butchkor

[butchkor]

i have to brag right now are you kidding me i’m dating an actual angel she’s perfect she’s profoundly beautiful it makes my stomach swirl and it makes me want to go on my front porch and scream to my neighbors about her divinity

kind of criminal that my makeup looks this good today and yet i’m not getting ready to go on a date with my butch rn ? free me from sweden?

[butchkor]

long story short i wish my baby was in this bed with me wrapped up in my arms sleeping the most peaceful sleep of her life and i get to doze off to the sound of her gentle breaths and the feeling of her heartbeat against my chest saturated by her and her smell her warmth her existence i want to fall asleep with the feeling of her stray hairs brushing on my face skin on skin tangled into each other like a messy knot of pure love and neediness and the day i have her in bed next to me will just about be the happiest day of my life and not much but the day we get married could top it i love her so undeniably i need to crawl inside her skin i need to adore every cell in her body every facet of her soul darling i breathe for you..

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i can’t believe i am the thing that compelled this angel to write these words i’ve just been standing here staring for so long rereading absorbing it absorbing that i can be loved and that i am worthy of it absorbing that there is no doubt in my mind my body or my soul that i want to be devoted to her until my last breath wake up in a new body and do it all over again until billions and trillions of years have passed, and even when life has ended and i am but cosmic dust lost in the remnants of the universe i will find her and meld her dust with mine

apparently i’m a real yapper when it comes to writing in my notes app when i’m in love.. crazy how that works, but i got shy about sharing it directly with my baby so it goes on here <3 i was being critical about it but from the beginning i wasn’t meaning for it to be a love letter i was just … typing? so i could transform it into lyrics later . so i don’t think we should judge her too heavily it is just a genuine ramble

anyways

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i never knew that love could come so easily and furthermore come without bringing along ugly emotions and actions, to love and be loved with no consequences or impending doom waiting for me at the end of it .

all the love i have witnessed in my 21 years of life has been ugly, laced with poorly hidden lies and slamming doors, never the sweet intimacy that we share now.

because never in a million years would i raise my voice at you, slam a door or use your love for me against you, all the things my parents and my grandparents did to eachother feels foreign, like something my entire being rejects. the wrong end of two magnets bouncing off of eachother.

i have so much love in me that it bubbles over, like a shaken soda can that you rush to sip from so it won’t get all over you. you don’t mind, you let it spill.

it all came so quickly and so naturally, and maybe i’ve always been a lover but i have never been safe enough to really feel it, instead i spent 6 years having it thrown in my face and later being called back by a flurry of soft words and empty promises, like a dog being called home by an angry owner shaking the treat jar.

false kindness, just to be grabbed by the collar once i came back.

i don’t really know what to do with myself, i’ll be honest… i imagine this is how it feels to be reborn, there’s so much space to be me and somehow i don’t feel like there’s enough me to fill it.

but you don’t mind that either, you praise and you soothe and you fill the space for me. perfectly filling every crevice until it doesn’t feel cold and empty anymore.

maybe i was always destined to meet you, maybe the world prepared me for the purest of love i could get by treating me harshly first, maybe the version of me who didn’t go through what she did would have taken you for granted. she was always good at doing that.

maybe we’ve been dancing around eachother for multiple lives, because the myth of birthmarks being kisses from your lover in a past life fits too well with the areas you’d kiss if you could.

three of them in a constellation across my waist, multiple trailing up my arms, another under my boob, in the crook of my shoulder … the one on my inner thigh, that one i’m sure was you.

maybe in multiple of those lives we didn’t have an ocean parting us, and we met at some gathering and i was as smitten with you then as i am with you now, i think in all of those lives i marry you.

actually, with how perfectly you fit into my life, i know that in all of those lives we are married, in some we share pets and call them our children like we do now, in some we have human children, and i get to see your features in someone that is half me, half you.

and i love you, i love you so deeply and i would bring you my heart out of my chest if you asked for it, i wish i could become a tiny bloodcell so i could live inside your body and be as close to you as physically possible!!! i feel insane about it .

i dream of the day where i am really your wife and you are really my husband, for when i get to see you looking handsome as ever in a suit and i get to devote myself to you even further, that will be the best choice i will ever make in my lifetime, i already know it <3

i haven’t written anything but songs in a good few years, it feels wrong to not be forming these feelings into verses and a chorus, but they wouldn’t be as raw and fleshed out as they are now, it needed to be a love letter.

and a love letter it is <3

i love you so much

⁃ your darling

[butchkor]

A H

this is my outfit for painting my toenails to match my fingernails do u like it

[butchkor]

my femme has no idea i’ve been salivating over ruining her pretty pussy all day and i think i need to change that.. driving myself mad thinking about her drenched in her own slick all worked up and ready to take me however which way i want.. imagining how she tastes on my tongue hot and plentiful and perfect, teasing her and bringing her close to the edge just to deny her of it. needed to get her all sensitive and tender before strapping her down, it’s worth it, cuz when she cums she falls apart in my hands

[butchkor]

trying to be normal for one day at least but i can’t help thinking about how bad i need to fuck into my femme right now feel like i can’t sleep or rest or sit still without having my face buried in her neck senses full of only her as i make her moan and whine underneath me oh.. i’m just full of craving and yearning i need you baby

[butchkor]

need to send my gf one of my shirts so she can touch herself in it,,,

[butchkor]

thinking ab the intimacy of being on t one day and my gf helping me with my shots, furthermore giving them to me herself

[butchkor]

i need to mess these sheets the fuck up

ya maybe i picked these out simply bc i thought i’d look pretty against them. so what

[butchkor]

my femme should get 🔛🔝 of me so i can explore everything she’s hiding under her cute baggy tee for me

didn’t even really know i had this bra but i do remember my boyfriend saying he liked me in pink soooo here’s a treat for him to find

femmes in baggy shirts with cute bras hiding underneath 🔛🔝

[butchkor]

a passport a plane ticket and an infinite airbnb

what super expensive indulgence would u get for urself if u suddenly came into a bunch of money?? assume all bills/mortgages paid, all friends helped: what treat are u buying just for u?? for me it would be a quilted lambskin chanel bag in iridescent pink

[butchkor]

this is like “yeah?” times 8 billion

do you like femmes who talk, talk, and talk… and then ask, "are you paying attention?" when i know you're not because you're too busy looking at my lips? :p

[butchkor]

I love yapper femmes. Femme who gets dramatic when they are telling a simple story. Femme that gets up to reenact their story. I hate it when they apologize for yapping. Like no baby, keep talking, help me fall more in love with you, let me cross the boundaries of love that exist and for that you need to keep yapping. Femme who shyly smiles when they realize their partner actually enjoys listening to them.

MEN AND MINORS DNI. THIS POST IS ABOUT LESBIANS.

[butchkor]

Guys i heard the verdict. If butches aren't babied enough they will now shrivel up and wilt like plants. It's terrible.

[butchkor]

Femme that bites x butch that loves to be bit

<3

[butchkor]

need to cum in my wife and root my claim in her so deeply it can never be undone need to make her full of me all me nothing but me and i need to be consumed by her devoured by her scent and her hunger and let her take me inside her scientists must get on this immediately

[butchkor]

laying on my side at the edge of the bed, propped up on one elbow, and sliding my other hand across the sheets until my fingers slip over the edge and brush your skin where you stand right next to me. my hand slides up just like it did on the bed until i make it to your hip where i so gently brush your fingers away and replace them with mine, tightening the harness for you.