brynnewithane
brynnewithane
Brynne with an E
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Multifandom. I write and draw in my free time. Favs: One Piece, Fullmetal Alchemist, Sousou no Frieren.Hi! My Twitter: @brynnewithanE
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brynnewithane · 1 month ago
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I just realized I always draw Law without his hat lol. Partly bc I love how cool and sexy he looks without it. And partly cuz… I just really hate drawing that damn hat.😫
My Twitter: @brynnewithanE I don’t post much but hopefully we can be friends 👉👈
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brynnewithane · 3 months ago
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I’ve been drawing this piece for a whole month straightttttt. Not that it’s difficult to or anything, it’s just that I’m drowning in work lately and haven’t got the energy to pick up a pen. Not to mention that I’m sick af right now.
Man I hate my corporate life 😔 Plz stay healthy guys
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brynnewithane · 5 months ago
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oh wow thanks for the follow!! Your Law art does something primal to my brain 👀😭
Ahhgghhhrtfs thank you so so much!
Law is definitely my comfort character and I love him to bits!! I have a ton of sketches of him on my iPad that I can't wait to share.
Your comment truly made my day! 😭🙏💖
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brynnewithane · 5 months ago
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“What does the surgeon seek amid the crumbling vestiges of a bygone era, where shadows of a once-mighty dynasty linger, now surrendering to the relentless embrace of time?”
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My twitter: @brynnewithanE
This was supposed to be a study I did a while ago. I was not happy with the result so I just left it hanging in my photos library until recently I looked back and thought “Huh, this is not so bad.” So I fixed it, added a little bit of background and text and yeah… that’s about it. Hope you guys like it!🙇‍♀️
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brynnewithane · 6 months ago
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!🎉
May your 2025 be full of love and joy!
As for me, I hope that I can make some friends on this app, my mental health will remain a stable state and I can figure out how Tumblr actually works 😂✌️
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brynnewithane · 6 months ago
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Doctor x Surgeon
Merry Christmas everyone 🎄
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My Twitter: @brynnewithanE
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brynnewithane · 7 months ago
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At first I just planned to do a normal art study, but then I was in the mood to draw Law 😂
The pose in this artwork is not my original idea; it’s from an influencer who goes by the name @mett0606 on Instagram.
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brynnewithane · 7 months ago
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LAW WIP
A commission for a friend of mine 👾
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brynnewithane · 8 months ago
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Ong i can see him in this!!!
Cute headcanon: Law is a cuddler.
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“Only when no one is looking.”
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brynnewithane · 8 months ago
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[Law Fanart] Rest
I’m missing my man so I drew him😭
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brynnewithane · 9 months ago
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Hoshina Soshiro really is a character of all time.
He's the most powerful swordsman in history in a world where using swords sucks. He has an inferiority complex. He'll fight anyone. He's a short king. He's the fandom-voted most fuckable character. He is fatally devoted. He's filled with bloodlust. He's self-sacrificial. He's a caring leader and encouraging teacher. He will mock anyone mercilessly. He's laid-back and funny. He has the repression of a Roman Catholic. He passed Kafka on an off-chance suspicion then got too distracted by his giant tits personality to follow up. His fighting seduces monsters. He reads Persian poetry for fun. He's Matsumoto's specialist little princess.
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brynnewithane · 9 months ago
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Quick thoughts on the Light Novel Chapter 3.2:
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I really like the way it shows us how insecure Hoshina was back in the day. When Mina just briefly mentioned his skills, he immediately jumped to the conclusion that she was about to suggest he give up. Like Hoshina... she barely even knows you at this point... why would she want you to come all the way into her office just to ask you to give up on your dream??? She’s not Levi yk… (jk)
It is almost as though this has become his defense mechanism—to keep assuming the worst about what others think of him in order to avoid being hurt or disappointed, which stems from the fact that he has been hurt and lack of validation for nearly all his life up until this point.
But what makes it more interesting and meaningful to me, is that this particular scene truly sheds light on why Hoshina holds such deep respect for Ashiro. Like she is the first person to genuinely see his potential and give him the validation he has long sought. She not only affirmed his ability but also played a pivotal role in his character development and I love it!
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I’ve ranted about this scene in all three manga/anime/novels because it is just THAT compelling!
They’re the best dynamic in the whole show imo!
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brynnewithane · 9 months ago
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Kaiju No. 8 Light Novel: Closely Observed! Unit 3 [Translate]
This is an UNOFFICIAL TRANSLATION of the Light Novel Kaiju No. 8. The translation and proofreading were done by me. Since my bias is Hoshina, I only plan to translate his story.
Hoshina's chapter is split into six parts. The following post includes my translation of parts 1 and 2.
***The translation that follows is not translated from the original Japanese, but rather from Vietnamese to English. Since this is my first attempt translating literature and English is not my first language, if there are any parts that seem unnatural or out-of-place please feel free to point them out. I’m open for feedback!👾 ***There are some segments that I've referenced from the translation of Kaiju No. 8: B-Side posted on the Mangaplus website. ***Word count: 2725
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Chapter 3: Vice-captain Soshiro Hoshina
[PART 1/6]
“Phew, alright…”
With a soft thud, Hoshina set the stack of papers down on the table and took a deep breath. In his hand was the report on Kikoru’s match from the day before. He was evaluating it, through the lens of a vice-captain.
“Who would’ve thought it’d take this long, huh.”
Finishing off the last sip of his now-cold coffee, Hoshina made his way out of the room. Although work hours were over, he still had other plans await. As he strode down the corridor, he spotted the Metro TV crew heading towards him.
“Director! How’s the filming coming along?
The director nodded in return, “It went pretty well, everyone has been very cooperative after all. Mr. Hoshina, would you mind if we get a few words from you?”
“Me? But I’ve already been around the block though.”
“Ha ha ha. No, I just wanted to ask about the rookies. All of the officers this year are really something. The performance that Officer Shinomiya did yesterday was truly remarkable.”
“Well, that’s ‘cause the West Tokyo entry exam was way tougher this year, probably the hardest we’ve ever had. Plus, there were way more standout talents than usual this time around."
“I see. But now I’m more curious.”
“Curious ‘bout what?”
“It’s about Officer Kafka Hibino. Compared to the others, his basic physical strength seems pretty lacking. Would you mind telling us why he’s accepted to the Defense Force?”
The director couldn't help but wonder; it was no surprise at all. For days Kafka had shown no significant improvement to the crew. Whether it was marksmanship or obstacle courses, he consistently ranked last.
“Of course, we don’t just recruit folks based on combat abilities, y’know? We take a lot of other factors into account too. One of the reasons we accepted Kafka Hibino is…
“Is…?”
“Comic relief!” Hoshina smirked.
“C, comic relief, sir?” Hearing such a response, the director’s eyes widened.
“Novelty, y’know? He’s entertaining does he not? The impulsiveness and silliness and all. I’ve never seen anyone with an unleashed combat power of 0% before, and despite being physically weak, he’s bursting with energy. Not to mention he’s completely oblivious to his true potential, so he kept ended up running around like a headless chicken on the field.”
“T, That’s quite the harsh evaluation…”
“But I don’t dislike dummies like him.”
“And why is that?”
“Back in the day…” Hoshina scratched his cheek. "I met someone who was just like that. This idiot was constantly told to give up on bein’ a member of the Defense Force, yet he just kept throwin’ himself into it, no matter what.”
“So there really was a recruit like that? What’s that officer doing now?”
“Beats me. He’s likely assigned to some other unit.” Hoshina flashed a brief smile as he started to walk off. “Oh right, I’m about to hold a private training session at the dojo. The rookies will be there too, you could drop by if you’re interested.”
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“Yaaaah!”
The soldiers’ exhort resonated throughout the wooden dojo. Apart from the outdoor training area, the Defense Force base also featured an indoor training room. Many officers would come here to train after dinner.
“My, my... It’s so crowded even during break time.” The director mumbled in admiration.
“This year’s rookies are really proactive.”
Hoshina was scanning around the dojo when he saw two individuals, both wearing armour(1), fighting intensely near the entrance. One of them caught an opening and leaped forward, swinging his bamboo sword(2) and striking his opponent. The victor removed his mask, revealing none other than Haruichi Izumo.
“Not bad Reno. Have you done kendo before?”
“I picked up a bit during middle school… But I couldn’t see that last strike of yours coming at all.” Reno, Haruichi’s opponent, also lifted off his mask and let out a sigh.
“Nah, you almost had me there too, man.” Haruichi smiled gently.
Nearby, a match took place between two individuals with distinctly different builds. One was a kendo expert senior, yet he was outmatched by his bulkier opponent who launched many heavy knocks from overhead.
“Woah that officer is really impressive. Is he a rookie too?”
“Maybe it’s hard for you to tell with a mask on like that, but it’s ‘she,’ not ‘he’, and yes she’s a rookie, her name is Hakua Igarashi.” Hoshina shook his head and replied to the director.
“Igarashi… Oh, is she the younger sister of Officer Jura from the Second Division?”
Igarashi Hakua is a promising rookie and Kikoru’s close friend.
As Hoshina looked around, a male officer approached. This young man had a muscular physique, piercing eyes, and tanned skin. He’s Aoi Kaguragi, a former member of Japan Ground Self-Defense Force.
“Vice-captain Hoshina, would you mind having a sparring match with me?”
“Sure thing, let’s have a match.”
Once clad in his armour, Hoshina got into a ready stance, facing Aoi. As the referee signalled to start the match, a palpable tension filled the air. Others instinctively paused, as their attention was drawn to the two of them as well.
The fight began with two swords sharply clashing. Attacking first was Aoi.
“Ha-yaaa!” Aoi shouted as he charged forward, instantly closing the gap. He moved with a speed that left amateurs struggling to keep pace.
Hoshina skillfully parried with his bamboo sword and countered back. Aoi’s attack was neutralised. The two returned to a standoff, maintaining their distance once again.
Hoshina took the initiative this time. In response, Aoi swung his sword, attempting to strike first. Seizing the opportunity, Hoshina deftly flicked Aoi's sword upward, breaching his defence. A loud “thud” rang out as Hoshina landed a perfect hit onto Aoi’s mask.
“Men strike! (3)” (Face hit)
The referee’s voice rang out. The two exchanged bows at each other as the match ended. Once their mask was removed, Aoi’s face was glistening with sweat, in stark contrast to Hoshina, who remained calm and composed.
“Thank you, sir… I will strive to improve even more.” Aoi said, earnestly bowing his head.
“Nah, you did great! You’ve got some serious talent, y’know.” Hoshina complimented. Aoi was a rising star in the Ground Self-Defense Force, with relatively good kendo skills; he could even be ranked among the top in the Third Division.
(The rookies this year sure are outstanding.)
Applause sprang out as people enjoyed the duel between two formidable figures. Meanwhile, at the dojo entrance, an entirely different kind of match was unfolding.
“Heeeyaaah!!”
A man stumbled forward, ferociously swinging his bamboo sword. His wide, sweeping motions were all over the place, making it easy for his opponent to dodge, counter, and raise his sword high before slamming it down with force.
“Gack!!??”
The hit landed with such power that the mask seemed as though it was about to shatter. The man dropped to one knee on the floor.
“Sure-kill attack: Iharu Blade! How’d you like the power of my strike, old man!?”
“W, why you! Take it easy on me, won’t ya!?” Kafka stood up, removing his mask.
“That was me going easy. Seriously, why are you so ‘green,’ old man?” Iharu tilted his head.
“Well duh, I’ve never practised kendo once in my entire life. So, everyone else has, even Ichikawa huh… I guess all the Defense Force recruits are pros at this stuff…”
“Since you have zero experience in kendo, I assume you chose judo instead, yes?” Reno approached, striking up a conversation with Kafka.
“Hm? Nope, I don’t know judo either.”
“Huh? You weren’t required to take any martial arts class?”
“What martial arts?”
“Didn’t they require you to take either judo or kendo in middle school?”
“What’re you talking about?”
As the conversation drifted off course, Hoshina tucked his mask under his arm and walked toward them.
“Martial arts were made mandatory after the curriculum reform, which is why y’see nearly all of our rookies this year have some sort of experience—except you, Kafka.
“What, is that how it is!? Grk, even this has a generation gap!” Kafka stood up abruptly, clenching his fists. “Damn it, that means I need to train way harder. Vice-captain Hoshina, could you please instruct me as well? Let’s have a match!”
“Vice-captain, could I request the same for myself?”
“Hey Reno! Tryin’ to one-up me, aren’t ya!? Count me in too, sir!”
“Iharu, that wasn’t my intention.”
Seeing the rookies got all excited, Hoshina nodded, “Alright then. I’ll take y’all on—line up!”
A sharp "Thwack!" echoed through the air.
“Gack!”
A sharp "Thwack!" echoed through the air.
“Gurk!”
A sharp "Thwack!" echoed through the air.
“Agh!”
“All righty practice over. Y’all need to work on your basic skills.”
Upon the dojo floor, three members of Kafka lay scattered, their skill levels markedly inferior to Hoshina’s. After a lengthy observation of the scene, the director made his way toward them.
“Impressive! It’s clear that no one can even come close to your skill with the blade, sir. I wouldn’t expect anything less from someone hailing from one of the most renowned kaiju-slaying families in Kansai. Speaking of which, when you first enlisted, you weren’t here, were you? You were in Kansai, right sir?”
“Yeah, I got promoted by Captain Ashiro and transferred here.”
“I see! You must have been making a name for yourself since your early days then.”
“... That’s not the case at all.” Hoshina chuckled, looking a bit flustered.
This hesitancy of his somewhat confused the director.
“Vice-captain Hoshina.”
Hoshina shifted his attention when he heard a voice ring behind him. Kikoru stood there in her armour, her stern gaze peering through the mask.
“May I spar with you next, sir?”
“... ‘course.”
Raising her sword, Kikoru formed a ready stance. Judging by her form, it wouldn’t be an exaggeration to say that her kendo technique was exceptionally polished. One could confidently assert that her skill was on par with Aoi’s.
(She's skilled in both firearms and swordplay. Truly astounding—a complete contrast from me.)
As Hoshina gazed at the rookies before him, memories of his own early days came flooding back—days before he joined the Third Division.
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(1) Here, they are wearing a type of protective gear specifically used in kendo known as bōgu (防具) or kendōgu (剣道具). Since I saw most Western websites tend to use the terms “bogu” or “kendo armour,” I decided to simply use the word “armour” here for a smoother reading.
(2) Similar to that, I’ve chosen to use the “bamboo sword” here to make it easier to understand even though the proper term for it is shinai (竹刀).
(3) Men strike (面打ち) in Kendo is one of the most fundamental and commonly used attacks aimed at the opponent’s head. Other primary strikes include kote (wrist), dō (torso), and tsuki (throat thrust).
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[PART 2/6]
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Hoshina was usually stationed in Kansai. However, on that day, he travelled to Tokyo for a meeting about a friendly kendo match with the Third Division, which was set to occur in a month. The kendo instructor of the Third Division was someone his father greatly respected, and a figure Hoshina had known since childhood.
“Sir, I’m glad to see you’re still doing well.”
“Not at all! I’m not as sharp as I used to be nowadays. I’ve been planning on stepping down as an instructor soon. So what do you say, Soshiro? Do you want to come and carry on my work?”
“Ha ha ha, I’ll consider it, sir.” Hoshina chuckled, quickly changing the subject.
Hoshina had received countless recommendations to become an instructor. Everyone in the Defense Force recognised his exceptional swordsmanship, yet they all believed it wasn’t suitable for practical combat. His father, superiors—everyone urged him to take on the role of a kendo instructor, suggesting he withdraw from the battlefield. Despite this, he still longed to remain on the front lines.
(I’m well aware… that my desires are selfish and stubborn.)
The meeting ended, and just as Hoshina was about to leave, he received a call from the general affairs office, informing him that the captain of the Third Division wanted to see him in the office.
(The captain? Wants to meet me?)
Even though Hoshina was completely perplexed, he had no choice but to go. Anxiously, he knocked on the captain’s office door.
“Come in,” a calm female voice replied.
As he opened the door and stepped inside, Hoshina was greeted by the sight of a young woman seated at the desk. It was Mina Ashiro, who had become the captain of the Third Division at a remarkably young age. The two were not far apart in age. He had seen her before, during the joint training sessions, but this was their first opportunity to talk directly.
“I apologize for interrupting you during your busy schedule. Soshiro Hoshina, at your service, ma’am.” Hoshina straightened his back and saluted to the captain.
“Third Division Captain, Mina Ashiro. I appreciate you stopping by.”
“Happy to do it, I have time to spare after all. I was planning to take a look around Tokyo for a bit before returning to base. Now then, what was it that you need me for, Captain?”
Ashiro turned her back, her gaze drifting toward the sombre sky beyond the window. 
“I’ve seen you in joint training before. Even from a distance, I can tell that your swordsmanship is exceptional.”
“Oh, thank you captain…”
(Why is she bringing that up all of a sudden?)
Hoshina couldn’t help but feel sceptical.
“Soshiro Hoshina, I heard that you’re a sword specialist.”
“Yes, that is correct.”
Hoshina could already sense what Ashiro was about to say. He let out a small sigh.
(Here it comes. She’s definitely going to tell me to give it up…)
The Third Division was in dire need of a new sword instructor during this time. It seemed that Ashiro would soon suggest that he leave the front lines and take on that role.
“I need your abilities. Will you join my force, Hoshina?” Ashiro said as she gently turned back to face him.
The gloomy sky gradually dispersed, and shafts of sunlight entered the room. Her gleaming eyes gazed directly into Hoshina’s.
“Huh…?” Caught off guard by the unexpected proposal, Hoshina felt as though his mind had gone blank.
“We cannot overlook the possibility that more powerful miniatured-size kaiju might emerge in the future. Also, unlike you, I’m awful with bladed weaponry. I wouldn’t even want to pick up a kitchen knife.”
(Okay but isn’t kitchen knives are a complete different matter…)
“When I pierce through the enemies, will you clear a path for me?”
“...”
No one had ever spoken to Hoshina like that, not even his father. He felt his heart racing intensely, unable to suppress the thought that, just by serving under her, maybe…  
(No, stop…)
Hoshina took a breath and exhaled slowly. He quickly regained his composure, and his heartbeat returned to a steady rhythm.  
(Don’t take it seriously; it’s just lip service. If I accept the offer, I’ll only become a laughingstock.) 
Since they were being courteous, one ought to return their gesture. That’s just how things should be done.
“I am truly honoured, but…”
Right after that, the shrill wail of the alarm echoed through the hallway.
“Excuse me, captain!” The door swung open as a bald officer rushed in. “We’ve received reports of a kaiju attack in Oume City. Miniature class, but there are large numbers of them, and over a dozen civilians were reported dead. About the details...”
Listening to the report, Ashiro nodded. “Understood. Ebina, rally the entire team, including those off-duty.”
“Roger!” Ebina responded promptly to the order. “Man, we’re still in the middle of restructuring the division and issues just kept cropping up.”
“We’re againsting the kaiju, they wouldn’t care less about our situation.”
Ashiro picked up the phone from the table and quickly issued orders. However, as she had just recently been promoted to captain, the chain of command was still in disarray. If they were to engage Kaiju, her unit would probably face a severe troop shortage. That was why she could stolidly make such a proposal.
“Captain Ashiro, I could head to the site as well if you will.”
“Wha!? You’re the guy who’s here for a business trip, right? You’re from a different division is it not?” Ebina frowned.
“I carried my suit and weapons. I can at least help with disposing of the yoju.”
“Yeah, but even so…”
Ashiro cut Ebina off. “Hoshina, as the captain of the Third Division, I’m asking for your aid. I’ll make sure to run it by your division as well.”
“Captain, are you sure about this!?” Ebina raised his voice. “Based on the kaiju’s estimated fortitude, this operation is going to be extremely dangerous.”
“He’s a close-combat specialist; he can definitely be able to help us a great deal. Isn’t that right, Hoshina?”
"Right." Hoshina nodded. "I'm the best there is when it comes to neutralising miniature kaiju."
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brynnewithane · 9 months ago
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Kaiju No. 8 Relax CH 4.2: Sub Commander and the Mont Blanc
Here's some more pages I found! The last few will be reblogged!
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brynnewithane · 10 months ago
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hoshina soshiro is very she-fell-first-but-he-fell-harder trope coded.
i think we can reach a consensus here that hoshina is not difficult to like and in this case, to romantically have feelings for - one way or the other i think the officers of the third division harbor some form of admiration for the guy. and you are no exception.
but hoshina did not get recruited as a defense officer to fall in love. he doesn't mind that people develop a crush on him, but when he started noticing you being a bit weird and awkward around him, he gets slightly annoyed. he's the vice-captain and he needs all of his subordinates to be thinking straight around him. he cannot deny you are one of, if not the best, in your batch - you can even get promoted to platoon leader if you want to. hoshina doesn't want your potential to be dampened by your infatuation, so he tells you to stop feeling whatever feeling you have towards him. "is that an order from my vice-captain?" you asked. he gave a one-word reply to you in a firm tone, "yes, it is".
he drove himself crazy the next days and weeks because you did not only follow his instruction, you also went above and beyond by completely avoiding him like he carries the plague. this says a lot considering it's hard to hide from a man who leads the training sessions you are supposed to attend. time passed, and he learned to miss your presence - he started to reminisce about how different it is when you were a constant inclusion in his everyday life, and how dull things are for him now that you have effectively ghosted him.
but you weren't really gone - you are a third division defense officer so you are still beholden to your sworn duties and obligations to protect your country from kaiju threats. but in an attempt to neutralise a kaiju one time, you have hurt yourself - injured to the point that even vice-captain hoshina soshiro himself got scared he was going to lose you.
"don't get attached to any of your teammates," is something he would tell the new recruits during their initiation as members of the division. hoshina soshiro wished he could have listened to himself.
when you regained your consciousness at the hospital, hoshina was the first person you laid your eyes on. he's fallen asleep while sitting uncomfortably in a chair beside your bed, his hand holding yours, your fingers intertwined with his.
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brynnewithane · 10 months ago
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Someday faraway | "I guess I have to know you, through the time and space"
pairing: Hoshina x afab reader genre: slow burn summary: After another successful mission with minimal casualty, your platoon celebrates the triumph over dinner. As time passes by, you notice Hoshina getting more drunk. How will the night end? warning: unestablished rs status
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Laughter and the promise of future challenges filled the restaurant as the Third Division celebrated their latest victory. They had just completed their mission, subjugating a large class kaiju, and were now celebrating their triumph over dinner.
“No way. You’re talking out of your ass, Shinomiya. I was the one who landed the last blow to the kaiju!” you argued, your fist clenched and shaking them threateningly in front of her face.
“If my memory serves me right, you were dreaming. I landed the last blow with my axe!” she retorted, slapping your hand away.
You let out a growl.
“Now, now, ladies. There’s no reason to fight. The main point of this dinner is to celebrate our victory over the kaiju! Just enjoy the win.” Izumo said, his charming smile easing the tension.
“HAHAHAHA, I was hoping for a fight!” your vice-captain exclaimed.
“Vice-Captain Hoshina, you’re drinking too much,” Okonogi sighed. “you should go turn in for the night.”
“C’monnn Konomi, don’t be a party pooper,” he said, sticking out his tongue before taking another gulp of his drink.
Your ears perked up at their conversation. Tilting your head slightly, you took a discreet glance over at Hoshina and Okonogi, bringing the rim of your cup to your mouth as you listened. You took a once over at Hoshina’s flushed face and swaying body and sighed.
Over the past few months, something has been brewing between you and Hoshina. But describing your odd relationship is no easy task.
The day it started was the day you were transferred to his division. After a month of working closely together, you began to notice his lingering glances in your direction when he thought you weren’t looking, the light touches, or a brush of his shoulder whenever you passed each other in the narrow hallways. He always found ways to tease you, striking a nerve every time you talked. You couldn’t be sure if it was what you thought it was so you let time decide for the both of you.
Your last relationship left you shattered. It took a while to piece yourself back together, which is why you haven't confronted Hoshina about whatever this is. Right now, the subtle flirting feels comfortable, a safe haven compared to a full-on committed relationship. At least, that’s what you tell yourself to excuse your evidently growing feelings.
You haven’t told anyone about your relationship yet, and it seems neither has he.
“Hey, L/N. Are you alright?”
A soft voice interrupted your spiraling thoughts. You turned to find the owner of the voice.
“Oh yeah, I’m fine, Reno. Thanks,” you replied, giving a small smile.
“No problem,” he nodded politely.
“You looked like you were in a daze. I thought the alcohol got to you,” he teased, to your surprise.
“Hah, you won’t find me drunk that easily,” you smirked.
Engrossed in the conversation with Reno, you missed the way Hoshina tightened his grip on his mug, his eyes narrowing as he watched you laugh at something Reno said.
Meanwhile, a smile crept onto Okonogi’s face. She couldn’t help but notice the rising jealousy radiating from her colleague. Even though he hasn’t disclosed his feelings for you, Okonogi picked it up quite easily just from reading the tension in the room whenever both of you are present.
“You should just confess already. you’re literally pussyfooting around her,” Okonogi’s sudden voice startled Hoshina, making him jump in his seat.
“Oh, stop yappin’. I know,” he grumbled.
“Then what are you waiting for? Go to her!” Okonogi urged.
Hoshina waved her off before motioning to stand up, his legs trembling under his weight, barely holding him up.
“On second thought, maybe you should wait till tomorrow. It can wait,” Okonogi said, pulling at his sleeves.
“Nope, you called me a pussy, so Imma do it.”
“Pussyfooting! Read a dictionary!”
Reno was deep in conversation with you when he suddenly felt eyes boring into the back of his head. He shuddered, as if a cold, frosty wind had blown directly at him. You noticed his unease. Before you could turn around to confront the anomaly, you caught a glimpse of a hand gripping firmly onto Reno’s shoulder from the corner of your eye, leading your gaze up to Hoshina’s face.
You observed that he’s no longer swaying from side to side. His legs were planted firmly on the ground and his other arm hung loosely at his side. But his eyes…
“Vice-captain! Are you okay?” Reno called out.
“Yep, never been better,” he replied. He smiled down at Reno, but his usual friendly expression didn’t reach his eyes. They were dark and unreadable.
You couldn’t quite place the emotion swirling in his eyes. “Maybe this is how he always is when he’s drunk.” you thought.
"Is there something you need, Vice-captain Hoshina?" you asked.
"You," he replied, his emotionless eyes locking onto yours.
“….huh?”
“I need to talk to you privately regarding your recent performance,” he clarified smoothly.
“Oh-h, sure, Vice-captain,” you stammered, standing up slowly to hide your embarrassment. You felt Reno’s concerned eyes on you as you left with Hoshina. “Save my seat, Reno. I will be back,” you said.
Amid the noisy atmosphere, you didn’t hear the sound of Hoshina clicking his tongue in annoyance. “Tsk.”
As you stepped out of the banquet hall and into the open air, you breathed in a good lungful, your mind clearing as you breathed out, a satisfied smile spreading across your lips.
You were secretly relieved to be out of that stuffy room. Parties were never your thing, especially if it’s a small space cramped with a whole platoon. The combination of drunk people shouting and the unventilated air always gives you a headache.
Silence settled between them as they walked, their eyes glued to the ground, one step after another leading the way. No words exchanged, except for the fast, synchronized beats of their hearts.
After a while, you decided to break the silence.
“erm…Vice-captain Hoshina? Weren't you going to talk to me about my recent progress?”
“Oh, that? I just wanted some company for my walk,” he responded nonchalantly.
"Oh..." You squinted at him.
“Why are you giving me that face for? It’s nice to take a stroll after a big meal. And it was getting stuffy in there, don’t you think?”
“You sound like a grandpa,” you chuckled. “But yeah, it was getting noisy too. I don’t know how much more of Kafka’s drunken singing I can take.”
“Oh god, speaking of that old man, another second of his singing and I would’ve cut my own ears off, voluntarily,” he said, covering his ears dramatically.
Before you could control yourself, you let out a loud snort. Hoshina immediately turned toward you, a smile playing on his lips as you quickly covered your mouth.
You braced yourself for a teasing remark about your outburst…but nothing came. Despite his sharp tongue, you were surprised that he stayed silent.
You both continued walking in silence for the rest of the journey. (A journey you’re not sure where you’re heading.) Surprisingly, walking beside him wasn't as awkward as you'd feared. The silence between you was oddly comforting.
Then, he stopped abruptly, you nearly collided with his back.
“Well, thanks for walking me back to my room, l/n,” he said as he turned around scratching the back of his head.
“Huhhh” you exaggerated a sigh.
“I felt myself drinking too much tonight, so I needed to retire early,” he explained, smiling shyly, revealing his canines.
“Well…in that case, have a good night, Vice-captain Hoshina,” you said, bowing before turning on your heel to head back to the hall. But then you felt his hand clasp around your wrist, pulling you closer to him.
“There’s no one around, L/N. You can just call me Soshiro,” he said, tilting his head. His heavy bangs cast a shadow over half his face, highlighting his half-lidded eyes as they gazed down at you.
There was something about that look that sent a shiver down your spine. It was like an unsatisfied hunger simmering deep in his eyes.
He leaned in close, you could smell the alcohol on his warm breath.
“L/N…I need to ask you something,” he whispered softly, you almost couldn’t hear his words over your pounding heart.
You don’t think about the close proximity between the two of you.
You don’t think about the way he is looking at you right now.
You don’t think about the heat radiating from his larger hand encircling your wrist.
You don’t think about how you could hear his thundering heart, echoing from his firm chest.
“…yes?”
A heartbeat passed by before he spoke again. You prayed it is not what you think it is. It’s too soon to—
“Do I smell?”
You stare at him, dumbfounded, as you take in the smirk playing on his lips.
“Yeah, you reek. I’ve been holding my breath the entire walk here.”
He tilts his head and pouts.
“That’s harsh, l/n. Couldn’t you at least bother to lie?” he whined.
You let out another laugh. You didn’t expect the Vice-Captain of the Third Division to whine.
As your laughter died down, you glanced up at him.
A pool of dark chocolate eyes gazed back at you. Maybe it was the nervousness in your veins, but his gaze felt like it was cutting right through you.
Despite your earlier complaint—a slight exaggeration, perhaps—you inhaled deeply, savoring his scent to revisit later. Despite the lingering alcohol on his breath, he carried a rich aroma of sandalwood with a hint of cedar.
When he leaned in, you couldn’t help but notice how he towered over you, at least a head taller.
You’d never been this close to him before. He was always stationed 10 feet away, barking orders from above or hidden away in a control room. A mere glance if you were lucky to catch him in the corridor.
He gently cupped your cheek and swept your bottom lip with his thumb.
In that moment, you practically melted under his touch.
Your heart beats frantically like it’s jumping out of your chest, and you wouldn’t be surprised if he could hear it at this close distance.
Slowly, you reach out to brush his bangs away from his face, resting your palm on his forehead. You felt it heating up like crazy. It must be the alcohol.
From the look of his widened eyes, the way they stared hungrily at your lips, you were so sure that he was leaning closer to kiss you
But instead, his lips flirt past you, not before lightly brushing against your cheek. You hear the door behind you click open.
“Goodnight, officer L/N,” he murmurs softly against your ear, almost like a sigh.
He stepped past you into his room, the ends of his lips curled up delightfully as he noticed your flushed ears.
Once the door clicked shut, you crouched down, resting your forehead against it as you let go of a breath you didn’t realized you were holding.
“That bastard,” you muttered under your breath.
On the other side of the door, Hoshina slumped against it, burying his face in his hands.
“Ah…This is the last time I’m drinking,” he thought.
But as his mind began to clear up, one thought echoed louder than ever:
“I want her so bad.”
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