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people are so used to online content being curated for their consumption that they forget tumblr isn’t like that… this is my diary. I don’t post for other people. if you find the stuff I post depressing or annoying or too much or u don’t agree or whatever whatever…. that’s fine it’s not For You? it’s for me. there is no audience I’m performing for. feel free to unfollow me if u don’t like, I’m not a carefully crafted online persona I’m a real person

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HAH, imagine…

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i am plagued by silly character loving thoughts

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i made a uquiz to find out what kind of gf you are

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Unfortunately the way to leave the house is just to do it. You gotta put on some bad eyeliner and go to the club alone and talk to no one and get too drunk and cry all the way home because you're so useless. And then you wake up the next day and realize, "Oh, I guess that wasn't so bad." Maybe you do it a few more times just to get the lesson to really stick. And then you're free. Then you can do anything.

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so, I saw someone doing this before, but in that version you had to tag people and so it became a chain post. so, basically a person’s favourite colour, animal, and favourite ice cream flavour tells a lot about them.

i.e mine is white, cat, and vanilla. so put in the tags what’s yours ✧

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study tips to remember as we inevitably have (mini) breakdowns and burnouts during the semester

- plan out the entire day the night before; set out the next day's clothes and envision the day ahead.

- studies have shown that if we plan out the day, it eliminates the fear of the unknown, reducing the fight or flight response so we can stay calm, collected, and focused.

- exercise twice: once early in the morning to get the day's momentum started and once in the evening to de-stress

- use timers to set hard deadlines for each task

- take mini breaks after each task

- during the breaks, don't scroll through social media or websites; instead, lay your head down and blank out the mind.

- eat healthy meals and try not to consume too much sugar or added fats. post-lunch blood sugar spikes are absolutely brutal.

- GO TO OFFICE HOURS to build and maintain connections with professors.

- practice active recall: don't just read through the study notes; quiz yourself and try to each an imaginary student the concepts

- study (only!!!) 30 minutes for each class every single day to retain the information learned that day, on top of the necessary homework and assignments

- TIME MANAGEMENT IS KEY. you can maintain an active social life while being on top of everything academically by using every spare minute to work on assignments, homework, studying, etc.

- remember: it might be stressful now, but imagine the peace and comfort 5-10 years from now as you're in your dream career, reminiscing and thanking your past self for making the sacrifice and working so damn hard to get to where you are.

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From my rotting body,

Flowers shall grow

And I in them,

And that is eternity.

— Edvard Munch

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❥   𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍     [   𝐀   𝐒𝐘𝐌𝐁𝐎𝐋   𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄   ]  .

designed  for  muses  with  a  bit  of  unresolved  tension between  them ,   but  can  be  used  for  any  circumstances you  see  fit !!  

♡   𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄  :    add   ‘  + 🔁  ’   to  reverse  the  roles .

📖  :    my  muse  discovers  your  muse  reading  a  diary  entry  that  my  muse  wrote  about  yours .

💅  :    your  muse  paints  my  muse’s  nails .

🚿  :    my  muse  accidentally  moans  while  your  muse  washes  their  hair .

👕  :    your  muse  helps  my  muse  get  dressed  after  my  muse  sustains  an  injury  or  illness .

🛏️  :    our  muses  are  forced  by  circumstance  to  share  a  bed  for  the  night .

🧼  :    your  muse  bathes  mine  after  my  muse  sustains  an  injury  or  illness .

🙏  :    our  muses’  hands  brush  as  they  walk  side  by  side .

💢  :    your  muse  picks  mine  up   &   carries  them  over  their  shoulder .

👁️  :    your  muse  is  watching  mine  sleep ,   when  my  muse  suddenly  wakes  up   &   catches  them .

🚬  :    my  muse  steals  a  cigarette   (   or lollipop   )   from  your  muse   &   puts  it  in  their  mouth .

🎐  :    our  muses  slow  dance  together .

🧦  :    your  muse  walks  in  on  my  muse  changing  clothes .

🎀  :   your  muse  brushes  my  muse’s  hair .

💍  :    our  muses  are  mistaken  for  a  couple  by  someone  else .

👔  :    your  muse  notices  that  my  muse’s  shirt  is  open   &   goes  to  ‘  fix  it  ’ .

👗  :    my  muse  sees  yours  all  dressed  up .

🪑  :    my  muse  is   ‘  forced  ’   to  sit  on  your  muse’s  lap   (   due  to  a  lack  of  chairs ,   faulty seatbelt ,  etc .   )

🍆  :    your  muse  makes  a  suggestive  joke  but  my  muse  actually  acts  on  it . 

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saw some tiktoks making fun of girls who want to wear revealing clothes in public while in a relationship and I just want to say if you love her and she loves you why do you care. "what if another guy tries to get intimate with her" just kill him? what happened to chivalry

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I am so tired…

Hungry…

Exhausted…

And I feel like a complete failure.

I fail to study. I cant even stay awake.

Everyday I barely eat.

I am so sad

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I don’t want to answer emails I want to make breakfast in a sunny kitchen with the radio playing and drink coffee in the sun

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I wonder…

Am i doing somethint wrong?

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Leavemealoneleave me alone leave me aloneleavemealone

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Me at work today:

Me: *Standing at cash register. Greets customer.

Me: Heyo!

Customer: Heyy. How are you doing today? :))

Me: Remembers what happened in Math class**

Me: *Extreme guilt, self hatred, depression, fear, anger, and panic arises*

Me: Uh... I'm doing good. Thank you. Anyways-