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Finishing school early!!

Welcome to my blog where I will be going over the advantages and struggles I went through trying to graduate early. Trust me when I say if you are a procrastinator this task will be very hard. 

First lets talk about what made me want to graduate early. Let me just say school is not for me and I was trying to find the faster way to get out of there. If you didn't guess I am a huge procrastinator when it come to things I don't want to do. This is what made the task very difficult and very stressful. I started by seeing how many credits I need to finish only to find out I only need 1 semester full to finish. My counselor told me last year that I will have to take my english class doing the summer. When I found that out I was that would be enough time but yet I put it last and ended up only finishing the first semester. I didn't let that stop me first day of school came along and I was first person in my counselor office to find one am I still able to finish early if so what do I need to do. 

So after meeting with her I was told I can still graduate early if I do 2 semester english for the 1 semester and also pass all my classes. I'm not going to lie this sounded kind of hard for me only because the english is online and I have to make sure I do the work. One thing I learned about myself while working online is if im not focus and really want to do the work it will not get done.

A side note from english is I have work everyday but Monday so image me working plus school when I really don't like school yeah you can I it was very stressful and at time I thought I couldn't do it. At this point in life it was more about proving people wrong because during all of this I had people telling me I'm not going to finish. 

During all of this lets talk about a person's mental health and how fast it can go bad when a lot if put on you. At this time I had to make sure I passed all my classes and make sure I had money for rent. Which meant I had to work mostly everyday because I was only able to work 4-5 hours doing the work because I am under 18 not only that I got paid less because I was part time and not full time. I am more stressed because since i'm not moving at the pace my parents want Im a ¨disappointment¨. Listen I know im doing my best and I will finish at my own pace but it still hurts. 

Now December 15th less then a mouth left and I'm almost done. Still behind but I know I can finish on time maybe even before. All I keep telling myself is to keep going you got this. I have been turning in more work in all of my classes and making sure I have at least a passing grade for everything.

I'm not going to lie a lot been going on but i'm pushing through. Today I made sure to finish all my missing work in my classes so I would be able to live a little stress free. Well until the teachers decides to post more assignments. Hate when that happens.

Trying my best to stay focused on my english work now all I can say is i'm ready for it to be over. Getting up school and right after go to work only to do more school work on your break is getting to be a bit much if im honesty. I guess if I didn't procrastinator so much the work would be done but hey what can I say a lot has been going on.

Heyyy guess what I just ordered my cap and gown soo ready to graduate and just be done!!!