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&. 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  you  know  that  dynamic  of  the  emotionally  closed  off  one  &  the  kind  one  they  have  a  soft  spot  for?  yeah,  that’s  the  vibe.  )

said from the lone wolf.

❛ you think you know me, but the truth is, you don’t. ❜

❛ going home isn’t an option anymore. ❜

❛ i’m fine. there’s nothing for you to worry about. ❜ 

❛ do you wish i was different? ❜ 

❛ i just, i don’t want anything bad to happen to you. ❜ 

❛ you deserve better than what you’ve got. ❜

❛ i guess we both lost something we were fond of. ❜ 

❛ i’m not leaving you out here alone. ❜ 

❛ you don’t have to keep me company, i’m fine by myself. ❜ 

❛ coming here to see you is the only place i could go. ❜

❛ i’m afraid of losing you, okay? ❜ 

❛ i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. ❜

❛ what is with your weird fascination with me? ❜ 

❛ yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. ❜ 

❛ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. ❜ 

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. ❜

❛ people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done. ❜

❛ i’ve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. ❜

❛ you won’t survive out there. they tear all good things apart. ❜

❛ i don’t know what’s the truth or what’s a lie anymore. ❜ 

❛ you got guts, i’ll give you that. ❜ 

❛ the more you know, the shorter your life will be. ❜ 

❛ for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. ❜ 

❛ what you think you’re going through is nothing to what i have been through. ❜ 

said from the soft spot. 

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ how is it that you’re never scared? ❜

❛ you think i’m weak because i’m not like you. ❜

❛ you wanted to be left alone, right? ❜ 

❛ how do you make the pain go away? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t smoke, you know. ❜

❛ destroy what is destroying you. ❜

❛ i hope you find the peace you’re searching for. ❜

❛ you know my door is always open to you. ❜

❛ i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. ❜

❛ you’re avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? ❜ 

❛ you’re not at war anymore, you can come home. ❜

❛ it feels like you’ve been avoiding me. ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ why do you care? you could have just walked away. ❜ 

❛ i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? ❜

❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜ 

❛ i just thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? ❜

❛ i knew you had a heart. ❜ 

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ you have something beautiful inside of you. it’s hard for some people to tell, but it’s there. ❜

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so if i made this super low activity ..?

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thinking about bringing this piece of shit back at some point <3

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i do miss being here......

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currently spending most of my time on @centurie & billy is taking a break <3

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𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐄    / /        multimuse  featuring  oc  &  canon  muses  from  jurassic  park / world ,   mcu ,   better  call  saul ,   alien / prometheus ,   and  more .        private  &  highly  selective  ,     by  bea .    

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promise i’ll be here soon ,   finishing up on a few other blogs before here <3

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𝑻𝑨𝑮𝑮𝑬𝑫 𝑨𝑷𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑷𝑹𝑰𝑨𝑻𝑬𝑳𝒀 .    (   a  collection  of  prompts  taken  from  some  common  &  uncommon  tags  used  on  ao3 .  mature  themes  are  present ,  add  “ + reverse ”  to  reverse  roles .  )

﹟  pining﹕ receiver  is  pining  over  sender . ﹟  love confessions﹕ receiver  confesses  their  love  for  sender . ﹟  threats of violence﹕ receiver  threatens  sender  with  violence . ﹟  first kiss﹕ sender  &  receiver  have  their  first  kiss . ﹟  kissing it better﹕ sender  kisses  receiver  after  bandaging  them  up . ﹟  sexual tension﹕  sender  &  receiver  endure  sexual  tension . ﹟  character death﹕ receiver  faces  the  aftermath  of  sender’s  death . ﹟  domestic fluff﹕ receiver  &  sender  share  a  moment  of  domesticity . ﹟  recovering together﹕ sender  &  receiver  recover  from  a  bad  experience  together . ﹟  first meetings﹕ receiver  meets  sender  for  the  first  time . ﹟  love confessions﹕ sender  confesses  their  love  to  receiver . ﹟  crack treated seriously﹕ a  crack  interaction  written  seriously . ﹟  amnesia﹕ sender  is  suffering  from  amnesia  &  doesn’t  recognize  receiver . ﹟  fix-it﹕ a  moment  in  sender  &  receiver’s  relationship  rewritten  to  have  a  positive  outcome ,  from  the  receiver’s  pov . ﹟  getting together﹕ sender  &  receiver  give  into  their  feelings  for  each  other . ﹟  canon rewrite﹕ rewrite  a  canon  scene  from  receiver’s  point  of  view . ﹟  betrayal﹕ receiver  is  betrayed  by  sender . ﹟  nicknames﹕ receiver  uses  a  nickname  when  addressing  sender . ﹟  nightmares﹕ sender  wakes  receiver  from  a  nightmare . ﹟  panic attacks﹕ sender  finds  receiver  having  a  panic  attack . ﹟  severe injury﹕ sender  comes  to  receiver  after  being  severely  injured . ﹟  flashbacks﹕ receiver  has  flashbacks  involving  sender . ﹟  fakeout makeout﹕ sender  &  receiver  use  PDA  to  provide  a  cover  for  their  fake  relationship . ﹟  possessive behavior﹕ receiver  shows  possessiveness  over  sender . ﹟  introspection﹕ a  study  on  a  thought  receiver  has  had  about  sender . ﹟  missing scene﹕ a  ‘missing  scene’  between  sender  &  receiver . ﹟  feelings realization﹕ receiver  realizes  they  have  feelings  for  sender . ﹟  unsent texts﹕ a  text  from  receiver  to  sender  that  was  never  sent   . ﹟  secret relationship﹕ sender  &  receiver  have  a  secret  relationship . ﹟  sharing a bed﹕ sender  &  receiver  have  to  share  a  bed . ﹟  lost love﹕ sender  &  receiver  break  up . ﹟  wedding planning﹕ sender  &  receiver  are  planning  their  wedding . ﹟  morning after﹕ receiver  wakes  up  next  to  sender  after  sex . ﹟  unresolved tension﹕ sender  &  receiver  endure  unresolved  tension . ﹟  almost kiss﹕ one  time  sender  &  receiver  almost  kissed . ﹟  fake/pretend relationship﹕ sender  &  receiver  are  faking  a  relationship . ﹟  scars﹕ sender  broaches  the  topic  of  receiver’s  scar/s . ﹟  tooth-rotting fluff﹕ a  ridiculously  sweet  moment  between  sender  &  receiver . ﹟  friendzone﹕ receiver  is  friend - zoned  by  sender . ﹟  making up﹕ sender  &  receiver  make  up  after  a  fight . ﹟  reunions﹕ sender  &  receiver  reunite  after  some  time  apart . ﹟  manipulation﹕ sender  shows  manipulative  behavior  with  receiver . ﹟  eventual smut﹕ a  fade - to - black  of  sender  and  receiver . ﹟  self indulgent﹕ receiver  picks  any  prompt  from  this  meme  to  write .

…  𝑴𝑼𝑺𝑬 𝑺𝑷𝑬𝑪𝑰𝑭𝑰𝑪

﹟   protective [ … ]﹕ receiver  shows  protectiveness  over  sender . ﹟   [ … ] needs sleep﹕ sender  finds  receiver  sleep - deprived . ﹟   [ … ] needs a hug﹕ sender ,  sensing  they  need  one ,  gives  receiver  a  hug . ﹟   [ … ] is a little shit﹕ sender  does  their  best  to  get  on  receiver’s  nerves . ﹟  jealous [ … ]﹕ receiver  shows  jealousy  over  sender . ﹟  touch-starved [ … ]﹕ sender  is  touch - starved  &  receiver  notices . ﹟  worried [ … ]﹕ receiver  is  worried  about  sender  &  approaches  them  about  it . ﹟   [ … ] whump﹕ sender  has  been  severely  hurt ,  receiver  learns  about  it . ﹟  dark [ … ]﹕ receiver  is  in  a  dark / warped  state  of  mind . ﹟   [ … ] can’t keep secrets﹕ receiver  spills  a  secret  to  sender .

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next week i’ll get back to things <3

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i’ll be here soon i promise <3

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𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹𝒀𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑯𝑨𝑺 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬𝑫 .    (   a  collection  of  lyric  starters  for  a  taylor  swift  type  of  love .  some  phrasing  has  been  edited ,  feel  free  to  change  gendered  terms . )

❛  i  heard  you’ve  been  out  with  some  other  girl .  ❜ ❛  if  you  wanted  me ,  you  really  should’ve  showed  it .  ❜ ❛  for  you ,  i  would  cross  the  line .  ❜ ❛  he’s  so  smug ,  mr.  always - wins .  ❜ ❛  you’re  not  sorry .  ❜ ❛  i’m  doing  good ,  i’m  on  some  new  shit .  ❜ ❛  i  thought  i  saw  you  at  the  bus  stop .  ❜ ❛  all  this  time  i  was  wasting ,  hoping  you’d  come  around .  ❜ ❛  i  remember  it  all  too  well .  ❜ ❛  someday  maybe  you’ll  miss  me .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  waiting  for  you  all  my  life .  ❜ ❛  you  looked  me  in  the  eye  and  told  me  you’d  never  go  away .  ❜ ❛  every  single  day  until  the  end ,  i  will  be  by  your  side .  ❜ ❛  all  you  do  is  let  me  down .  ❜ ❛  someday  when  you  leave  me ,  i  bet  these  memories  will  follow  you  around .  ❜ ❛  say  you’ll  see  me  again ,  even  if  it’s  in  your  wildest  dreams .  ❜ ❛  the  knife  cuts  both  ways .  ❜ ❛  long  story  short ,  it  was  a  bad  time .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  do  anything  you  say ,  if  you  say  it  with  your  hands .  ❜ ❛  i’d  be  smart  to  walk  away .  ❜ ❛  this  path  is  reckless .  ❜ ❛  it  takes  everything  in  me  just  to  get  up  each  day ,  but  it’s  wonderful  to  see  that  you’re  okay .  ❜ ❛  how’s  your  heart ,  after  breaking  mine ?  ❜ ❛  it’s  taken  me  this  long ,  but  i’ve  figured  you  out .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  hurt  anymore .  ❜ ❛  you  can  say  you’re  sorry ,  but  i  don’t  believe  you  like  i  did  before .  ❜ ❛  i  think  he  did  it ,  but  i  just  can’t  prove  it .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  got  your  share  of  secrets  and  i’m  tired  of  being  the  last  to  know .  ❜ ❛  i’m  fine  with  my  spite .  ❜ ❛  i  just  need  you .  ❜ ❛  my  picture’s  in  your  wallet ?  ❜ ❛  i  didn’t  say  half  the  things  i  wanted  to .  ❜ ❛  this  is  how  the  world  works .  ❜ ❛  i  never  got  past  what  you  put  me  through .  ❜ ❛  this  is  the  last  time  you  tell  me  i’ve  ‘got  it  wrong’ .  ❜ ❛  they  say  i’ve  gone  too  far ,  this  time . ❜ ❛  it’s  been  awhile  since  i’ve  even  heard  from  you .  ❜ ❛  we  took  a  wrong  turn .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  help  it  if  there’s  no  one  else .  ❜ ❛  no  one’s  celebrating .  ❜ ❛  we  fall  in  love  until  it  hurts  or  bleeds  or  fades  in  time .  ❜ ❛  all  we  are  is  skin  and  bone  trained  to  get  along .  ❜ ❛  your  cheeks  were  turning  red .  ❜ ❛  i  know  that  it’s  over ,  i  don’t  need  your  closure .  ❜ ❛  don’t  treat  me  like  some  situation  that  needs  to  be  handled .  ❜ ❛  if  it’s  all  in  my  head ,  tell  me  now .  tell  me  i’ve  got  it  wrong .  ❜ ❛  we  were  something ,  don’t  you  think  so ?  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  regret  it  one  bit ,  he  had  it  coming .  ❜ ❛  you’ll  find  the  real  thing ,  instead .  ❜ ❛  i  know  my  love  should  be  celebrated ,  but  you  tolerate  it .  ❜ ❛  i  never  saw  you  coming .  ❜ ❛  this  is  the  last  time  i’m  asking  you  this .  ❜ ❛  put  my  name  at  the  top  of  your  list .  ❜ ❛  the  greatest  films  of  all  time  were  never  made .  ❜ ❛  didn’t  it  all  seem  new  and  exciting ?  ❜ ❛  while  you  were  out  building  worlds ,  where  was  i ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  begging  for  footnotes  in  the  story  of  your  life .  ❜ ❛  when  i  fell  hard ,  you  took  a  step  back .  ❜ ❛  i  bet  you  never  loved  me .  ❜ ❛  words ,  how  little  they  mean  when  you’re  a  little  too  late .  ❜ ❛  you  never  called  it  what  it  was .  ❜ ❛  it  was  one  prize  i’d  cheat  to  win .  ❜ ❛  it  would’ve  been  fun  …  if  you  would’ve  been  the  one .  ❜ ❛  i’d  do  it  over  and  over  and  over  again ,  if  i  could .  ❜ ❛  i  notice  every  thing  you  do .  ❜ ❛  all  we  know  is  touch - and - go .  ❜ ❛  i  know  it’s  long  gone  and  there’s  nothing  else  i  could  do .  ❜ ❛  you  kept  me  like  a  secret  but  i  kept  you  like  an  oath .  ❜ ❛  maybe  we  got  lost  in  translation .  ❜ ❛  maybe  i  asked  for  too  much .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  some  things  to  say  to  you .  ❜ ❛  it  cut  deep ,  to  know  you .  right  to  the  bone .  ❜ ❛  that  made  me  want  to  die .  ❜ ❛  the  idea  you  had  of  me ,  who  was  she ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  not  my  homeland ,  anymore .  ❜ ❛  the  greatest  loves  of  all  time  are  over ,  now .  ❜ ❛  i  might  be  okay ,  but  i’m  not  fine  at  all .  ❜ ❛  if  my  wishes  came  true ,  it  would’ve  been  you .  ❜ ❛  it’s  been  a  long  time .  ❜ ❛  it  wasn’t  right ,  the  way  it  all  went  down .  ❜ ❛  i  could  feel  you  sneaking  in .  ❜ ❛  take  my  hand .  ❜

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THE WHITE STRIPES’ ICKY THUMP (2007) ALBUM PROMPTS

ₓ ˚ .   ୭   ˚ ○ ◦ ˚     as always, some triggering content may be present! change any pronouns to better suit your muse(s) needs!     ˚ ◦ ○ ˚   ୧   . ˚ ₓ

don’t forget me.

you’re holding tight to it, the answer.

i’m looking upwards.

went home and learned how to clean up after myself.

i don’t need a microphone.

i’m getting hard on myself.

she had one white eye, one blank stare.

i realize that you’ve realized.

one of these days i’m bound to choke.

it hit me that i do all the little things that you do.

i got another job at the liquor store.

hey, if you ain’t gonna use it, just give it to us.

i bet we could build a home.

it didn’t take much longer.

look closer and you can see how i’ve been running it.

i know you’re gonna ask it.

i’m a martyr for my love for you.

your mother put her money into platinum and now you never have to pay attention.

didn’t care what harm was done, just as long as they won the prize.

you can’t switch them around for your own satisfaction.

there was a time when all i wanted was my ice cream colder and a little cream soda.

the hunter became the prey.

they’re gonna catch you.

anybody got a christmas tree?

you just keep on repeating all those empty “i love you’s”.

it probably don’t make much sense to you.

in that graveyard, i’m gonna have the shiniest pair of shoes.

i’m bringing back ghosts that are no longer there.

i’m trying to save you.

you probably won’t get what i’m going to do.

i was freaking, i was ready to go.

take your time.

it might sound a little strange for me to say to you, but i’m proud to be you.

i’m gonna catch hell.

we’re not tired.

look at all this, you don’t want it?

come on and give it to me.

this fits me perfect!

what should we do?

it’s a shame, what a lame way to live.

sooner or later, i’ll break your smile.

i’m slowly turning into you.

i’m gonna say these words to you.

maybe these ruby shoes are a little cumbersome for you.

my dumb-luck fake competence was getting weak.

you’ll probably call me a fool.

i feel like i can’t go through with this.

this place is like a mansion.

yeah, broke as i’ll ever be.

i can use that.

don’t be rude.

making sense of it all takes a whole lotta concentration.

i guess you have to have a problem if you want to invent a contraption.

i’m doing exactly what a coward would do.

you’re far too old.

if you don’t want it, we’ll take it.

i know it.

please be kind…

you say you deserve better.

you do as you’re told.

in their mind there can be no sin.

we could share a kiss.

you’re more beautiful, compelling and stronger.

their roles were reversed from that day.

i love all the little things.

there was nobody else.

i don’t know what to do.

i saw some stuff in your yard, are you going to give it to us?

you built a house of cards and got shocked when you saw them fall.

what do i need to say?

where are the angels?

we can do something with them.

i’m breaking my teeth off.

i’m wondering which one of them i should choose.

every time, you get defensive.

well you can’t blame a baby for her pregnant ma.

for a sec’ i thought i sounded sweet.

need a bed?

put your head on my shoulder.

well the hills are pretty and rolling.

i hit myself with a stone.

we’ll be taking whatever you got.

if you’re headed to the grave, you don’t blame the hearse.

i hate to sound cold, but you don’t know what love is.

i’m not in my home.

if you’re testing god, lying to his face, you’re gonna catch hell.

they might need it.

look at this place…

if you don’t want to give it to us, we keep walking by.

you’re not hopeless or helpless.

if you go looking for hot water, don’t act shocked when you get burned a little bit.

we’ll give it a home.

i suspect you’ve got a respectable side.

i’m reacting to you.

i dig your little laugh and i’m loving your quick wit.

gimme a drink of water.

nothing better to do?

you left me brokenhearted.

we keep going.

i’m sending in, the money’s in the mail.

i can tell a joke.

i know the right thing for me to do is to leave you alone.

i didn’t rob a bank.

don’t forsake me.

i ain’t saying i’m innocent.

next time they stab you, don’t fight back.

you can’t take the effect and make it the cause.

you never criticize.

i’m slowly turning into you.

there’s nothing left for me to tell you.

i just swallow it and hold on to it and use it to scare the hell out of you.

why don’t you kick yourself out?

who'da thunk?

love to them was a joke

my head got a bump when i hit it on the radio.

this battle is in the air.

well sooner or later the ground’s gonna be holding all of my ashes too.

tell the truth.

you don’t know this.

i even love it when you’re faking it.

no, she’s my only daughter.

the children are kind.

it’s for someone else’s benefit.

you’re just looking for a fight.

we got married on the tennessee border.

they were just another conquest.

i got a dollar bill in the cockpit.

i can help you find it.

make some money out of them at least…

each beautiful thing i come across tells me to stop moving and shake this riddle off.

just play the victim instead of playing the fool.

they were out to make a conquest.

who is here to greet me?

you burnt my house down, then got mad at my reaction.

they’re annoying as hell, in fact.

you say i’m lying and i never really tell you the truth.

i’m walking away from you.

it’s plain to see that he’s not one of us.

they just end up doing the same thing.

i’m wondering just how i can do that.

i ain’t the reason that you gave me no reason to return your call.

who’s using who?

your face is getting older.

every highway that i go down seems to be longer than the last one that i knew about.

i could stay a while.

something else came to mind.

i ain’t supposed to kiss.

i can still see your face.

try and catch me.

look, i see something over there.

one sound can hold back a thousand hands.

my mind is filled with rubber tires and forest fires.

we’ll make something out of them.

have you got something shiny for me?

i hope you appreciate what i do.

ahh well, what a chump.

you keep blaming me for what you did.

oh well, i’m bone broke.

you don’t know what love is.

i’m beginning to like you.

it made everything clearer.

the hunted became the huntress.

an alley full of rocks was all i had to care about.

look at all this stuff.

well, i can’t keep from laughing.

i don’t know…

what can i do?

they don’t really care because they pay them.

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catch me working on @centurie for a bit to build up a queue so i can do the same here <3

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random (chaotic) dialogue starters.

* is that all you have to say?

* tell me you love me or something, don’t just stand there!

* are you out of your fucking mind?

* it’s truly a wonder that you’re still alive.

* that’s not my name.

* that’s not my name and you know it.

* how many fingers am i holding up?

* i swear, it’s my dog’s fault.

* are you really going in there?

* that’s how people get killed in horror movies, you know?

* if you die on me after everything i’ve done for you… i’ll never forgive you.

* how could i ever forgive you?

* sometimes, everything shifts in the snap of a finger.

* stop yelling at me or i’ll tell them!

* would it kill you to hold my hand every now and then?

* just squeeze my ass and tell me everything will be okay.

* you’re all i need right now.

* you’re finally here, so i can fucking sleep.

* i told you to turn your music down!

* you’re not my parent!

* i didn’t steal your boyfriend, he came with me willingly.

* it’s taking everything in me not to slap you in the face right now.

* you know, people can hear you.

* do you ever think before you speak? you should try it.

* i’ll change your life, if you let me.

* will you go buy me tampons or not?

* please, close the door on your way out.

* keep your hands to yourself.

* what do you think they were thinking about? you know, when they died?

* do you think they know?

* it’s not my fault, it’s 4am and you’re fucking yelling at me!

* you’re a shit friend.

* you’re my best friend.

* you’re my only friend.

* i hope hell is nice and warm when we get there.

* tell me the truth, at least once.

* did you really cheat?

* i don’t wanna know the details.

* can i have some?

* i would kill for a nice glass of wine right now.

* you brought a knife to a gun fight, baby.

* you’re so stupid it kinda turns me on.

* i want you to meet my parents.

[btcher]

working on my multi today so catch me on @centurie  <3

[btcher]

If we have sex, let your anger out while doing it