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various drawings of josh/carters old fursona from march 2023, Josh has recently defused into many of the other alters and no longer reallt exists as a seperate identity, many of his traits being given to carter or jude. These were all drawn by Josh at the time.

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realizing how robot centric our system is is soooo weird bc for the longest time we hated robots and hated any sci fi with robots in it but it's literally our roots. tamagotchis and DSi's and Gir and the helmsrig and FNAF and outlast? we watched so much chobits as a kid, and we were crazy about ben drowned and serial experiments lain and oldweb aesthetic and like hell COOPER (oc) started off as a robot and we LOVE fleshkid and it's robot ability and virtual pet toys were our biggest special interest for so long (ranging from like webkinz to furbies and fidjits and aquapets and mymeebas) and. wow :P

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recently we think we split another part off, and they arent as developed as the other parts and usually hang around josh. they've been going by "alan" and really like eckvanet, and faith the unholy tinity. their really like greys, greens adn blues, and split off of josh. they share a lot of traits with evan

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some inner headspace things alan drew

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i dont feel like explaining this one

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family photo!

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drawinfs of the current hosts, Sidney and Mikey together! Its unfinished and was going to have a drawing of mikeys realistic human form too but wasnt finished. drawn by mike

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drawing of a character who will not be named, and possibly a drawing of the one who kins him. these arw both drawn by "You", i think. an alter who pretends to be others very frequently but we've been trying to encourage to communicate more as themself as its been causing problems. These were drawn under the guise of them acting as Micha

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various drawings Micha had done. I don't feel comfortable naming the character Micha was drawing as its a bad character and also its extremely canon divergent, if you know who keep it to yourself. But yeah. I don't have any memory of making mkst of these

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Art sidney made specifically related to kin memories. I’m including anything super kin related on this blog because i think its kinda obvious to anyone who’s both a system and a kinnie that both are pretty intertangled and kinning is usually more related to the trauma ur experiencing then anything else. So it feels important to include. Vanessa is at a party, Vanny had been triggered out after a fight with (UNNAMED) and has gotten as intoxicated as possible as a way to cope, feeling evry confident and carefree for the first time in a very very long time. Its both about isolation and feeling like you’re filling a preformance, despite no audience visible.

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Just a little infograph to show off how mal (mispelled as Malicious for some reason? His name is Malevolent) and kal work with Micha. Micha is more of a corpse they dangle around then an actual person of their own. He is definetly a person, its just... more like he isn’t around unless the other two are too. He’s also easily influenecd and fluctuated by the two of them. When they aren’t around he’s usually inactive or intangible.

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A comic Sidney made on halloween night when we had our first breakthrough with communication with Bunny. This is genuinely how it felt, Halloween was so terrible at work and they were prepared to deal with that, but Bunny sort of came out of the woodowrks and took president that night. It was a good thing, but our issues with work are still ongoing -_-

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inner monologue between Kal and Jake. Jake isn’t a fan of suicide jokes very much and doesn’t like it when we lean too far into them.

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various drawings Sidney did in one night. Sid very strongly relates to Vanessa/Vanny from FNAF and tends to draw her as a representation of hymself

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This was something sidney was working on, just getting fursona designs down.  Only Sidney and Bunny actually look like this in the headspace, the rest are just silly fursona designs

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A picture Miles did about a panic attack induced by Bunny. He felt very “suffocated” by their presence, like he was being drown out under her emotions. This was before we had better communication with Bunny, which we still struggle with.