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Finally home. Such a weird feeling after two amazing concerts. And such different experiences.

I got so many mementos from the Ghost concert. Two picks, a setlist, mummy bucks, an interview with Vanessa Warwick, a picture on their instagram... yet, I barely have any memories from the actual concert? The phone ban made me live in the moment a bit too much and while I know it felt amazing at the time to just go completely bonkers without worrying about capturing anything in pictures and vídeos, now I don't have these to trigger the memories of what happened, it's all just a blur.

And with Hurts I don't have anything. Nothing. Nada. Damn you Tobias Forge, I got used to your methods and rarely took out my phone to capture anything. No setlist, no rose, no picture with Theo (yall look really cute and I'm really happy for you but WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME TO STAAAAY? It didn't even cross my mind that he might come out to say hi to us, my brain really wasn't working properly that day). But anyway, I remember the concert vividly. I remember the smile on Theo's face and how amazing he sounded, srly, how GREAT he sounded? And I loved meeting everyone, especially @dontthinkwedontnoticeyou and @anothersecondinthesunshine, I wish I wasn't so anxious and awkward and we got to talk more but I love you and you two are part of a very special time in my life and I'm glad we finally met each other 🩶

Well, what do I have to look forward to now? This is it? Back to saying... come to Brazil?

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Did a thing today 😀

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Saw Ghost yesterday and was interviewed by the iconic Vanessa Warwick. Then when the concert was over and I was still on the barricade she came up to me and said "I brought you a gift" and handed me a pick 😭

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Oh great I check my phone one last time before heading to the airport and see the news about Adam 🥺

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Sooooo is it too early to ask who's gonna try to get barrier at Brixton Academy and what time are you planning to get there???

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dreamt i was looking out the window of my hotel room and spotted adam sitting at a cafe painting watercolors then fans found him and started coming in for autographs and he got pissed, tore all the paper and flipped the table. I was gonna go ask if he was ok but when i stepped out of the hotel it was like a different street and there were a bunch of girls and theo talking about boobs?

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got the ticket 🥹

That's it. Woke up determined to see them in London.

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How cool would it be if they brought everyone back?! Richard, Amy... even the dancers... and Kylie! Shoot the whole thing and release a blu-ray!

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That's it. Woke up determined to see them in London.

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Dreamed Theo was video calling me. I didn't wanna talk to him but the phone slipped and I accidentally took the call. He started talking to me in portuguese with a PT accent and I was like "Bitch, I'm brazilian, bye!"

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A perfect work of art.

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I blame anothersecondinthesunshine :)

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the worst is wanting to create and create and create but being trapped in a body that is so so so so tired

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Geert Kooiman  —  Glove   (gelatine silver print on linnen, leather, wood, glass and synthetics, 1971)

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How do I get rid of this stupid smile that hasn't left my face ever since I watched Adam's stories?

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Anybody got a link to that DM interview where they're asked who's their favorite member or something like that and Martin says he's been going out with Andy since he was 11? I don't remember where the hell I watched that, I've been scouring the internet for days and still haven't found it 😭