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thoughts after plato’s apology

i am going to vomit here , so it is about his trial and him disarming his accusers accusations , for example the one that says he corrupts the youth , the if he knows what corrupts them then he knows what is good for them, yes, would the people in here be, yes, and everyone but you Socrates you corrupt the youth. now i pull out the horse card, etc i realized it’s to long so you might as well read

he’s so cool he doesn’t afraid of anything

horsey good on many hands but one or horsey good on horse breeder hands?fuck the who’s the youth tamer then?the one that does good to them , not one that does harmwould you want harm on you or good, i want goodno one desires harm, then would harmful people do harm and so good people do good, then i would be making harmful people and those would harm me, then i would be harming myself willingly then i would be doing it unwillingly and so i do not need to be on court or something. for he was accussed of corrupting the youth

the part i liked the most was when he described death as rather pleasant, i never thought of that, then if one lives justly one is justly judged by gods which are perfect and so perfectly just ,i hope, thought how do you know that? or you die and is like boneless dreaming, and nights don’t last long without dreams then eternity is a joke, but then how do you virtue? and how do you know if human virtue is the same as the god’s? thanks goodnight

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hello i just read steppenwolfe

what the fuck how am i supposed to understands this a book a , the only thing is that the part where mazart is dancing and calls me a boring reatard  means something of a empirical proof of my fear of living, and then the guy telling him that he may try again this time and it all seemed senseless and somewhat how it was all meant to be. i liked the part where he melacholically dreads his own wxistance yet does nonttt suicide and i see that as one in a million lives inside of hoim , the literate spiritual man so old so tired of living and the giant black mass of unlivedness, of neglected experience, in it a lover, a cheerful childlike fella  that wants to liv.v . and it’s when the old guy is at deaths door that these forces pull harder  and then he meets a woman which may be a proyection of  a someone need to orgasm my ideas sorry.

the overarching theme is the conflict in the opossites and living and not living spirit and matter the inmortals and the present temporary

or maybve someone stuck in himself that he begins to antagonize the lil reflection in the pond of his cell

that there’s an ideal and such and there’s realz , and not everything is ideal but it doesn’t matter cause the ideal as in how the world should be, is ,and the rest maybe is not to be taken seriously

one time i heard something about not taking this whole life seriously lol.

but then what can i cling to, how do i stop my life to be a whole nihilistic despair

fuck off mate do what scares you