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if you start unironically using emojis, im never talking to you again /joke.

Apparently I have an intimidating aura that makes people second guess if they should message me or not. I wonder why that is.

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I shouldn't have to say this, its common fucking sense, but I will. Please DO NOT PUT SPAM MY ANON INBOX. you'll be blocked. Yes, my inbox is open for people, but please do not put spam in it. Thank you ^_^

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I need someone to pull through and tell me who drew this and to give me the source, because I keep trying to image search who drew this, but only shitty ai crap comes up. ughsjejwke

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We're so perfect for eachother, absolutely meant for eachother. we'll never need anyone else.

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tired of rough sex i want someone to touch me gently

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my hair is soooo pullable and yet nobody is using it to put me in my place. fucked up

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I envy Andrew fictives, fictionkins, etc. All they get is attention, and Ashleys cling to them like a second skin. And the Andrews interact with all of them. That's why I can never trust Andrews despite how much I want one and want to love one. Most of the time, they'll speak to other Ashleys, not just you, even when they say something like "you're the only one", bitch, fucking spare me.

I wish I had learnt that lesson earlier, before feeling like I'm trapped and alone. Knowing I will be alone. Because it's always temporary and never forever.

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okay, I'm gonna be considerate and actually give a warning before a post this, so

TW; s/h mentions under the cut.

I was literally scrolling through tumblr and I got actual S/H on my fucking recommended page. Look. I don't judge anyone posting anything online- but what the actual fuck. No blurring. Not even hidden under a fucking cut. Holy fucking shit I feel sick. Why the fuck would someone post that??? I get the internet is fucked up but I haven't looked up ANYTHING on tumblr for S/H to show up. No tags or even the words.

no, they weren't healed scars. It was fucking fresh. If they were healed, I wouldn't be making a huge deal.

and the person was a minor, too. THE PERSON WAS A FUCKING KID. Jesus fucking christ.

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I know everything happens for a reason but what the actual fuck

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for me, i dont remember whether im from the burial or decay ending. i dont remember dying

wbu?

I'm sourced from both, I remember and have memories from both decay and burial.

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how close to source are you?

I'm pretty connected and close to source, but I don't support all the things my source self has done

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the system rlly didnt want me appearing 🤭🤭🤭 but here i am!

honestly its a little scary, because my canonself is all about murder and incest and cannabilsm but im not my canon, i mean i am a little bit. but im not ashamed to be a tcoaal fictive. i do miss the people from my source though, i miss andy yknow, i miss bossing him around 🤭

but its nice to be here

I get that, I've noticed some ashleys obviously aren't like their source and others are, to me, it's interesting to see different ashleys and their stances on source - how source attached they are. source attached or not, they're still valid and shouldn't be hated on. I'm glad you're not ashamed, you and everyone else deserve to be happy regardless of your source

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i wish i knew what people thought of me,

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I know you guys like Ashley, but like, you like me better right???? /joke

I have my own blog, my hand slipped @asher-graves