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Staying by Ali Shapiro

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from Autopsy by Donte Collins

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just made a big and hard and scary decision that has consequences that also feel big and hard and scary but i least i decided and that is a pretty new (and big and hard and scary) thing for me. anyway letting myself live in this choice and feel joy and not think too hard on the loss that comes with it but just hard enough.

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Joy Sullivan, from “On Days I Hate My Body, I Remember Redwoods”, Instructions for Traveling West

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today i am very tired. worked a server shift and tomorrow waking up early to drive to santa cruz and work at my old farm job❤️ time to make tomorrow’s lunch

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what the heck

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-Anaïs Nin, 1939

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Joy Sullivan, “Before”, Instructions for Traveling West

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art will save you, being unreasonably passionate about something niche will save you, letting past sources of joy show you the way back to yourself will save you, earnestness over composure will save you, the natural world will save you, caring for something bigger than yourself will save you, daring to be seen will save you, kindness not as a whim but a principle will save you, appreciation as a practice will save you, daring to try something new will save you, grounding will save you, love will save you, one good nights sleep will save you

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henry miller and golden gate park and biking then pizza and kombucha then dolores park and tall can then rest

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jadyn is funny and i can’t believe i was at casanova

(very believable)

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