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[boyfiejay]

THIS.

Don't fall into the propaganda and get to each other's throats, we're both the victims here.

Absolutely dystopian how they're preparing us for a potential war by organizing mock drills all over the country and the way people are celebrating and clapping hands like it's a fucking cricket match just tells me that the average Indian population has a brain as dense as a blackhole because wdym y'all still don't realise that not everything is solved by war which often leads to unnecessary suffering and death of innocent people who have nothing to do with the neo-fascist political agendas at play.

"There are no other options" Boy do I have news for you.

[boyfiejay]

Both of our government is shit but please please stay safe. Let's not point fingers and blame each other when it's no one's fault. Atleast not the fault of innocent people.

Please stay safe, and let's not loose our lives in a meaningless war.

to all my desi people; i know these times are tough with the war being declared n all and its scary af but please try to stay indoors and stay SAFE most importantly!! i know this is scary but our grandparents survived the '71 war and we can survive this one! Our governments suck but please try to refrain from hate towards the civilians of the opposing nations, its not their fault please help each other in the time of need and stay safe<333

[boyfiejay]

Hey yoonie I hope you're fine, happy late birthday :))

I just wanted to know when you're coming back,... Why have you gone on a hiatus?? (just curious)

hello nonie :)) thank you <33. It's been a long time since this is sitting in my inbox, sorry for the late reply 😞

Also this is the reason why I left

(TW!!! hate msgs and r@pe threats)

I can't organise these photos since I'm on web (I've deleted the app for about 6 months now)

I can't comprehend how a person can make such insensitive comments to someone else... all because they said no (to a fanfic no less)

I don't know when or if I'll be coming back to blr, I hope you and the rest of my followers understand. I love y'all lots and please be kind to others 🫶🏻

[boyfiejay]

yoonie i've literally been dead but i have not forgotten about you, i miss you so much and i hope everything's going well for you! i heard you recently turned 17, happy birthday my love! i'm sorry for not responding quickly or at all... oopsie, love you lots MWAH!

vanya :(( imy my babie </33

It's fine I was kinda dead too, life has been... happening you can say. I'm going to college soon (WHAT??) and yeah it's just been a lot...

Everything's fine and I hope it is for you too (sending you luck 🍀🍀)

I love you too mwah 😞🫶🏻

[boyfiejay]

Guess who turned 17 😈

My final year papers are going on and tmr is Chem 🥲 I'm going to be free of hs soon🗣‼️

[boyfiejay]

Love.

PARING : Park Sunghoon x gn Reader

GENRE : fluff

Warning : no dialogues, reader is down bad but aren't we all

Word Count : 0.5k

Author's Note : I'm not coming back I'm sorry, still on hiatus but I just needed to write this

Do you ever cry because you love someone so much?  

That was a question you wondered every time you watched a rom-com, you always wondered what it would feel like. To love someone so much, you miss them when they're right in front of you. 

Seeing your parents slow dance in the kitchen, not playing any music to not wake up the kids. That's what love was for you. 

The silent actions, so subtle you almost miss it, almost. But when you realize, it makes you love the person so much more. 

You always wondered if you'll find a love like that, that would make you look at a person with lovesick eyes. 

And you think 'it is possible'  everytime you look at Sunghoon. It is possible to love someone so much, you cry at the mere thought of how much you love them. 

It was a shame really, because Sunghoon was an intimidating person. But people who were close to him knew he was the kindest soul ever. 

It always baffled you when people said they were intimidated by your boyfriend, when he would cling to you at any opportunity. 

People called him an introvert, that he was shy. But you knew, he never shut up. 

You found love in the small things, because he wasn't the type to say things out loud. But you didn't mind it, because he made sure to make you feel loved every moment. 

You found love in the shy eye contacts, lingering touches and his smile. 

God, his smile. 

Sunghoon bragged how he could make you smile, but it wasn't because he was funny, but just his smile was so infectious. And he knew, he knew how you suddenly quiet down and stare at him smiling stupidly. 

Sunghoon was easy to love. He was gentle, kind and attentive. You felt safe with him. He listened to your words and paid more attention to your silence. 

He would open his arms and he wouldn't have to say anything, you would go without hesitation. 

Sometimes you find yourself overwhelmed with your feelings. You were the outspoken one in your relationship, and yet 'I love you'  couldn't explain your love for him. 

So many words and you couldn't find a single one to explain how much he means to you, maybe you'll spend your life trying to show him your love. 

And he'll stay right by your side until the end. Maybe you'll never find those words, but that's okay, he already knows. 

Sunghoon to you, was like the winter sun. Someone who filled your life with warmth in times you needed it the most. 

Love to you was gentle, passionate yet soft and loving. Love, to you, was like coming home after a long day and finding yourself in his arms. 

You crave his presence in the most innocent form. You crave waking up with him, you crave kissing his forehead after a rough day, you crave him.

You never realized how much he felt like home to you, until you missed him. Until you were alone and thought 'he should've been here'. He felt like home, you wanted to experience all of your ups and down and adventures with him. 

He was your home and you, you were homesick without him.

[boyfiejay]

Love.

PARING : Park Sunghoon x gn Reader

GENRE : fluff

Warning : no dialogues, reader is down bad but aren't we all

Word Count : 0.5k

Author's Note : I'm not coming back I'm sorry, still on hiatus but I just needed to write this

Do you ever cry because you love someone so much?  

That was a question you wondered every time you watched a rom-com, you always wondered what it would feel like. To love someone so much, you miss them when they're right in front of you. 

Seeing your parents slow dance in the kitchen, not playing any music to not wake up the kids. That's what love was for you. 

The silent actions, so subtle you almost miss it, almost. But when you realize, it makes you love the person so much more. 

You always wondered if you'll find a love like that, that would make you look at a person with lovesick eyes. 

And you think 'it is possible'  everytime you look at Sunghoon. It is possible to love someone so much, you cry at the mere thought of how much you love them. 

It was a shame really, because Sunghoon was an intimidating person. But people who were close to him knew he was the kindest soul ever. 

It always baffled you when people said they were intimidated by your boyfriend, when he would cling to you at any opportunity. 

People called him an introvert, that he was shy. But you knew, he never shut up. 

You found love in the small things, because he wasn't the type to say things out loud. But you didn't mind it, because he made sure to make you feel loved every moment. 

You found love in the shy eye contacts, lingering touches and his smile. 

God, his smile. 

Sunghoon bragged how he could make you smile, but it wasn't because he was funny, but just his smile was so infectious. And he knew, he knew how you suddenly quiet down and stare at him smiling stupidly. 

Sunghoon was easy to love. He was gentle, kind and attentive. You felt safe with him. He listened to your words and paid more attention to your silence. 

He would open his arms and he wouldn't have to say anything, you would go without hesitation. 

Sometimes you find yourself overwhelmed with your feelings. You were the outspoken one in your relationship, and yet 'I love you'  couldn't explain your love for him. 

So many words and you couldn't find a single one to explain how much he means to you, maybe you'll spend your life trying to show him your love. 

And he'll stay right by your side until the end. Maybe you'll never find those words, but that's okay, he already knows. 

Sunghoon to you, was like the winter sun. Someone who filled your life with warmth in times you needed it the most. 

Love to you was gentle, passionate yet soft and loving. Love, to you, was like coming home after a long day and finding yourself in his arms. 

You crave his presence in the most innocent form. You crave waking up with him, you crave kissing his forehead after a rough day, you crave him.

You never realized how much he felt like home to you, until you missed him. Until you were alone and thought 'he should've been here'. He felt like home, you wanted to experience all of your ups and down and adventures with him. 

He was your home and you, you were homesick without him.

[boyfiejay]

I miss writing sm... Me after robbing my broke brother bcs of rakhi :

Also ehm... kinda face reveal..?

EYEBROWS RAHH 🔥🔥

[boyfiejay]

hii sweetie !!

I know it's difficult getting back into writing when the circumstances are not well with life but don't worryyy

Come rant to me whenever you want!! I'm always here for my fellow writers cause life is honestly sometimes very unfair.

And yes, my man is treating me soooo well. I'll tell you about him another time for sureee

I'll be here waiting for more masterpieces from you. Love you :)

rony <333

Hi ml <33

tysm I really needed that tbh :( I've been an emotional wreck the past month due to a number of things happening in my family recently, so my mind couldn't even come up with any ideas

That's great to hear!! You can also rant to me whenever bae (also tell me if he hurts you ill beat him up frfr 🫵🏻/jk) Ily2 Rony tysm :((

[boyfiejay]

IMPORTANT!

TW : hate msgs, decreasing mental health

I honestly don't know what to say, I'm so tired. I've been getting hate asks continuously for the past week, everytime I open blr I keep seeing these asks despite me blocking them (asks were anonymous). And as much as i would like to ignore them, it's just talking a toll on my mental health.

I seriously can't comprehend why people are so sensitive, I don't want to take asks is that so hard to understand? I deleted them, blocked them but yet they keep sending me these asks. My motivation to write is the lowest it has ever been, I have zero ideas in my head.

Due to all of this, I'm taking a break. This is a hiatus announcement. I'm sorry to everyone that we're looking forward to my new posts, but i just cant take it anymore.

I will return in full swing soon, I promise. But for now I'm done. I will come by once in a while, do send me asks if you want to talk!

Tagging my moots :

@star-sim @jlheon @ashtxrie @enhagvrl @boyfhee @yenqa @pshcomforts @hoes4hoseok <33

[boyfiejay]

I Ms wrote my first ever story on here I’m quite proud but I’m scared ppl won’t like it like actually very very scared (the lack of confidence I have is stressing😭)

I honestly don't know if you'll like my answer to this, but I honestly started writing and posting here bcz I love writing and wanted feedback, to improve and write even better

Honestly I didn't think that I would grow to have so many followers (which isn't much tbh but still above my expectations) Don't be so scared, there will always be people who appreciate art.

I say post it, ik it seems scary as to how you'll do compared to big accs but do it because you like to write, not for higher number of notes or to be a popular acc. All that matters is that you are confident in yourself!!

I'm sorry if this isn't the answer you were expecting!!

[boyfiejay]

I love my girlfriend

PAIRING : Enhypen hyung line x female Youtuber! Reader

GENRE : fluff, bullet point

Warning : curse words, me rizzing up the reader😔

Word Count : 0.9k overall

Author's Note : this was long overdue☝🏻

Heeseung ☆

you're one of those underrated artists, that are underrated due to one sole reason

it's better to gatekeep a talented artist

yk the way some fans get sad that their favourites are now on everyone's fyp

yeah your fandom in a nutshell

they also thirst over you non stop

I mean you are stunning, gorgeous, beautiful, enchanting

just date me pookie

you used to be a youtuber before the music career fyi

imagine your fans' dilemma (dimension?) when you say out of nowhere that you have a bf

‘guys, my boyfriend sent me this :D’

and it's a silly picture of two cats or smtg

like your fans are fighting a fucking war on twt

and you are like cuddling with hee, listening to unreleased songs

you have no clue of what's going on

meanwhile heeseung…

he's ready to fight the war

posts a picture of you kissing his cheek on your insta story

he makes sure that only 1/4th of his face is visible

to keep his identity anonymous yk

…

your fans find his acc in 15 mins

he panics definitely 😭

tells you his innuendo after you wake up

and you're just like

‘yeah ok, sure’

WHY ARE YOU SO CHILL??

your boyfriend is getting deep fried on twt and you're like ‘el oh el’

dw your fans mean no harm

after a while they're like

‘they're cute tgt ig 😒’

Jay ☆

you're like a cooking channel

STAY W ME IK IT SOUNDS BASIC

you're like a blogger who blew up one day

because you're just soso pretty😻

alright anyways, your channel is focused around learning to cook

it's so chaotic sometimes

bcz you don't know shit about cooking

sorry if you do, let's pretend you don't >.<!!

you have almost killed yourself a dozen times

at some point people are like

‘??? how is she alive’

all thanks to your almost professional chef boyfriend

but no one has to know that ;)

anyways on like a milestone or something, you decide to cook blindfolded

bae you can barely cook with eyes open

your followers are concerned bro

like their blood pressure is rising by the minute

and like a holy light in the midst of the darkness

Jay stepped in, to save you from killing yourself fr this time

Your fans are seriously jumping around, squealing bcz he's just so soft and gentle to you :(((

but then they snap out and pretend to be angry

and you're like ‘meet my boyfie :3’

jk your fans love you two

like almost obsessed

also they're always sliding in Jay's dms

like I get it mans fine af but he's also taken

and also absolutely whipped for you 🤭

it's your world and we're just living in it…

Jake ☆

you are a gamer/streamer

your whole fan base is delusional

like so delusional, there are like hundreds and thousands of accounts claiming to be your bf/gf

but the iconic one ‘ynsboyfie’ is everywhere

like that acc is the most iconic thing in your lore

they are always there, no news of yours goes past them

always donating in your streams

and one day…

you forget to log in your priv acc

so your official acc has the comment

‘babe, you're so sweet ☹️🩷’

replying to ‘YNSBOYFIE’

???

oh your fans are livid

jokingly ofc

or maybe not

everyone on twt is like

‘who is this bitch???’

everyone hoping for his downfall

then you drop his pic

THE SWITCH UP IS INSANE

‘oh, oh, he's fiiine😏’

like I can't blame them, that's jake

but still they're supposed to be your fans

fucking snitches

my bae, pookum shmookum I would never

your fans love him

but also bully him calling him a lewser

hes so down bad he had a fan page for you

i dont blame him, i too would fangirl over you 😼

Sunghoon ☆

you're like a fitness channel

like those ones that have insane challenges

and your famous in people who have no interest in working out too

your face reveal went so viral, almost every single person knew your face

also your workouts (even tho deadly) always work so fast

people are in love with your figure and just you in general

you also upload mini vlogs once in a while

in these vlogs people noticed someone always being around you and in the back of the frame

at first they were like

‘obsessed fan😨’

but then they saw you laughing along with him in another clip

from the small clips, people couldn't see his face (bcz it's blurred) but omg the figure

the biceps, the buff and tall guy immediately steals everyone hearts

it's obvious from the clips that you're close with him

so naturally you are asked who he is and you just laugh

???

people are losing their minds woman

and you're just like ‘hehe’

they continue seeing him in your vlogs and in one clip you could see him putting his hands on your waist while you squat

you have no reaction to that

but twt…

he's getting dragged even though half of the people have no clue what's going on

you decide to take matter in your hands

and post this

with the caption ‘he's my boyfriend everyone :3’

the internet breaks

Sunghoon doesn't do his face reveal for a long time js bcz he doesn't feel like it yk

but when he does

good lord…

your fans love him

they also love how he glares at people who look at you the wrong way

you never notice that for some reason

[boyfiejay]

Cold bf Enhypen when there gf starts to act distant ?

I have mentioned in my rules that asks are closed...

Although I intend to open my asks again and complete these requests, but please stop sending me asks. It's very pressurising considering I have absolutely no motivation to write.

I will write your ask, I promise.

[boyfiejay]

I'm in love with Jay's high note in lucifer..🥹

Lucifer

Fatal trouble

Teeth

Scream

OMG what r ur rankings for memorabilia mines :

lucifer

fatal trouble

scream

teeth

[boyfiejay]

Joining!! @star-sim @enhagvrl @pshcomforts @hoes4hoseok

CELESTIAL BALLET — an okwonyo event

there is a legend about a ballerina .. who lived 3000 years ago and who loved ballet so much, that her soul turned into a music box after her lips let escape her very last breath. she spins and spins; nourishing herself with love stories and music— don’t you want to make her spin as well?

terms and conditions

first › follow me, not forced

second › choose a song in this playlist.

second › comment “joining + the song you chose”

third › reblog and tag at least three people (the more we are, funnier it’d be !)

fifth › your work can be; a thought, a drabble, a timestamp, reactions, headcanons, an imagine or an smau, ot7 or one member— solely inspired by the song you chose.

sixth › your work can be angst or fluff but, keep it sfw and member x reader.

seventh › you work must have a description before it’s start : member, genre, word count and which song it’s inspired by — putting a ‘keep reading’ sign is up for you to decide.

eighth › your entry should be uploaded before june thirtieth and drop outs are alright until may thirty first.

nineth › put the hashtag “⠀okwonyo’s 🩰 ( 천상의 발레 ) ⠀” in the first five hashtags and use this divider below and have fun !

perks

one. a customized theme, two thoughts and one reaction two. a drabble, two thoughts and one reaction three. a drabble, a thought and one reaction four. a thought and one reaction five. one reaction

૮ ․ ․ ᪲ა please join ! big or little account, anyone is welcomed and it’ll be really fun ! i promise ><

[boyfiejay]

Ooh AOTM riki... you're so cool >.<!!

[boyfiejay]

I hate this mf.

M SO FUCKINGGG DONEEEE