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Longlegs (2024) / The Exorcist III (1990)

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Longlegs

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The Emperor of Ice Cream

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Please help

Greetings all. I am a writer, musician, photographer and historian. I am suffering from multiple injuries, chronic pain, clinical depression, etc. and I am seeking somewhere to live. I didn’t really wish to post this pathetic shit again, but I’m trying to exhaust whatever acceptable options that I can before just giving up and ending this shit. 

Recently, I was trying to take care of my sick grandmother, but she passed away and I’ve been staying in the empty house since, while it was on the market. As of right now, an offer has been accepted and the sale is expected to finalize no later than the 15th of May, but probably earlier. I have nowhere to go. I’ll be forced to live in my car, which is extremely miserable considering the constant pain that I am in from various injuries and such.

I have no friends or family that I can reach out to. My closest friends have committed suicide in the last few years. I am trying to avoid following them, but I don’t see how. My recently-deceased grandmother was the only relative I had that cared, whatsoever. At the same time, I’ve been struggling with social security, as they are canceling the pitiful disability benefits that I’ve been getting, which means an end to the medications that I take for the nerve pains and so on. Doctors have been no help, as well, actually hurting me worse with experimental procedures. I’m very much fucked right now.

If you (or someone you know) has a spare room or something, please write to my inbox. In particular, I need a relatively firm surface to sleep on. I am in dire need of help. At the moment, I can only offer a small amount, financially, though when my disability is cut off, I cannot say for how long I can continue. I’m quiet, respectful, I don’t smoke or drink or use drugs and I’d rather not be around people who smoke or use drugs. I’m looking for somewhere safe and quiet. I know, beggars can’t be choosers, but for the sake of my mental health, a very quiet and still environment is needed. I can’t be around loud party people. I also can’t be in a ghetto. I recently dropped off my car overnight at an auto shop, in a shady area, and they left it outside to be vandalized, with the window being smashed and things stolen. I very much need to avoid similar experiences.

I’m currently in the USA but I am 100% open to going back to Europe if need be, as I was previously living in Sweden and Finland. At any rate, this is humiliating and I apologize for the whining. I doubt anyone cares anyway, based on the two thousand people that have unfollowed since the first time I posted this. If you bothered reading this far, thank you.

Edit: For more explanation about my health, here are two articles I wrote.

http://www.morbidcurse.com/article28.html

http://www.morbidcurse.com/article35.html

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Photography by Michiel Pieters

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Bloodstone: Subspecies II (1993)

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Anders Hove Art

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from “Bloodstone: Subspecies II” (1993)

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“Sometimes, it makes me sad that people don’t know about the Subspecies movies and don’t realize that Radu is the most perfect vampire to ever appear in any film.”

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Richard Avedon’s series on masters of the universe anno 1976. Photograped for Rolling Stone magazine. The official name of the series is The Family. Black and white portraits of American movers and shakers. Subject N°13: James Angleton, former Chief of Counterintelligence, CIA, Arlington, Virginia, July 8, 1976

Soft shirt collar spezz & a tie with an unconventional pattern.

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