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Insecurity in underrated. Feeling incompetent, unattractive, or worthless is one thing. But to let these emotions act up, that's the dangerous part. You decline going to parties, even if you really want to go. You wanna flash that biggest smile, but you're afraid it'll turn out bad. You reject opportunities before taking them, thinking "So what? That's bound to happen anyway." What's even more painful is when you're losing hope. For so long, you have been trying to improve, trying to make an achievement but no avail. You don't see even a tiniest bit of something to be proud of no matter how hard you try. So one day, you just stop trying. Even if you want, but you just can't anymore. You just stop trying. That's when you know, insecurity is underrated. Insecurity makes you miss out on life. You want to do something to feel better, but you can't. Insecurity is crippling. You can't do anything, so you jusy accept.

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Everything feels heavy. I'm a worthless piece of shit. I don't help anyone or anything. Moreover, I make things really worse. Would the world be a better place without me in it? Hmmm.

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Reblog if you’re lost in life rn but still trying make shit happen

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I am trying to get back to the person I was. A fun loving person with fire in her eyes. But when trying to find more fuel I lost my spark. I just want it back.

Words-with-no-voice (via kushandwizdom)

Good Vibes HERE

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Hey J!

Here are our first photos together. You would probably read this. I don’t know when. But you probably will. And I hope you will.

I woke up overflowed with emotions. I remember during the past months and years, I keep telling my friends that I want a man who doesn’t get mad if we’re stuck in traffic, who’ll readily walk in the rain with me, who hates the same food I hate, who’s proud of me no matter how small I think of myself, who can wait long hours just to be with me for an hour, who has goals for himself, who I can be my barest self with, who makes me feel beautiful every chance he gets.

I thought I was making a requirement, but what feels to be a requirement before feels like a prediction now. When I told my friends that I wanted a man like you, I wasn’t making a requirement; I was foretelling the future.

J, thanks for leading me back to love. The right kind of love. I hope you realize how extraordinary you’re making me feel.

-M.

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I'm a failure.

I’d like to believe, I’m a failure because I didn’t work hard enough.

I did not fail because the timing was wrong Or because I’m not a top student from a top university Or because my family isn’t rich and famous Or because I am physically flawed Or because I lack skills Or because I’m unlucky

Or because of any more circumstances that I can’t control.

I strongly believe that I was in full control of my failure. In that case, I can also be in full control of how I’ll succeed now.

So yes, I’m a failure and it's because I didn’t work hard enough. That’s just it. I can’t accept any other reason than that.

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How Inside Out let out what I'm feeling inside.

[contains subtle SPOILERS]

I’m a 21 year old girl who really gets emotional after watching Disney Pixar films. Really. From Finding Nemo to the present, no fail.

So what happens when Pixar finally offers a film that has feelings as the main theme? I get intense emotions. When I say intense, I really mean intense!

20s really is the most confusing time of your life. For the first time I’ll admit, I’m really having a hard time…

Friends may not even take my sentiments seriously. I respect that. Actually, I didn’t even try to make them understand. I’ll just annoy them. If I was my friend, I’ll have a hard time understanding myself too. Call me a noble idiot, but I don’t want to radiate negative vibes in their fun lives. I’ll wear a happy mask to make it seem like I’m just overreacting.

The thing is, I wish I’m just overreacting.

I keep reminding myself about the light at the end of the tunnel. I should be positive so I could attract positivity. Other people have it worse so I should feel lucky. I keep on convincing myself I’m okay. These hard times will pass without me knowing it.

I have always considered myself a mentally strong person. I could snap out of the blues by thinking I can. But no matter how hard I try, it’s just not working this time. I’m starting to get really worried.

Especially when I’m starting to feel very low. I lost interest in the things that excite me before. I feel like I dont have a purpose and a place in this world. I feel really lost, and empty, and worthless. In retrospect, my life is not what I imagined it would be. When I wake up I often ask myself “What have I done with my life?” Everything just feels so wrong. Nothing makes me feel happy. Not even Korean variety shows. Not even pizza.

After watching Inside Out, I realize what I’ve been doing wrong all this time. With every fiber of my being, I have been refusing to let sadness take over me. I see sadness as a bad thing. I should have known that if I really want to see the light at the end of the tunnel, there’s no way I’ll get there unless I take sadness with me.

Sadness comes to people of all shapes and sizes. The rich, the famous, the smarty pants, the girl you hate for having everything in life: they all get really sad at some point. So who am I to think that I’m no exception?

I was wrong for telling myself “You have nothing to be sad about. Quit whining.” I was wrong to consider myself weak just for feeling this way. Sometimes, a good cry in the shower can fix what pizza can’t.

I was wrong for forbidding myself to be sad, when in reality being sad is just as important as being happy.

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I wish tumblr actually gave a shit about Greece right now. Everyone’s happy to reblog posts of pictures of Santorini and the Greek islands and to read books based of Greek mythology and quote Greek philosophers and live in countries built on the ideas and inventions that GREEKS CREATED but I am yet to see one post about the Greek crisis and it just seems like no one cares what’s going on. People do not have any money whatsoever, all banks are closed and accounts are frozen. ATMs are only giving 60 euro a day to people and they are soon going to run out of money. Unemployment is at 28% if I’m correct. 272.7% increase in depression. People are committing suicide because of the living standards. There has been electricity and hot water cuts in parts of Greece. Pensioners can’t get their pensions. The Greek PEOPLE are being blamed because apparently they are ‘too lazy’ but no ones blaming anyone else when it’s not the people of Greece’s fault. they’re being bullied and pressured by more powerful countries, the eu and imf to vote yes on the referendum meaning higher taxes and spending cuts putting the people of greece in even more poverty. not to mention that Greece already has a corrupt government to deal with. And no one seems to care that whatever the outcome is with Greece effects other countries such as Ireland, Portugal, Spain and Italy who are also in a very fragile state. I have family in Greece right now and my yiayia (grandmother) has informed us that she is currently living off her last 20 euros because she’s on the island Lesvos in a village and can’t access any of her money in her bank accounts. It’s disgusting that people are making jokes of this situation when the people of Greece are suffering as much as they are, and I don’t think they realize what an effect Greece collapsing will have on them and the rest of the world! All I’m asking is for the people of tumblr to open their eyes to a major issue in the world right now because even if it’s not effecting you directly, it’s effecting millions of people. Greece needs help and even if it can get something as little as more recognition and acknowledgment of how bad the problem is, maybe just maybe things can get better

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There are days when I’m fine, but there are days when I’m sad and I don’t know why

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I love rainbows. I love stars. I love you. See, I have the propensity love what I cannot reach.

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I want you to care. But I want you to leave me the fuck alone at the same time.

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♡

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I still like you.

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I was alone. Contemplating is best done when you're alone. #vscocam #church #photography #sky (at Manila Cathedral Basilica)