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❝ at least you’re happy. ❞

happy. the word he used resonated in charlie’s brain and she looked past him, losing focus on the conversation for a brief moment. she wasn’t sure she even knew what happiness was, other than something she’d been chasing her whole life. 

but with the look on dean’s face, she couldn’t bear for him to dig any deeper — so her smiled beamed and it was almost as if she hadn’t lost her place in the conversation at all.  ❝ oh yeah, totes !!  ❞

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let you down + paralyzed starters

❝ it feels like we’re on the edge right now. ❞

❝ i wish that i could say i’m proud. ❞

❝ i’m sorry that i let you down. ❞

❝ all these voices in my head get loud. ❞

❝ i wish that i could shut them out. ❞

❝ i guess i’m a disappointment. ❞

❝ i’m doing everything i can. ❞

❝ i don’t wanna make you disappointed. ❞

❝ i just wanna make you feel like everything i ever do wasn’t ever trying to make an issue for you.❞

❝ you were never even wrong in the first place, right? ❞

❝ i’m embarrassed for you. ❞

❝ what did i do wrong this time? ❞

❝ that’s parents for you. very loyal. ❞

❝ you should’ve had my back but you put a knife in it. ❞

❝ what else should i carry for you? ❞

❝ you don’t wanna make this work, you just wanna make this worse. ❞

❝ you don’t ever hear my words. ❞

❝ you don’t wanna know my hurt. ❞

❝ let me guess. you want an apology? ❞

❝ how can we keep going at a rate like this? ❞

❝ i guess i have to leave. ❞

❝ please don’t come after me. ❞

❝ i just wanna be alone right now. ❞

❝ i don’t really wanna think at all. ❞

❝ just drink it off. ❞

❝ isn’t that what you always do? ❞

❝ i feel like every time i talk to you you’re in an awful mood. ❞

❝ there’s nothing left right now, i gave it all to you. ❞

❝ don’t talk down to me. ❞

❝ that’s not gonna work now. ❞

❝ i don’t even wanna go to your house. ❞

❝ every time i sit on that couch i feel like you lecture me. ❞

❝ i bet we could’ve made this work and probably would’ve figure things out. ❞

❝ i guess i’m a letdown. ❞

❝ oh, you wanna be friends now? ❞

❝ sit around and talk about the good times that didn’t even happen. ❞

❝ why are you laughing? ❞

❝ must’ve missed that joke. ❞

❝ at least you’re happy. ❞

❝ i’m sorry. ❞

❝ when did i become so numb? ❞

❝ when did i lose myself? ❞ 

❝ all the words that leave my tongue feel like they came from someone else. ❞

❝ where are my feelings? ❞

❝ i no longer feel things i know i should. ❞

❝ where is the real me? ❞

❝ i’m lost and kills me inside. ❞

❝ when did i become so cold? ❞

❝ where’s the person that i know? ❞

❝ i’m scared to live but i’m scared to die. ❞

❝ if life is pain then i buried mine a long time ago but it’s still alive. ❞

❝ i wanna feel something. i’m numb inside. ❞

❝ i’m at the bottom and i don’t know what the problem is. ❞

❝ i’m in a box, but i’m the one who locked me in it. ❞

❝ i have no feelings. ❞

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