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[btsvthings-blog]

at last

pairing: boo seungkwan x reader

words: 2.6k

warnings: none i guess?? sort of suggestive

summary: you’re eager to have seungkwan near you and it results in a little makeout session

author’s note: (i hope someone reads this because no one ever does) hey!! this is my first ever scenario, so i’m sorry if it’s bad or it has any mistakes bfjkwvfjwe i tried my best also to keep seungkwan’s character sort of in correlation of how he shows himself in real life. also the backstory is kind of based on an own personal experience and well this is just me being a crazy bitch over my bias okay HOPE YOU LIKE IT

Time had been running slowly for the past hour. You sat at the back of the classroom, feeling like you were about to fall asleep at any second. And it wasn't like you weren't interested in the class, you just couldn't pay attention to the teacher anymore. Half an hour. The page on your notebook was filled with meaningless doodles and lines, sign of you wanting to do something else than just listen to the lecture. Looking around you, you saw that the person sitting beside you had a phonecase filled with hearts. You could never use that kind of design, though you were cheesy in your own kind of way. Your boyfriend could prove that. His face appeared in your mind, with the brightest smile possible. His grin turned into a laugh, which made his eyes smaller and his cheeks more prominent. The mental image stayed on your mind as you focused on his lips. You could almost feel their softness against your cheeks, and it made you smile. You missed kissing him. You wanted him near you, you wanted him to make you giggle for you to just pull him close and crash your lips together. But you had 28 minutes left. You grabbed your phone from your bag and texted him. _________ hey, mind if i come over after school? You set your phone on the table, while trying to process some of the things the teacher was saying. A few moments later, you checked your phone. Your heartbeat quickened as you saw he had replied. my boo💖 not at all!! what about lunch? ________ we'll see when i'm there ✨ can't wait!! He immediately answered with a lot of hearts, which made you even more excited to see him. You contemplated telling the teacher you had to leave early and just take the first bus to his house. After some thinking, you decided against it because the bus wouldn't come until it was time for you to leave. 

Throughout the rest of the class, you actually paid attention and managed to get some notes on your notebook. You felt the end coming as the teacher was explaining what she wanted you to study for the next class and some students were closing their bags, ready to make their exit. As soon as the teacher said "Have a good week!" you stood up and made your way to the door, walking to the bus stop with large steps.

You saw the bus in the distance while trying to regain your breath. You smiled to yourself and took a seat once inside it, taking out your earphones for the twenty minute journey.

You and Seungkwan had met in highschool, your shared passion for music being what brought you together. You had started off as friends, making jokes and singing your lungs out in the hallways. Occasionally, a slight tint of red would appear on his cheeks whenever you complimented his singing ability, and sometimes you would hide your face in your hands when he told you you looked pretty that day. Since you both went to an arts school, the assignments you were required to do were mostly in groups. The music ones were your favourite, as you got the chance to do what you most like doing together. It was either him on the piano or you on the guitar, with your voices in perfect harmony and huge smiles on your faces. There was a particular one at the end of the previous year that sparked something inside both of you. By then you were aware you had feelings for this boy who brightened all your mornings, made you love art more than anything and helped you believe in yourself. The choice was "I See The Light" from Tangled, a song you both loved and always sang to. His passion and love the day you performed it filled you with happiness, and after the news of an excellent grade, you just couldn't hold yourself and kissed his cheek while he hugged you tightly. From then on, hanging out slowly turned into possible dates on coffee shops, going to the movies and putting your hand over his while massaging it with your thumb, watching tv on the couch and him moving closer and closer just to end up clinging to each other. Skinship was then a daily thing in your lives. It was when you kissed for the first time on the bus stop that you both thought "okay, this is a thing now" though it had been quite close to it for some time. So there you were, on the way to his house listening to "I See The Light", and reminiscing on those beautiful days, when different feelings of nervousness and excitement would appear every time you looked at him. You went down at your stop. You really hoped there wasn't anyone with him because you desperately wanted to be alone. The sound of your boots against the floor and your fast breathing made you realise you were walking with long strides and at a hasty pace, so you slowed down a little. You knocked his door and when he opened it, you couldn't help but grin. He was wearing an oversized blue hoodie and grey sweatpants, his hair was messy and his mouth sported a big smile. He looked adorable. "Hey" he said, moving away to let you in. "Hey" you greeted back, and when he closed the door and turned to you, you put your arms around his middle. He responded quickly, resting one arm on your back and another one in your hair. He smelled like home which was truly where you belonged. The hug lasted more than normal, therefore he started swaying side to side, keeping you lose. "How has your day been?" he asked, finding place for his cheek on your temple. "Boring" "That's what I'm here for, right?" you heard the smile in his tone, and he pulled away just enough to see your face. "Right" you smiled up at him "How have you been?" "Good, I did some practice with the boys this morning" you nodded "Do you want to sit on the couch?" "Sure" You both sat down, maintaining a bit of distance from each other. You still wanted to kiss him as bad as before, but having him in front of you actually shied you from attempting it. Kissing was a thing you liked to do, but it was mostly on the cheek. There were other ways you showed affection to each other that were just as loving, but right then you needed a specific one and weren't sure if you could do it without appearing strange or out of yourself. His lips moved as he was speaking, they looked soft and he pucked them out as sounds you couldn't hear were being produced. You wanted nothing more than to touch them. With your lips. Intensely. "Hey, are you even listening to me?" he scolded loudly yet teasingly. You soon realized you hadn't heard anything of what he told you since you had sat on the couch, and that you had been biting your lip while letting your mind wander to places that most likely weren't in his mind at the moment. You let go of your lip, your whole face red while you tried to concentrate on any other object around you. "No, um, sorry" You let out a breathy laugh. "I was saying that we could eat the food that's on the fridge or grab something already made from the store" You had listened to every word he said, but hadn't quite processed it because you were still trying to move away from your own recent embarrassment. "Yeah, sure" You answered, not really thinking about what he said and trying to look relaxed. "But what should we do? Because I have to tell Mingyu to get some if we eat it" You thought of your answer, and Seungkwan smiled at you. "What is happening to you? Are you even paying attention?" He was making the situation slightly comical, but you could sense he was irritated. "Ugh, yes, I'm sorry" You shook your head and looked at him "Let's stay here and have lunch" You stayed silent a bit and his hand on your knee pulled you out of your trance. "If there's anything happening, you can tell me" he said while looking straight into your eyes "You know I will listen and try to cheer you up in any way I can" While Seungkwan always took pleasure in joking around, he knew when to be sensible and just talk about more serious matters. He was being affected by something that wasn't even bad, so you decided to reassure him by cupping the left side of his face. "Nothing's wrong, I promise you" He leaned into your touch, unconsciously moving a bit closer. This was a good opportunity to do it. You leaned in closing enough distance for him to understand what you intended to do, and after gazing into his eyes for a moment, you pressed your lips against his. It was just for a moment, but you could feel a cold sensation running up your spine as the brief kiss happened. You pulled away, making a "mmmm" sound in the process. "What was that?" he asked smiling, with your faces just centimetres apart from each other. "I just really missed kissing you" you stared at his eyes and then his mouth, and this time he took the initiative and closed the distance between you. You immediately moved your mouth against his, and so did he. You found a rhythm that you liked and kept on until you ran out of breath. As soon as you stopped you wanted to go again, the sensation of his lips against yours lingered and you wanted more. The next time your lips met, you parted them a little more in means of deepening the kiss. He definitely liked it because he put his hand on the back of your neck, slightly pushing you forward to add more pressure. You grabbed his sweater because you too wanted him closer, but the position you were in wouldn't grant you your wish. Feeling bold because of the rush, you pulled away and sat on his thighs. His expression was unforgettable, he tensed and his eyes were wide but somehow excited as he gulped. You too were surprised at your own impulses. "Okay, this is weird" you said while giggling. He was relieved that you took the situation the same as him and started laughing too. "Yeah but..." he smiled and turned his gaze away from you, only to look at you again "I like it" "Me too" "Good" He placed his hand on your thigh, and you responded by placing yours over his. You leaned in once more, making him capture your lips in his. You got into the rhythm you had before, slowly becoming addicted to this new feeling. So much so, that a noise almost escaped your mouth but you were quick enough to hold it in, making your whole body tense. He pulled away. "Are you okay?" "Yeah" you answered in the middle of trying to regain your breath. Once you did you kissed his cheek, moving down and leaving kisses on his jaw, intending to reach his neck. He stopped you though, by resting the hand that wasn't on your thigh on your cheek. "Don't" he simply said "We have something to film tomorrow" "Are you sure?" you asked, running your fingers through his hair. He nodded. When he leaned over again you assumed it was for a hug, but he began kissing your jaw instead. This was even more unexpected to you yet exciting at the same time. He quickly reached your neck where he left more open-mouthed kisses. You wrapped your arms around his shoulders for closeness and his response was to slightly suck on your skin, making you feel chills all over your body. His hand on your knee hadn't moved until the moment he started moving it up and down in circles and you were gone. Where had all this confidence come from? On this occasion you simply couldn't hold back, and let out a sigh that came accompanied with a sound you weren't used to hear come out of your mouth. You felt him smile against your skin and tug on it a little with his teeth, not too harshly, getting a louder response this time, and you grabbed him by his hair. His hand never stopped caressing your thigh, as a consequence you had an urge to push him on the couch and do something else, you just couldn't think of what due to his hand and his mouth making you weak. You were about to do it, not able to take all the benefits yourself, but then... his phone rang. He rested his forehead on your shoulder, laughing out loud at the disturbance. You couldn't believe the change in his attitude from one second to another. "I'm sorry" He said, trying to contain his laugh but failing, which made you laugh too. "It's okay" you said while holding your laugh. He kissed you on the lips quickly again and picked up his phone that was beside him. "Mingyu!!" He said, trying to sound like he wasn't annoyed. "Seungkwannie!!" because you were close enough, you heard Mingyu speak from the other side of the line "How's everything?" "Fine... Why did you call?" You put your hand on your mouth to stifle a laugh, because Seungkwan was slightly bothered and you noticed it on his face. "I'm just at the store round the corner, did you have lunch?" "No, we haven't" You said with a smile "Oh, hey _______!!" he paused for a little "Actually, I think Seokmin will come home in a while. I think I can make something for all of us, what do you say?" he suggested, with an excited tone on his voice from the idea of making food. You put his hand, therefore the phone, away and whispered in his ear. "I'd rather eat something else" he opened his mouth as a response, suddenly back to his usual self "Hey!!" he loudly retorted, and you both laughed out loud. "Guys?" "Yes Mingyu, yes. Bless us with your amazing cooking" he finally responded. "Nice, so I'll buy what I need and head there, see you in like... ten minutes?" "Yeah, sure" "Bye!!" "Bye!!" you both saluted. Seungkwan hung up and looked at you. He sighed deeply, lowering his gaze to your neck where he had been showing you his affection. He put his fingers there. "These look beautiful on you" he expressed lowly, while looking at them in awe. "Really?" "Really." You looked at him for a moment, his eyes were not as dark as before, but his hair was everywhere and his lips were red and shining with saliva from when you had been making out. He also looked at you, and you assumed you looked just as bad. "I really liked this" he confessed, with a smile scarcely forming on his lips "Me too" He patted your leg as a sign for you to get up. "Come on, let's make ourselves look decent and I'll give you a turtleneck thing for... you know..." he said, still not confident with the actual term of what he had just done. You both got up then went to the bathroom, where you stood in front of the mirror fixing your hair and applying lip balm. He then led you to his bedroom where he pulled up a sweater that had a turtleneck, it was cold outside after all. After you slipped into it you hugged Seungkwan, feeling his warmth just as you had done when you walked through the door. You whispered a "thank you" and he replied by kissing the top of your head. You remained this way until you heard it. Knock, knock.