Living, Breathing, BPD.
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Bpd is being so scared to be alone, you let anyone in.
Bpd is destroying everything around you, then regretting it instantly.
Bpd is ruining relationships in order to “protect yourself”
Bpd is this big empty void that will never go away
Bpd is caring too much then not caring not all.
Bpd is putting your everything in somebody in hope they stay.
Bpd is thick deep emotions running deep in you
Bpd is changing back in forth between emotions where it leaves you confused.
Bpd is never feeling like you belong anywhere.
Bpd is self sabotage tactics
Bpd is feeling like you are the most disgusting creature that everyone is repulsed by
Bpd is being really irresponsible randomly
Bpd is putting yourself in danger just to feel something.
Bpd is cutting of plans you were going to go to because you are too anxious.
Bpd is dissociating in order to cope.
Bpd is looking into the mirror and seeing a different person each time.
Bpd is feeling so angry that you can’t stop yourself
Bpd is not being able to get out of bed the next day, and the next day, and the next day.
Bpd is random bursts of euphoria causing bad choices.
Bpd is have a lot of short intense relationships/friendships.
Bpd is racing paranoid thoughts causing you to question everything.
Bpd is the intense worrying that everyone in your life will leave you any second.
Bpd is never knowing who you can really trust.
Bpd is negatively recycling people’s words and actions.
Bpd is small things effecting your entire day.
Bpd is being in a bubble of the regret of your words or actions you said to a loved one.
Bpd is attaching yourself to somebody intensely.
Bpd is wanting to change but stuck in a cycle.
Bpd is not knowing how to stop your emotions.
Bpd is feeling like you are not you.
Bpd is having daily impulses and self destructive behavior.
Bpd is never knowing if you are alright.
Bpd is loving so unconditionally.
Bpd is being really intuitive.
Bpd is always being there for your loved ones.
Bpd is becoming infatuated with loved ones interests and being able to talk about it with them.
Bpd is good at keeping promises.
Bpd is having a very artsy and creative mind.
Bpd is planning fun spontaneous adventures with friends.
Bpd is taking on the struggles of your loved one to help.
Bpd is being really good at learning things.
Bpd is being very loyal and protective with friendships/relationships.
Bpd is being so very passionate about the things you love.
Bpd is going online to play your favorite games for hours.
Bpd is being so hard working.
Bpd is not being afraid to take risks in life.
Bpd is calling off of work to hang out with your loved one who needs you.
Bpd is doing anything and everything for the one for loved ones.
Bpd is still pushing through life even though they are tired.
Bpd is being very determined about the things you care about.
Bpd is being a great reliable friend.
Bpd is deeply caring about the things you love.
Bpd is in a state always looking how to better yourselves.
Bpd is being extremely curious about life’s “what ifs” or “whys” or “how dos”.
Bpd is a human that came from deep pain that is trying to rise from the ashes like a phoenix.
[Bittersweet-Hiraeth]
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