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・₊✧𝘈 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘴𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘺｡｡｡ -`♡´-

♡Devalued Person♡

✧A Devalued Person (Devp), otherwise known as a “lowlife”, is a term for those with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) to describe those that are on this level. This is the rung on the ladder of a person with NPD (pwNPD)’s 'ranking system' (explained below) that is below average. While devaluing people will bump them down the rankings, it’s possible to go even further past the average into this category. The pwNPD considers this person to be severely beneath them and everyone else for one reason or another,✧

✧Within NPD there is a mental “Ranking System” in comparison to the pwNPD. This can also occur naturally, if not chosen by the pwNPD themself. This ranking system is by no means the only kind, but it sets a good example.✧

✧Chosen Person (Chp): Someone of higher status than the pwNPD✧

✧Equal Person (Ep): Someone of equal Status to the pwNPD.✧

✧Worthy Person (Wp): Someone worthy to be a Chp or an Ep but not there yet.✧

✧Adequate Person (Adp): Above average.✧

✧Average Person (Avep): The average human being.✧

✧Lowlife/Devalued Person (Devp): Described Above✧

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・₊✧𝘈 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘴𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘺｡｡｡ -`♡´-

♡Safe Person♡

✧A Safe Person (SP/SAP) is a Special Person attachment that occurs with individuals with Avoidant Personality Disorder (AVPD). The person with AVPD (pwAVPD) is comfortable with their SAP, believing that they won’t be rejected by them. The pwAVPD may feel like they can make mistakes, talk about their interests, and simply be themselves around their SAP. Their SAP is not considered a perceived risk of being rejected or ridiculed, and therefore, they may make it easier for the pwAVPD to form a relationship with them. Without their SAP, the pwAVPD may feel a bit lost or invisible. Despite having a more relaxed state with their SAP, their pwAVPD’s disorder may still affect the way they interact with them, and the pwAVPD may not be willing to share things they consider 'too risky' even for their SAP✧

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・₊✧𝘈 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘴𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘺｡｡｡ -`♡´-

♡Trustable Person♡

✧A Trustable Person (TP) is a Special Person attachment that occurs with individuals with Schizotypal Personality Disorder (STPD). A TP is someone the person with STPD (pwSTPD) believes they can trust. This person may be less likely to be subjected to the pwSTPD’s distrust, delusions, or overall paranoia. To the pwSTPD, their TP is a safe space where they can relax and be themselves. While the TP is less likely to be subjected to the pwSTPD’s paranoia, they may still be subjected to it.✧

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normal this valid that just shut uppp

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STPD culture is having the worst ideas of reference first thing when you wake up while you backread in discord servers/GC's that were active while you slept, cuz it feels like they're talking about you, or that they purposefully spread misinfo while you weren't around cuz you know the truth but they refuse to listen...

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StPD culture is wanting to form connections but hating them once you have them

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STPD culture is “i love being a weird freak i love being strange and unique. im so fun and whimsical” and 5 seconds later its “i will never have what they have no one will ever understand my blight. this endless isolation seeps into my very being and stirs restlessly. the nights grow longer and the stars dim one by one.”

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It feels like the world is rigged against me specifically.

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That post better blow up like my last tagged post did

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My honest reaction to seeing someone post their squid game headcanons on the literal people slicing themselves open tags

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npd + aspd traits culture is showing care for someone by offering help (actually for them not for myself in any way) even tho you don't really feel the "care" right now and then they don't accept the help so you're just so close to crashing out and telling them the truth that you don't care right now. Like how dare you. I literally go out of my way to be vulnerable to you, FOR YOU, not even for myself, which I do with noone else now you're not even gonna accept the help and be rude??? Like fuck you dude I don't care, don't even think about telling me your shit again next time.

But I love them so it's fine and even if I get really angry at times that won't change. It's just frustrating at times because I feel like they don't understand how big this and that they're the only person I have a genuine connection to and I'd do stuff like this for.

-🪼🫧 (turns out it is npd + aspd traits now...)

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I hate constantly feeling like an abuser for things I don't know how to control

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I think I might have bpd but I'm honestly not sure enough to say I do

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Questioning NPD+AvPD culture is "I need you be here and talk to me but if you say anything negative I will immediately assume you hate me and start isolating"

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Even my platonic love is too much can't I just tone it down for once

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I slept about 2 hours at 4am yesterday and it's 12am right now

20 hours and I'm not even tired

Did my body just forget I need sleep or something lmao

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I haven't felt tired in almost 24 hours and I haven't felt hungry either

Yay!!!! /j