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You weren't "kidnapped off the street", you were recruited into our community. You're not being "held against your will", you're being protected from your own bad impulses. You're certainly not being "brainwashed", you're just being shown the truth. You're definitely not being "turned into a sex slave for my perverted desires", you're being shown your true place and purpose in this world.

I don't know where you got all those silly ideas from. Clearly you need more time in the truth room.

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how i took my Master's virginity

sex addicted sub whos been through way too many relationships that have all ended in heartbreak. shes desperate for any sort of connection, no matter how brutal or sadistic. she constantly fantasizes about being kidnapped, raped, and enslaved. she prays that she can find someone, anyone, who can give her a fraction of the abuse and torture she so desires

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dom whos super inexperienced and way in over their head. despite being much older than the sub, they've never had sex before. but from watching porn, they know they have a sadistic side. they want to hurt people so bad, they just have no idea how or where to look for someone whod be into that sort of thing.

the two meet on a lesbian dating app. and almost immediately, they blossom into a relationship. but the poor dom is so clueless and inexperienced that they have no idea what to do. the sub sighs, and she asks the dom to force her to eat them out. she wants to be pressured into it, against her will. threatened, and beaten if she doesn't comply.

it was the first time they've ever had sex with someone, and it felt so good. she's breathing heavily, cum on her face as she gets off to being degraded. the two kiss.

"make me yours" she says. "own me, completely and entirely. i want to be your slave"

they're taken aback. they're unsure what this even means. she pauses. is she moving to fast? awkward conversations, sex drunk giggles, and the adrenaline of a first time all mix together in a rush of all sorts of different emotions. not entirely understanding, but willing to learn for her, they say yes.

"fine. ill make you my slave. and that means you have to do everything i say, right?"

she shivers. "y-yes, Master"

"eat me out again, slave" they growl, beginning to realize how much they enjoy this.

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blood pact -

kneeling in front of Him as He crouches down, blade in hand, and turns my wrists up to face Him

my hollow acceptance that i deserve this, He reminds me that good girls suffer for Daddy

tears streaking my face as He digs line after line into the pale skin i hold there for Him

blood spills from my body, draining any final futile resistance with it

His hands, covered in my blood, set aside the knife in favor of His Collar ive been waiting for, am desperate for

the lock clicks on His Collar around my neck now, harshly framed by His red handprints

im His, He says, you cant go back on blood pacts, He says

i smile softly at Him before the faint comes for me and He catches me

His, He says

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Look, don't touch!

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Making airplane noises so you can open up and let daddy fuck your mouth

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ty for being my favorite sex fantasy inspo.

you're welcome! glad my trauma is useful for something 🧡

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Romanticize parallel playing but instead of parallel play we SH together and have matching scars, same place same depth same cutting utensil, don't worry if one of us can't get deep enough, we'll help each other out... I can still be harmless with these thoughts, right? I promise my intentions are only the best <3

I'll give you stars like mine and you can give me your favorites too

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just uploaded two new chapters of Rosary of Thorns to ao3! i made some cover art of Rosa to celebrate!

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I got a new box of thumb tacks, want to be my pincushion

nice! can i borrow one? im weird. i like barcoding with thumb tacks instead of knives

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attending nyc gay pride 2007, photography by efrain john gonzalez

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long time mutual found this blog, time to die 😭

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you spend so much of your life fucking suicidal and at the end of the day you're just supposed to not die. you lie on the bed and all you can think about is dying and you're just not supposed to do it. imagine having the kind of energy inside you it takes to want to kill yourself, and you're just supposed to let it dissipate. let it melt into the fucking sheets. you can't keep doing that without losing a little of your mind in the process.

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um sorry for moaning when you stabbed me. it's been a really long time since anyone touched me like that

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You'd be a real cute slave I'll give you that

thank you! :3

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i need to be a slave

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