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Water Garden Cottage

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emotions aren’t masculine or feminine. they’re human. normalize them.

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reblog this to have a Happy Wildcat New Year™

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How do you come up with songs?

Lucid dreams. A lot of music I do write over time, but it's very common for me to dream of melodies. I would have these visions of what the songs were supposed to look or sound like, they came to me in the form of colors, places, people or words. Sometimes all of those things. The words always followed by a melody. I recall a dream where there was fire. I was in a small, very dark club, & there was this black guy in a black suit & fedora standing next to a small stage with purple lighting, I was approaching him & his lips were moving, he was speaking to me. But I don't remember everything he said. I can only recall he'd asked me if I wanted to perform, he offered me monetary payment in return, & I hesitantly said yeah. He gave me the stage & the music I played wasn't mine. At all. It was beautiful, but it wasn't mine. The words weren't mine, but they came out of my mouth, I knew the lyrics. Then people who were dressed provocatively entered the club & that's when it started to catch fire, everyone was dancing. It's like they didn't even notice or care what was happening. They were confined there. I saw the flames so I tried to leave the stage & yell to them that it was on fire, but I couldn't, I couldn't leave. I was forced to keep singing & watch odd colored people sway & contort about, my body wouldn't do anything else. That same guy was standing off to the side watching me the whole time, he knew we were burning, he looked as if he were the one in control, the one who'd caused chaos to occur, my flesh felt weird - like needles prickling the surface, barely piercing but it didn't hurt, then I woke up. I'd still remembered the chorus to the song, that was the only part I did remember & I made a song out of it. The song is still on my laptop, I recorded it. Multiple files lay around of music that I made that isn't from my brain. I showed my mom some of it before it was finished at the time there were no words put to the instrumentals yet. Most of the time, I can remember lyrics or melodies after waking up & I'd create the song. I have no knowledge of where the ideas come from, they just come to me. It's like a creative gift, or being under the influence of another person's subconscious. It's been happening for years.

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[Tranquility: the quality or state of being tranquil; calm]

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Rilakkuma snow sculpture ♡

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That bass nasty af

You are very talented and are so very pretty!!! Would love to hear more music! One of a kind boy-♥️

Thank you. We're working on an album, it's nearly finished, most songs are recorded, mixed, mastered, all that's left is mixing & mastering the last four. Only rough demos til then.

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Ew this made me have flashbacks to a guy in my art class in senior year of hs that barely knew me but literally asked if I could suck his thing because I have full lips. Let’s just say the principal found out and he got in trouble. My sister hated him too. This song is giving that fuckboy rapper vibe, men are something 🙄🙄🙄 your song is ass

what do you think of this new music video. new artist, is this a vibe or?…. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G9X-i6oJGN8

4th Dimension (demo)

I mess with the production & instrumental, it's got kind of a 90s vibe, which I really like, as a 90s baby. It's a pretty well executed video for a demo. Lyrically, though, it's not my thing, there was a part like "she's feining for dick" where I stopped listening. The obligatory misogynistic lyrics for the sake of being "cool" will make me pass on an artist's music entirely. I have completely already forgotten about whatever you or they were saying cause that took me out of my immersion. You could be rapping or singing about some heavy, relatable shit, but when it gets to a point where you detour & it's sexualizing women, if you don't have anything interesting to talk about, why talk? Y'know?

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Awwh wanna see the others ◖⁠⚆⁠ᴥ⁠⚆⁠◗

hoe hoe hoeeeeee/j

merry christmas to you, your 16 cats, and your family 🧑‍🎄💫😄🌟

Sixteen cats. 😂 Snickers is offended. "Bitch, please."

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Merry Xmas ⛄☃️

Merry Christmas, & if I'm not back by then have a happy new year.

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Just found your blog please don't leave!

I haven't gone for good yet, I'm so sorry you came after I lost interest in this app. For the sake of what my blog used to be, please enjoy this (drunken) new (unmastered) demo by my band. Full song will be up in the near future.

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MY BROTHER IN CHRIST, DID YOU GET THE ✨ FLOCKED 🎄 ✨ YET 😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️

1. Hi. No. Wanted to but minds were changed (as in wife didn't want to). We did redecorate, though, cause like I said, I low-key disliked the previous decorations.

2. Excuse my lazy photography. I'll probably update this after other rooms are finished & show more.

Left: General function area, all family events take place in this area. We gather & watch TV, have sleepovers, parties etc here. Switched out the pillows for holiday themed ones. & moved the manger set to the mantle, put out our stockings & nutcrackers. Right: connected wet bar.

We moved the Christmas village to the kitchen countertops & put more nutcrackers in their previous place. Edit: Deleted the cats' photobombing, I can't ever do anything in peace, lol. 🙊

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I love men. I'm half man myself on my dad's side

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haters will see a winter enjoyer and say "why are you going outside it's cold and boring" and not even see the beauty in desolation and stillness 🙄

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hey

guess what

you’re so close to surviving this year

you can make it

i’m so proud that you’re still here

keep going buddy

i love you