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I wonder if my mom knows im depressed

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I hope I never wale up

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Why am I so sad? What is it? What is wrong with me?

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Realising that I'll never be happy

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I hope I die soon

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Sitting across my mom on the dinner table wondering if only she knew how much I want to kill myself.

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I'm so exhausted

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1 year ago I wanted to kill myself. But here I am, celebrating my 25th bday

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Maybe it's childish to feel this way

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When u realize that people just don't care.

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Man I hate this job. Seriously thinking of quitting

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Keep on making stupid mistake. So stupiddddd

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I'm so tired 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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Living a life where I always have to put other people first. Living a life where im always indebted to someone else cause I was a fool to think everyone would help me sincerely. Living a life where im never getting a life that I want. Living a life to always become a people pleaser

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Is this how my life will be for the next few decades🙁?

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Second day of PTM. There's a talk on salary and instead of thinking about self-reward and my future, I was filled with dread thinking about how my family is going to ask for a piece of it

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Can I take a break to really figure things out? Pls?