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love a little attention to detail

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"I won't be me, the me that was made out here. And that unwellness that I feel, I feel it so deeply in my bones. We're safer here."

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notice the clear divide between the girls who were excited to go home and the three that stayed… one of them is struggling with schizophrenia in a society that demonizes it and is scared to go home after the way she’s adapted to her illness. another one has some undiagnosed disorder with disassociation and a second version of herself. and the third one has suffered the loss of her best friend and her baby, but on top of it is just certifiably fucking unhinged

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YELLOWJACKETS — S1E4 // S3E6

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"I don't even know where you end and I begin."

YELLOWJACKETS 101. Pilot ➙ 306. Thanksgiving (Canada)

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I know her ass was constantly getting carded for fouling the other team’s offence

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Im so obsessed with Shauna Shipman and her obsession with consuming Jackie. Her boyfriend, her life, her body. Shauna doesn't even believe in the Wilderness. The girls don't even need to resort to cannibalism anymore, she's just making them do it so she can relive eating Jackie. It's why later she makes their victims wear Jackie's necklace when they kill them. She literally never moved past losing Jackie. "Do you think Mel has to wear Jackie's clothes when they make out?"

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Also please let’s discuss the Other Tai of it all, because this is important to me. She isn’t evil. It’s incredibly important to understand she isn’t evil. She’s hungry. She’s hungry for all the things that kept Taissa alive in the woods. She IS the thing that kept Taissa alive in the woods, in her own way. She was the very essence of nature. She was dirt and trees and need. What kept Tai alive out there? Food. Meat. Van. What does Other Tai naturally gravitate toward, trying to steer Taissa toward the things she needs? Food. Meat. Van. That political career? Theater. That family polished to a shine? Facade. What really matters, when everything else is shorn away? Food. Meat. Van. Base impulse. First loves and full bellies. She isn’t evil. She’s trying to keep Tai fed and alive, as she always has. It just comes at such a terrible cost.

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Tag yourself

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end of january affirmations

im not doing anything wrong and no one is mad at me

there must be a place for me in this world because here i am

my art doesnt suck

instagram is nothing to me

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“the narrative doesn’t really lead anywhere” neither does life and it’s beautiful

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Yes yes I know this too shall pass but christ alive man it's passing like a gotdamn kidney stone

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they should invent a january that doesn’t make you go through every emotion known to mankind every day

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I recreated Caravaggio’s “Judith Beheading Holofornes” in Kid Pix Studio from 1995 using a mouse