burstingcherrymalice

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hi tumblr. it's been a while.

I miss my friend :(

I'm okay now though, officially 20 years old. I'm Adam Lanza age and for some reason that fact and he will never leave me. (This edit isn't fully serious but I was... yeahhh. You can say I'm CULTURED NOW. LOL)

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Hello??? are we gonna talk about that guy from Luton here in the UK who last year shot his entire family and planned the deadliest school shooting in English history?? He imitated Adam Lanza and wore a yellow bucket hat but didn't make it to the school. He planned to kill a class of 4 year olds.

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I will do an informational post on Stephen Griffiths, the crossbow cannibal, soon enough. He's one of us, guys! he was a tcc member in the late 2000s.

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“I want to watch the basement tapes!”

The basement tapes:

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The way fucking Stephen Griffiths got arrested and only said the words "I am Osama Bin Laden" ... WE ARE SLEEPING ON THIS GUY

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guys I'm bored gimme something to do that doesn't include falling asleep and not waking up

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I thought I'd make an edit while my bf is mad at me (I misread a fucking social cue again and asked him a fucking cunty asf question, I'm a bitch.)

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when I get some vodka in my system I think I can take Trump and Elon 1 on 1 in a fist fight and I'm not even american

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it's all the same, isn't it? all of them, the same fucking story. they got a gun and killed. people are going to die regardless. whatever idgaf

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I've never heard a song that's more of a theme for me... it's so fucking sad

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guess who fucking relapsed

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jeffrey dahmer just needed the modern day Internet, reddit, any gore website and that's all I need to say on the matter

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the way I got reallllly fucking high on Saturday and listened to 'Numb' from the warframe soundtrack and I'm not kidding when I say it's like I fell asleep with my eyes open

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Listening to "For the last time" (The Russian song?) And disassociating.

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Kinda fancy getting myself sectioned. Sounds like a fucking holiday

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Things I do except going to therapy -

Sing at the top of my lungs, alone, at 4 am

At the same time, only be wearing a shirt, making fish finger sandwiches

Saying "this is the fucking life, mate!" And chugging a bottle of wine (straight from the bottle, no glass)

Not telling anyone I'm depressed

Considering suicide if I'm too bored

Hiding this all from my boyfriend for funsies (nah he'd leave me I'm too complicated)