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I Don’t Feel Safe.

I Don’t Know What To Do.

They Say, "Tell Someone When You’re Bullied

They’ll Keep You Safe."

But No One Ever Follows Through

I Speak

I’m Ignored.

I’m Hated.

Called A Liar.

Told My Pain

Doesn’t Count

Doesn’t Matter.

So I Go To School Exhausted,

New Bruises Hidden Under Sleeves,

New Wounds Tucked Beneath My Lies.

I Keep My Mouth Shut.

For Why Would I Speak

When The Truth Just Dies

It’s Hard To Breathe.

Hard To Talk

Hard To Think

Yet Hardest Still To Believe He'll Stop.

He Beats Me.

He Breaks Me.

He Steals My Money,

My Voice,

My Youth.

Yet They Say,

"He Doesn’t Mean It."

"He Loves You."

"He’s Your Friend."

"He’s All That Matters."

Because My Bully Is My Father.

And No One Cares.

For A Father's Hands Should Lift Not Land

Should Mend Not Break

Should Hold Not Hate

A Father Should Be Caring.

A Father Should Be Kind.

A Father’s Cruelty

Should Have A Reason,

A Limit,

A Line.

But Mine Only Hates.

Mine Only Hurts.

Mine Takes And Takes

And Takes.

Mine Leaves Me Hollow

Leaves Me Cracked

Leaves Me Broken

Begging For A Dawn

That Will Never Come

I Wish My Life Were Normal.

But He Stole That Too.

And Without My Bully,

Maybe I’d Have Lived

Instead Of Just Survived.

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An Aranea I commissioned from @mikkythehamster. love how she came out!!

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Reblog if you support asexuals and aren’t a COWARD

RB if your blog is a safe, accepting space for asexuals!

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let me tell you about homestuck

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Despite every moment of life being indescribably precious and a wondrous mystery, I will spend it caring about dividends and how many rental properties I have.

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its free pass day on this riiiight

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I'm 5'7 too and yall can also steal a foot from me

I wish I could steal the hight of other transfems. I like being a tall girl! But I’m only 5’10. Sigh.

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I asked my followers on Twitter to give me homestuck ships to draw, and Arafef was the first suggestion :D

❤️🩷🫧

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Reblog if it’s ok for people to give you $599.99

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IF YOU ARE UNMARRIED, DON'T HAVE KIDS, AND HATE YOUR PARENTS PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD HAVE A FUCKING WILL

this has been a public service announcement from your friendly neighborhood probate lawyer

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bonus! aradia wip

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Quietly losing my mind over the fact that Elon Musk has straight up orchestrated a coup of our executive branch and like....I don't even know what, if any, system we have in place to fix this. Like... He's just taken control of the money and locked out the actual appointed officials. What the fuck.

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And they were girlfriend, oh my god they were girlfriend

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heartbreaking:

girl has sooooooo many ambitions and ideas for projects but can only get 1.5 basic tasks done per day

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day 29

how we doin arafef nation

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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god