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Love them

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Finish the doomsday yaoi

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"Hell has followed us onto Earth, and I am the monster that has brought it forth." 🌟

From the book Hell Followed With Us by Andrew Joseph White

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shaking like a wet cat. hell followed with us save me save me hell followed with us

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love seeing someone reblog my hfwu post that got semi popular then going to their blog and seeing a large quantity of hfwu posts in short succession. and i Know you just got in too deep and are trying to consume all the fandom content at once because the book encompassed you for the time being. it’s hilarious i see it all the time. Ah. Yep. someone just finished the book that Changed me and it probably Changed them too. hope they’re having a good night going down the hfwu tag.

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i get why the religious trauma made it near impossible for nick to grapple with his feelings for benji for a long time, but he started protecting benji the MOMENT he stepped into the cafe and i’ll never get over that. however he justified it at the time, whether he needed to convince himself he was protecting a monster or not, benji became his first priority the second he laid eyes on him. i’m rolling on the ground sick about it actually

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listen i understand that theo is objectively deranged but i have a soft spot the size of texas for him and i have to live with that every day

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a recent mixed media piece inspired by reformation church from hell followed with us!

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trying to reupload this PART 2 i mostly live on Instagram but thought i'd share my hfwu + tsbit fanart onto tumblr as well (I'm insane about this book)

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a recent mixed media piece inspired by reformation church from hell followed with us!

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my draft bin is such a dark place rn

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power coupling at its finest

one of my favorite things about nick's love for benji is how he's always just there. if benji needs to pull down his mask and throw up, nick is standing quietly next to him to block him from sight. if benji needs to take out an entire death squad for vengeance, nick is there with a pistol covering his flank. if benji's hair is falling in his face nick is pinning it back with bobby pins. if benji's skin is falling off the bone nick is bandaging his arms to hold him together. words fail him so often, but this expression of love he can do. when benji needs him, he will be there. and he always is.

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Ive recently finished reading Hell Followed With Us by Andrew White and its really moved me. I just had to draw something inspired by his works because I love seeing more trans specific horror out there!

If you like body horror, apocalypse themes or great trans and autistic rep i highly recommend check out his books !

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i too need someone to teach me how to make bead lizards and sit beside me while i fight off the monstrous force slowly consuming me from the inside out

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constantly revisiting that moment of impact when nick is watching seraph in new nazareth and realizes all at once that he’s deeply in love with benji and has been for a long time. thinking about andrew joseph white's portrayal of autistic love and how difficult it can be to identify until it hits you all at once and refuses to be ignored. losing my mind over how horrifically in love nick and benji are and how nick’s struggle to recognize and name that love doesn’t make it less real or present. pondering…………………..

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one of my favorite things about nick's love for benji is how he's always just there. if benji needs to pull down his mask and throw up, nick is standing quietly next to him to block him from sight. if benji needs to take out an entire death squad for vengeance, nick is there with a pistol covering his flank. if benji's hair is falling in his face nick is pinning it back with bobby pins. if benji's skin is falling off the bone nick is bandaging his arms to hold him together. words fail him so often, but this expression of love he can do. when benji needs him, he will be there. and he always is.

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