#tw self destruction

[imamonstr]

i wanna cvt myself to de@th

i hate myself so much

why do i sh?

it's the only way to keep calm and don't feel that pain. i have to lose so much weight until i look like my perfect th1nspo

[happydelusionaltyrant2]

[shcultureis]

sh culture is thinking “i’m going to actually WRECK my [insert body part(s)] later” and then not doing it

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[w4nn4-be-skinnie]

You can take the sharps from the girl, but you can’t take the girl from her sharps…

[cherryesthyme]

reminder: no one will take care of you as long as you look healthy💊

[aspen-iiv]

i have a shit personality, im ugly and unattractive as all hell, i cvt and leave scars all over my body, i get upset at everyone, i ignore people on purpose, i start fights, im well mentally fvcked up, nothing about me is good for fvcks sake!

(im js upset rn. in my head too mch)

[styrostuff]

for me i think the scariest part of sh recovery is watching my scars fade and the fact that the evidence of my suffering being gone by the summer is a terrifying thought.

but i know that i have to learn to rewire my brain into seeing my lack of scars as proof of my triumph against sh if i want to recover. i’m just scared that people will take my lack of scars as evidence that nothing’s wrong with me.

[gigakoxpl22]

Yesterday i lost my 5 month streak of being clean from sh, i don't know if i ever stop cvtting myself. Every time i think i ended it for good, the urge to feel pain comes back and i restart

[lenissz]

I don’t like where I am, I have no motivation, I don’t like the things I used to like, I can’t imagine myself in the future, I’m not happy, I hate myself for being unhappy

I don’t know what to do

[that-st4r-sw1rl-d1tzy]

I cut in an akward spot

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[shcultureis]

self harm culture is having one spot that no one sees that you cut, and really needing to relapse but you don't have any room left there

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[foxlungz]

They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone

[cherryesthyme]

i have a pair of small jeans that bought to motivate myself to lose weight. recently, my mother took them and laughed, saying that i would never be so thin....

bulimia has probably never hit me as hard as it does now.