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They always choose someone else, and I always let them.

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I‘m a very observant person. So if you think I didn’t notice, I did. I just decided to keep quiet.

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Mentally somewhere else

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getting turned on by being understood

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Everyone has a different perception of you in their heads and that is literally so scary and stressful like don’t think of me

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— william wordsworth (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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of course i understand, i always understand

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i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

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We don’t speak anymore, but I hope you’re doing well.

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