You took a deep breath, placing your hands onto his shoulders. Leaning towards his face and then pressing your cheek against his one. He raises a brow and wraps one of his arms around you and with his other hand he touches your free cheek.

With this position you begin to rub your cheek gently against his and cuddle his face. Smiling proudly and pressing now the other side to rub yours with his as well.

His hand moves to your hair, stroking and playing with it while you do the face cuddling.

"Why yer being so cute today? What's with all these touches on me? Missed me that much, have ya?" Without answering him only humming you move to step 4!

Step 4: ultimate kisses

It is time...for the real weapon...the one everyone would fear...the ultimate kisses.

A huge grin appears on your face, pulling away from rubbing your cheeks against boothills.

You grab again his pretty precious face in your hands. "Are you ready for this Boothill?" He tilts his head lazily and stares into your eyes. Giving you a wide smile again that reveals his sharp teeths.

"ready for anything love."

And with that you start to place kisses all over his face. First off starting to kiss his forehead, moving down to his eyebrows, nose and then cheeks.

Kissing his chin and then you spot his lips and place the ultimate kiss on his lips.

"my my~ look at my dear being the sweetest."

Satisfied with your operation you roll away from him and happily yell "mission completed!!"

But little did you know that boothill will not let you go so easily after that. A shadow appeared in front of you.

"where do yer think ya goin huh? Now we will play my game my sweet prey."

Okay but the end wasn't planned! Now you need to try to escape from him. Time to move to step 5- well actually it has no use anyway there is no way you can escape his hungry eyes.

Upsies.

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The council has decided he's getting mon-chan back >:)

♡♡♡

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Уже середина весны, а значит пора рисовать что-то миленькое

Держите и наслаждайтесь прекрасной парой🙌✨

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Don't you ever just???

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Waiting the bus (surprise under the cut)

They wait the bus together, Tenko waits for Izuku after school. They became friends because of AllMight Keychains and they never stopped talking after that

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Him him him him him him him

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Studies of the king ✨

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"You guys play too rough, I'm taking him home!!!"

working through my Big Feelings about the recent chapter(s)

but it basically all boils down to this XD

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Mafia Boss Tomura.🍷 "Kneel before your King."

Don't repost

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I like drawing him in cute stuff (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)

Baby boy <3

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Redraw of this panel

But i add my little stuff again :)

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